Saturday, December 31, 2005

if i died i won be remembered

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before any one of you out there start smiling at wat could be a "kick me" t shirt print.. please think through this .. how many felt like you guys are at the bottom of your feelings before and are still struggling to get back.. and when things have finally got back to normal.. you are wacked back to where you crawled from....

this leads to another question.. if i die.. today or tomorrow.. maybe just five minutes from the time i clicked on the publish post button... would i be remebered by my friends?? pple i have laughed with.. pple i toked to.. pple i may have seen just once in my miserable life and has left an imprint in my mind?? will i be remembered as i remember them???? will my grave be covered with wreaths and flowers or just a lone stalk or worse the mosses and ferns to grow and thrive upon..and my visitor maybe an occasional fly that stopped for food? or maybe the masses of centipedes and rodents foraging..

on the other hand where i am could have been my own fault..

but it does prove my insignificance and the fact that if i were to die

there would be that one.... or many others like this person that may just see me not as a person..

maybe i am just an infinitesimal speck to that person who just wave me into oblivion with an ignorant flick of those fingers..

maybe i chose this path..

great time

today went out with yanz.. was thinking of cout down.. but my parents were thinking that i may get hacked to death or get trampled upon by the crowds or something so too bad.. and i am sorry to have brought up ynaz hopes only to send it crashing later..

but today was still fun.. in a weird SMish sorta way.. hahah.. for pple who wanna know who this yanz is just read back and you should be able to see her pics.. hahah.. she is sad to say very far form wat she looks like... hahah.. on the surface pretty cute lah.. but beneath is ouch ouch ouch!!?!?!?!?!

hahaha

well i got my battle wounds tday courtesy of yanz pinching.. that sent me wincing in pain in breko.. arghhhh.. over a very cute photo which i am still deiding upoin whether or not to publish.. hhehehhe :P

so we met up and headed to bugis.. to look for some barang.. and i saw this watch which was pretty nice.. so i got it for myself.. pamper pamper.. when i get the pics will post em up.. next was yanz. she was spoilt for choice for stuff and deliberating over to buy or not.. hahah.. looking for belts shoes.. bags.. basically womens stuff.. hahaha..

then we headed to cityhall amidst the pouring sky via mrt and was walking towards suntec through city link mall..and they we found our weakness.. its the smooth sliky brown aromatic and amazingly temting piece of heaven known as chocolate....hahah.. we had the chocolixir from godiva (yummy) and bught a few pralines as well.. shortly after we bothgot home..pretty exhausted and for me.. kinda bruised.. hahhahaha.


till i blog again.. and yanz.. let me know if i should post your pic up ok.. hahhahahaah:P

Thursday, December 29, 2005

shopping shopping.. shoppping. hahah

today is good shoppign for me..
bought qquite some clothes for new year.. and my shoppiing is essentialy done.for chinese new year at least..hehe

well enuff tok.. got the pics taken.. and after they are posted i shall go crash..

till i blog again..

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shirt no. 1 the "ok" shirt

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shirt no. 2 the "not too bad" shirt

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shirt no.3 the "i enter the shop i fell for it" shirt

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pants no. (only 1 lah..) the "should match with pink but i dun like pink very much" pants


time to go.. ciao.. any willing sponsors please just pop by my tag... and let me know.. your generosity shall not be forgotten..hehhe

another meme

my, when you reveal your true colors in love, you're a







You usually love to stand out from the crowd — and with your taste that's typically not hard to do. You're the kind of person who knows how to put your best foot forward in terms of appearance. In fact, most times you make the kind of stylish effort that many people fail to. This is because you want to be at your best when you're out and about. Status symbols can be attractive to you and you've probably even accumulated a few of your own. After all, it's fun having your friends admire you for your possessions and achievements.

Your preference for cosmopolitan things likely goes beyond your taste in clothes. As a result, you're apt to enjoy art, local hot spots, and a wide variety of trendy restaurants or ethnic foods. Sophisticated partners like you often opt to seek out new and stimulating experiences. Indeed your varied interests and hobbies make you a unique, well-rounded person who others may find fascinating.

When it comes to the dating game, love-at-first-sight probably seems a bit fantastical for your tastes. On the whole, your type tends to be more practical about matters of the heart. As a result, you're unlikely to place having a deeply connected relationship above your other pursuits. On the contrary, you seem to feel that neither partner's higher goals should be compromised by a relationship — otherwise it's not a good one. Because of your independent, often ambitious nature, you can be sensitive about having ample "me time," regardless of the quality of your coupling. In fact, couples who enjoy being together 24-7 probably baffle you. For your relationships to be happy ones, it will ordinarily be important that each person maintains responsibility for their own life and contentment. To do so, you may want to maintain some friendships separate from your partner's and encourage them to do the same.

As a sensual person with a rich fantasy life, you can bring a great deal of passion and creativity to the bedroom. In fact, the physical high of sex can become a more important focus of your relationships than other aspects of sharing. Because you know that you place a high priority on sex in your relationships, it will be important to find someone who shares this priority. Staying in a relationship that doesn't fulfill you this way might lead to heartache later on.

When a tough day has you feeling low, sophisticated partners like you can sometimes dwell on problems and sorrows until they seem much larger than they really are. At times, you might even find yourself avoiding contact with others or feeling uncomfortable in your environment. This behavior is so contrary to how you normally feel and act that it should be easy to recognize when you're dropping into the doldrums. Once you realize what's happening, surround yourself with friends and stop being so hard on yourself! With people around to cheer you, you're likely to be back to your old self in no time.

Most of the time, you are an easygoing individual who can accept criticism with a grain of salt. So if a friend, lover, or colleague offers you some constructive feedback, you usually won't take their words too personally. That doesn't mean, however, that their criticism will not fall on deaf ears. Just the opposite, you're very likely to incorporate their ideas into your life so you can be a better person in the future. That's one of your strengths: You continually try to improve yourself at each new stage of your life. You're the kind who gives life your all and works to distinguish yourself. This drive and optimism about the future is sure to keep you on the path to success in life and in love.


Whether you're new to the dating scene or a self-proclaimed expert, your perspective about dating will go a long way toward determining your ultimate success in finding the partner who's right for you. Just remember that no matter what your view of dating is today, you always have the power to change it if it isn't bringing you what you desire. Here's what your colors revealed about your present outlook:

With your cheerful, optimistic attitude, you probably won't be single any longer than you want to be. Although, these traits make you the kind of person who's happier and more comfortable going solo than many people are. However, that doesn't mean that you're not looking for someone to share your life with. In fact, that kind of deep emotional connection can be very important to you. Because you're a generally social person, it's likely that you have a healthy number of friends and acquaintances. Each one of these people offers you a higher chance of meeting new people to date. The more you get yourself out there, the more likely you are to find that special someone.

As you venture out to find your life partner, use your well-developed imagination to come up with creative ways to meet new people. Your tendency to indulge in fantasy, romance, and the magic of chance, makes it so that you probably have no problem envisioning a million ways you could find love. Now, all you need to do is put those dreams into action. Try going to new places, getting involved in new activities, and seeking out inventive ways to meet singles. You might even want to try online dating. As much as you may wish for it, your dream date is not going to drop into your lap one day. Instead, you'll need to focus on your goal and create new and exciting possibilities.


Once you find yourself as part of a couple, the way you and your new partner handle disagreements will become crucial to your relationship's long-term success. Realistically, you can't expect to avoid relationship problems entirely, so it's best understand whether or not the way you and your partner argue is compatible. This is something you'll usually be able to determine within the first three months of a relationship, and sometimes even sooner.

In your case, you feel that it's important for both parties to feel heard in an argument. So if your partner yells at you, you're likely to try to calm things down so the two of you can have a more rational discussion. Sometimes, though, you may lose your temper as well and respond by yelling back. Your primary goal in most arguments is to get your partner to understand your position and persuade them to feel the way you do. However, you are also concerned about how your partner is feeling. As a result, you'll ordinarily try to understand their perspectives as well. In relationships, you'd probably do best with a mate who can stand up for themselves and explain how they're feeling when they're upset.

If your partner confronts you when you've done something wrong, you may try to change the subject rather than face the consequences. If that doesn't work, you'll likely make other attempts to displace the tension. You're one to believe that sometimes talking about relationship problems only serves to make them worse. So although you can usually hold your own in an argument, in some cases you'd prefer to "agree to disagree" on issues that seem impossible to resolve.


The way a person ends their relationships is often a sign of both the maturity one gains through experience and the compassion one has for their romantic partners. Your colors showed that you can be a real pro when it comes to ending romances gracefully. At the close of a relationship, you're much more likely to make the effort to discuss your feelings with your ex, rather than leave them with questions about what went wrong. You're also one who'll typically offer support during this sad time by listening and letting your ex share their feelings with you. By ending romances this way, you ordinarily have the benefit of remain friends later if you choose to.

Now that you know what your color choices revealed about you in love, it's time to find out more about color itself.


The physical world is full of color. However, in its most scientific sense, color is simply a description of the way your eyes perceive an object as it interacts with light, and the way your brain interprets it. When you look at an object in the presence of light, you see the light reflected from that object. It is in this way that you're able to distinguish between hundreds of colors. Colors are wavelengths of light, recognized by sensory cones in the eye's retina. So recognizing color is actually one of the human body's many miraculous talents.

People communicate about colors through language — in this case, English. However, not all languages have the same kinds of color distinctions. For example, studies of the linguistic treatment of color have revealed that some languages do not make a distinction between green and blue or yellow and orange. Differences in color perceptions are not only blurry between different cultures; they can be problematic within cultures as well. Even if two people speak the same language, they can view color with different eyes. Imagine two people looking at a sunset: One sees more pink, the other sees more purple. It depends on their individual perceptions. However, even with this imprecision, there is a high agreement between people regarding basic color names and distinctions. It's this fact that makes a discussion of color possible.

While you may think of vision as the primary way that people experience color, people also "feel" color. In the presence of different colors, our physical bodies can feel different. And researchers can measure these effects by changes in blood pressure, eye blink frequency, heart rate, and respiration. Western scientists agree that colored light can be used in treating medical patients with certain conditions. For example, premature babies with jaundice are cured by a chemical reaction triggered by exposure to blue light for several days. It is also known that red light is more likely to produce epileptic seizures than blue light. Western science did not discover these reactions to colored light, though. It is actually the ancient cultures of Egypt, China, and India that have histories of healing with color.

Outside of our physical or sensory experience of color, we also have psychological or emotional responses to colors. The most universal psychological responses to colors divide the color spectrum into "warm" and "cool" colors. Warm colors include red, orange, and yellow. They are believed to be stimulating or energizing (which are active or externally-driven responses). Cool colors include blue, green, and purple and are felt to be calming or peaceful (which are passive or internally-focused responses). Interestingly enough, these emotional reactions correspond with the physiological affects that colored light has on the body.

Beyond these major classifications, color attributions become varied and divergent across both cultures and individuals. For example, in Western culture, white is the traditional color for a wedding dress, whereas white is the color for mourning in China. There are many such discrepancies in the way people from different cultures think about particular colors. In addition to cultural feelings about color, people's perceptions of colors may also be affected by their ages, moods, life experiences, personalities, or mental health. People who share these characteristics, often share a common perception of colors.


http://web.tickle.com/tests/lovecolor

meme.. but this i think is bullshit

my, you're a Stud High!

(btw my is me.. cos my-loh geddit??)

Wow — you're quite the Casanova! You know how to play the dating game; in fact, you're damn good at it. We can tell you're a real woman-magnet and are never without an admirer or three. When combined with your significant charm, your attentive, sensitive demeanor makes you irresistible. Someone definitely made sure that you know how to treat a woman — ladies always feel special and appreciated when you're with them. You've got a knack for expressing yourself and showing your interest without looking too eager, too. That's a difficult balancing act, and you deserve a pat on the back for perfecting it. At the rate you're going, you won't be dating much longer before you score your dream girl!

can someone please tell me.. do these people get paid to bulshit??? this sucks.. if i am ^^^ then why am i stil single??

**scratch head

true colour

my true colour..

my, your true color is Red!

Your color is red, the color of racy sportscars, blushing cheeks, and luscious roses. Red symbolizes passion, romance, and love. So, since you're ruled by red, you probably trust your feelings more than your brain and tend to act spontaneously. If you see something you want, you go for it without thinking twice — impulsive is your middle name. You don't wait around for people to make decisions, either; you dive right in. Quite the romantic, you pay close attention to your emotions. In fact, if your heart isn't in what you're doing, you won't be satisfied. Of course, even when you do pour all your energy into the projects you tackle, your impetuous nature means your passions can shift as frequently as the wind. That's why some reds have trouble with commitment. Our advice? Next time you're feeling fickle, think before you act, if possible. You might be surprised at the results. Overall, though, it's great to be red. No one lives life more completely than you do.

http://web.tickle.com/color/

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

x massy prezzy

a post at 12 42 am before i crash..

i guess i am not sweet enuff.... cos i think the guy up they decided to sweeten me up abit for x mas..

i got alot of chocs for x mas.. and more recently ling and janice also gave chocs.. jan gave another ginger bread man..ten huizi

aka ah niah gave me a sweet dispenser.. but without sweets.. ?!?!?!?!?!?!? she must have ate them.... hahahha..

i am going to be so sweetened.. maybe even diabetic.. hahahaha.. touchwood.. hahaa..

well its going to be a sweet christmas i guess..wonder wat the other 9 days will bring..just hope it ain't a partridge in the pantry

oor five golden rings.. hahahaa

till i blog again..

p.s. if some one wants to give me five golden rings.. please have them in 24k gold only and encrusted in diamonds..

heheh

countdown?? countdown??

give me some suggestion wat to do?
countdown party or volunteer work?
heheh... on new years eve..

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

i want to break fre!!!

along time since i've blogged.. and x mas has been fun.. and so was new year shopping.. as in shoping for chinese new year clothes etc...


i am somewat glad there is 12 days to x mas..cos can get more presents..can still remeber my first present was an mp3 player .. then the next was accompanied by a backache..cosme and ling met up to go foor movie and pres exchange sorts.. and in the meantime we were thinking of watching a movie.. and we thot of king kong.. but it sold out.. so we went for narnia.. which was not back except for the sitting positions..it was horrendous.. and i had a stiff neck for hours.. for the next day.. hahaha.. then there is the spring cleaning and the headaches etc...

which is being carried out concurrently along with this pouty blog...

those who have known me would have known me to be a want to be free kinda guy.. away from my parents "clutches" and i am still struggling with that.. andd the thing is i feel its unfillial to eb actually saying this.. but i really hate it when my parents expect me to behave someway or other.. the thing is they are so worried.. and thank god..they are not tooo worried.. or else i would not be able to get out of the house.. cos they would be afraid that the gersm will kill me..(think bubble boy) gosh..

i simply cannot imagine.. and i know it would eventually come.. but some how at this hormone ragin age.. it seriously sux.. and i wish i could somewat find a bit if freedom.. go out withotu them hounding at me for time to head back home etc..

arghh..

well thats all for now.. till i blog again..

Saturday, December 24, 2005

a test?? or am i in a wrong country??i think this test is wrong.. wat you think

The Liberated Lover
59% partner focus, 66% aggressiveness, 55% adventurousness
Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that:



You prefer your romance and love to wild and daring rather than typical or boring, you would rather pursue than be pursued and, when it comes to physical love, your satisfaction comes more from providing a wonderful time to your partner than simply seeking your own.



This places you in the Lover Style of: The Liberated Lover.



The Liberated Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, and forms the kind of free-thinking, sexually-exciting, self-confident lover that society once condemned but that a liberal-mind cherishes and exults. The Liberated Lover is a treasure to find, though it can sometimes be difficult to do so because they are often already engaged in relationships or are in high-demand if "in the market."



In terms of physical love, the Liberated Lover is possibly the most thrilling and demanding of all, with the one potential drawback being that it is possible to feel 'overmatched' at times by their prowess and selfless giving. Given trust and understanding, and the right lover, the Liberated Lover can be a delight in bed.



Best Compatibility can probably be found with: The Exotic Lover (most of all) or the Carnal Lover, or the Suave Lover.



Congratulations!



If you enjoyed this test, I would love the feedback! Also, you might want to check out some of my other tests if you're interested in the following:



Nerds, Geeks & Dorks



Professional Wrestling




Buffy the Vampire Slayer




America/Politics





Thanks Again! -- THE LOVER STYLE PROFILE TEST



My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 49% on partner focus
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 78% on aggressiveness
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 47% on adventurousness
Link: The Lover Style Profile Test written by donathos on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

a blog to remebr.

sorry grace.. i cannot make it for the meme.. cos mine seriously sucked..


bloggin time..

its been awhile since i last logged in.. and as expected things are goign to be boring. hahaha

well got ajob.. well sort off and for the two days.. saturday and sunday.. i experienced the most enlightening experience i've hads in my 19 years of being human.


i was doing a sales or rather a promoting.. and considering how affluent singaporeans ah.. most are really quite kiam siap..1.99 also will make so much noise
hahaha

where is the christmas sprit.. and to all the promoters out ther i salute you pple man.. you huys are totally hardowrkign pple.. apart fomr the osme.
hahaa

but its hard work. and ishall blog some other day.. cos i gotta fly

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

sorry

so sorry grace regarding your meme.. willl try to tag along.. but due to certain unforseen circumstances i shall have it postponed.. but it will be up.. in due time..

Monday, December 12, 2005

blog thing





Your Love Number is



7




When you fall in love, you experience it to the fullest.
You are a cheerful, joyful soul - and you attract people easily.
While you fall for people quickly, you also fall out of love quickly.
It takes a dynamic, exciting lover to keep your attention long term!


Sunday, December 11, 2005

all of a sudden

mondays are not my best..

waking up early on one is even worse.. haha

and wat could be worse when i am to stay not have school on a monday such as this..haha

to those out there.. ahow have to work today.. i sympathize with you..

hah

and for those who are nocturnal i envy you.. haha

time for breakfast!! gotta go..

sigh

life is not on my side afterall.. after the short absence of my pc for a few weeks.. it seems its time for it to soon cease..

soon i shall be back on my mac..but i shall miss my pc.. cos of all the fun i had..

well i do like mac.. and i still do.. but i think i would miss my pc still.. just hpe i could get it fixed up.. sigh..

i am bored..
haha..

moday sooo free. i sooo happy.
haha

till i blog again

Friday, December 09, 2005

a day out..

december ninth

my friend told me i screwed up and did things the wrong way.. abit lost.. sigh..


december ninth.

after having one lesson.. i am off.. biostats is kinda rubbish for the day i guess..

so i headed off to town.. and coincidetally met up with michelle..

then at town met up with shinyi for a light bite and tok..

then back to christmas shopping.. and i have to say.. chrsitmas is really scary..

the crowds especially.. it can yank out your hair man..

well kinda..

then at about 8 i met up with chelsia and rachel (nt sure if the right spelling) well it was suppose to be chelsia then she brought rachel along.. and both are teachers.. hahahh... well chelsia had to go pluck her eyebrows(vanity...).. haha. so waited for her about an hour.. later headed over to swensons to get seat.. when i reached there.. i was petrified cos the q was.. amazing..and worse still was this waiter who got some one their seat when they are after me.. i flet sooo transparent..sigh

well finally got into the seats and ordered the food.. then the two women arrived had some to tok.. to eat.. to laugh.. basicaly very enjoyable time..

then after we headed our seperate ways.. and that was the ninth of december for a light without details post..

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a queue outside GUCCI!!! these pple are either too rich or just had their dinner and dunnoe wat to do..
haha..

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singapore's christmas decro has to go through some reconsideration.. this looks like some incredible hulk launch thingy..

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a lamborghini gallardo for all to see.. drooling..

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chelsia on the left and rachel on the right..and they are teachers!!!

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-night out december ninth-

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

been there done that..or have i

sigh.. with a big "s"

to be absolutely honest.. i dunnot know if i am here to to blog for others to see.. or for me to clarify my thots..

this is like the pensieve for those who have seen the latest harry potter movie..

yet some how..things done are not without regret.. or hesitation.. whichever may exist..

i did some thing yesterday.. something that laid me in a state of both anxiety and a litte excitement.. at least at the point of it being done..

then there after..i gotten alittle cringed.. i am some how unable to grasp how the receiving end responded and this lead me to a platform on which i some how waited for the right moment to embark.. and yet somehow. it seems my eagerness has turned the game around.. and led me to this state of uncertainty.. where i stand on this very platform but only that it lays swinging.. on the threads of a pendulum.. hanging on every word that the receiving end.. would then bring forth..

i had hoped.. that my words lain upon here..are not to be wryed by the thots that are to manifest in the minds of those who've seen wat i have to say..

till i blog again

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

i felt like doign this.

took my regular bus ride down to orchard to borders or wat i hard i had in mind anyways..but i ended up a little far fomr orchard.. haha

well just as well.. stopped at raffles city and saw the bat"tumbler"nmobile model goign for just 34$$.. how i wish i could get it..but i just could not bear to put monies down on that.. sigh.. ahha

well i was "suppose" to have gone to borders.. but i fell asleep on the bus.. and i landed in city hall.. and i had a dream which i never had.. for the first time she appeared in my dreams. kinda like those afternoons where you got bored and wanted to flick on the tv.. and just then a programme you wanted to see was on..

it was like this..

friday evening.. me and her dancing to a slow song.. i think was "jesus to a child" cos it was ringign in my ears..in my mp3 player and i found myself humming it all day..

then it was to bed.. as the lights dimmed out.. then off to sleep.. then in the morning.. i roll over to her side..smell her hair.. as she curled up in slumber..then i got back in with breakfast for her.. after we freshened up we headed out for a picnic in this un charted piece of place.. never seen before.. it was a cool, with neat lawns.. and the smell of daffodils filled the air.. then we sat upon the grass and had a light picnic as we sat looking at the sky,... watching the sky roll by..with the light breeze lifting up her silky tresses and letting them fall as they give off this heady fragrance.. sent me up to the clouds and back..

after the picnic.. we headed for a light dinner in a restaurant at restaurant by a lake.. so still it hardly moves..like a mirror it casts the monnlight ever so softly upon her face.. then the violinist came by with soothing serenade and then we drifted to our feet in dance.. and in each others embrace..

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just then the bus jolted to a stop and i was in the midst of the bustle of the city..

from there i headed home.. from where i am writing this..

Monday, December 05, 2005

monday

i am not the man i use to be.. hahahaha

got lazy taking photos..sigh..

or maybe cos i am out with the wrong group of pple.. hahah

was out with my bunch of friends.. kahbeng and david and fongshen

out at sakae sushi.. doing our thang.. and guzzling down on sushi..

well my results weren't that good.. kinda lost my appetite.. not eating as much as i used to..growing old.hahah

miss alot of things.. almost like i am seeing these things unfold before my eyes.. like a colour tv..i feel ike a spectator..

yet i wish to see things my way.. yet most of the time.. things flow in ways most unwanted.. or un desired..

with the only thing a remote.. we can only see it in other channels.. but will never be able to control it..

i dun wish to have that power either.. but i wish that i could some how .. find a way.. a soln to my prob..


till i blog again

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

wednesdays..

wat a day.. short day.. long night..

i realise... after over sleeping for the umpteenth time this month i am officially late for lesson and mooched at, till i it was time.. hahah..

then off i when from couch to room to have my stuff packed..and out of the house i went..

meeting up with yanting is kinda fun today..well its the first time she is arriving on a train and we were suppose to meet outside of our very familiar housin environment..well it was supposed to be meet at the station.. then it became meet me in the train to come..

somehow i wished i have caught it on camera.. yanting waving for me on the train was more like a hand sprouting out amongst the many heads on the train.. then later her head popped out amongst the other heads.. haha.
well gotta be there to see it.
hhaahh

next stop og orchard.. yanting had to collect some stuff from og.. then we went for some kick ass ramen..whooho...haha.. followed by wisma for my earpads.. as we strolled fomr dhoby ghaut and back..it was filled with teases laughs jokes.. and loads of the unspeakable. of alll sorts.. hahaa..well we had a great time.. or at least me..haha..

then it was four.. and huizi.. my mother of a friend appeared.. one hour before the time set... well decided to meet her at five instead..so went to s and k with yanz.. to see somthing she wasnts to see..
haha..oh yah.. huizi is only one year older then me lah.. so she is jjust liek a sista to me.. and a very chattable at that..in fact we chatted form went we met till we parted..
haha.. alot of saliva lost.
haha

well imagine having ramen just one hour before having some beef rice thing at pepper lunch..i was amaze by my own appetite.. but any ways. we chatted that through.. followed.. by desert at xu liu shan.. i still feel i could have a steak.. hmm..and throughout we were chatting.. and finally had our little meeting adjourned due to time constrain..

finally the pic pic pic...s...

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this is an example of someone trying very hard to look guai... and by any measure not exactly successful.. hahaha..

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someone loves this skirt.. soooooo much.. and yes that someone does look nice.. but somethign in this pic seem to make her look a tad big headed.. agree... haha.. bbut the skirt is nice yah..hehe

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finally..mama.. i mean jie jie.. hahah.. this is huizi lounging on the sofas in xu liu shan..

ok finally done.. stands up and stretches back**

tilll i blog again..

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

a post to remember... hahah..ya right..

as the title suggests.. or rather for those who could actually see the title.. its a day that would take a while to forget..

well today was an as pernormal sort of day.. its kinda rare.. nowadays at least.. but i slept at about 11 yesterday.. early considering.. i actually sleep at about 12 to 1 plus on normal days.. not that the next day was anythign special at all..

well went out with linghui.. was thinking of catching a movie together.. but the timings were not quite right.. + she was exhausted.. give her a bed and she'll sleep in orchard kind (orchard as in middle of the road).. but well we did not really tok much.. but still had some tok goign on.. as we sat oursleves down at ichiban sushi at ps.. i was having my dinner.. she was snacking.. but i was kinda guilty.. cos i did not know she was allergic to sea food..
so..

well she took alittle some some.. and later we headed of the see a "monument" haha. well its a sign that has been left to be forgotten by some but remembered like me.. haha.. well it was set in its place in 1992.. it was the L.O.V.E. sign outside the galss house. when the glass house was setup then.. its tenant or occupant was tgif.. for those who remembered.. the broiled chicken was great.. yummy (stomach growl) .. well anyways.. it would soon cease to exist.. at least that wat i've heard.. cos its said the glass house together with park mall may be redeveloped soon.. and the L.O.V.E. would then be moved.. or forgotten..

well lingz (linghui) was exhausted enough.. now that i think of it.. i should not have brought her on such a long walk.. cos she was on the verge of snoozing.haha.. well.. we tok the train and the funniest thing happened.. some indian guy..(presumably foreign) was trying to figure out how to go to city hall form dhoby ghaut.. and his accent was thick... like teh tarik with half a can of milk..hahha..and fianlly we made out wat he was trying to say.. so lingz told him to take the train going toward marina bay.. whilst i having apinch of doubt was pointing at the other direction.. and asked her.. after a short pause.. we then ran after the guy and pointed him to the other direction.. then just as we thto we have doen a goood deed.. i notice the boards set along the platforms.. and it proved lingz was right along..so we went to the guy and "brought him to the right track".. hahah.. well we were laughing sheepishly..

i had wanted to send her home but she stayed in yishun.. so.. i dropped early..

then i got home.. and then i went online.. and shortly after i slept..

even my dad was surprised.. he usually does his "ming yen, go to sleep" talk every nite.. but tis time he came round and saw me in bed..haha.. well i'll just leave that to your imgination..

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today was another day.. wat blogsvalloping nonsense am i blabbering anyways..

well today it was a gloomy day.. esp the weather.. i was off early today.. and headed down town to get something that i had wanted to get for ages.. well an observation.. or rather lingz observation.. whne i told her i could spend three months thinking about whether to buy a bag or not.. she looked at me like i am alien.. haha.. no lah.. but she gave me the look ,, haha.

well finally put my foot down and bought the cd.. but then the shittiest thing happened.. i went all the way to citylink to find that they dun hhave the cd i want.. so i had to rush all the way back to orchard to get it..

and the pple at the desk told me they did not have any.. then i went to the shelf and found four..hmmmm

diao....

and the next bombshell came when i was about to pay.. i was thinking a cd esp one about a decade old.. (the fast and the furious is pretty old yah) and i was not even getting the movie.. i was only getting the ost..and it cost me..(as shown in the pic below)
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almost 30$.. wat the $@#$@$%#$%$#%$%$^&%^*&^*(&^*^&*$^#T^$!!!!! is their problem....

but i bought it anyways.. cos its really kinda good.. to me anyways.. hahha.. sinful sinful sinful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


oko.. gotta get back to life..


till i blog again..

Saturday, November 26, 2005

just realised

just realised that i haven been really updating my blog.. sorry for bring all you ppl e who come seee but get bored by all the words..haha


well hav been out couple of times..

and took some pics.. just read and you'll see..

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ok.. you see the two pple up there.. well the smaller one on the right is grace.. a.k.a puny (for the obvious reasons.. hahah)
and the slightly bigger one on the left... ooops... i mean the one on the left..(hope she doesn't kill me after she reads this..)hahah...well thats shelly and she is pregnant.. YAY!!! well we went out for eat drink and tok session and well pic is taken in nydc..one thing about nydc.. they dun seem to have anything other then tomato sauce based pastas.. and those chessy sorts.. but no way are you ever going to find decenrt whit sauced pasta like scallopini or carbonara.. or even alfredo.. but no .. nil.. nada... sigh.. but i do like lemon shivers... so not all too bad... just try to get the pasta!!! arghhh!!!hahah


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ok.. next up.. outing with huizi.. aka..ah niah.. hahah.like my mother.. ahhaha..ok lah.. not really lah.. she was my school senior and was in my school club in fact did not get to know her untill some time later.. but we kinda got along pretty welll and so forth.. in fact met her on two pccasions.. but the other meeting got some really bad shots... hahahahah..in other words.. not really the prettiest shots.. hahah..well the last time we met the place was not that well lit..basically it was not so nice..and well everytime i met up with her...i would be late... and not exactly a bad thing actually.. ahha.. well we could tok for hours on end just like shelly.. but well we are more "healthy".. cos everytime we tok we would be at some place.. sipping on WATER!!!!.. and not one glass.. but refill upon refill... while its healthy.. its kinda bad for the bladder.. but realy enjoyable..then we went to raffles place for abit of window shoppping.. where i got alesson i will never forget..

men out there.. who think women in flats are harmless... think again..well i kinda cheesed huizi off and stomp on my toes.. and boy it was un bearable...
hahaha.. so reminder.. out there.. falts and equally lethal as stilettoes..
hahahahha

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the above are pics from star wars.. the exhibition of gallactic proportions..hahaha.. well not quite.. and it would have been nice to have brought some friends over.. but not many star wars friend around..and too bad yoda did not make an appearance.. well had a ball of a time with all the pple.. well alfred who was a star wars gaga would not have miss if for the world... then the rest all in the glitzy and glam.. was lovely.. thought the food in the reception could have been better.. well some of the foods sounded really corny.. like.. han solo hoagies??? galactic curry>>>????it was just wrong..hahaha

well met up with loads of ex colleagues... and got to know some new ones.. having once worked as ssc goign back was a little nostalgic amidst the noise and attention and the arrivals of the president..well the heading back and seeing the changes.. it was a mixture of feelings.. but basically i missed the days working there.. awwww...haha.. hope to see the gagna again..well overall its not bad an exhibition.. esp for star wars junkies..

ok.. time to finally go..

till i blog again..

a dark gloomy sunday

its been so long since i have blogged...

yet still am lost for words..

i am in a predicament..

a dilemma..

a disaster...

it seems i can only hint at wat i am tyring to say through this space.. cos if its too obvious..i may end up punching my last ticket...

sigh.. wat am i goign through..

well lets hope things lighten up and i shall tell it then..

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

windings

she had no idea i was toking about her...

should i be happy???

or

should i tell her..

i am so between decisions..

so lost..

how i wish she could see it.

but yet afraid that she may find out

waiting...

Saturday, November 19, 2005

just got back.

i've fallen in love ...
with elizabeth by sheika kapur
very nice..aww..


some days back or i think yesterday.. i am not sure.. i was writing about something and someone.. at some other time..

i was in a frenzy.. grinding up my brain in to smithereens.. and ending with a tongue twister sort of a blog..

yet some how i am laid yet again at the crossroads..


well enuff of all that for awhile.. even if a that person still dwindles in my head..

well if someone is to indeed get curious and wonder and are looking for some sort of simplification..

try this..

"this person" is "a"

"that person" is "b"

and

"another person" is "c"

and the passage is saying

"a" ------likes-----> "b" ------likes---> "c"

"a" <-----????------ "b" <-----????----- "c"

"a" : wants to tell "b" but doesn't know how "b" would react.

"b" likes "c" but hopes "c" will make the first move.. yawns**

"a" and "c" cannot be together.. cos they are guys.. unless they become homo.. but that would be different story..

"a" and "b" are friends

"b" and "c" are friends

"a" wonders wat to do..

"b" knows wat to do but hesitates

"c" should know wat to do.. but is not doin



"now i know my "a" "b" "c" next time won't you sing with me???"

hehe =P

Friday, November 18, 2005

howling winds..

how do i tell someone something if that someone doesn't take wat i mean to tell that person? and wat if this person rebuts watever i am goign to tell her?? if i as a person is to tell this other persn about something but this person doesn't want to listen to me as a person.. how can i as a person communicate with that other person? see perosn to person communication requires one person to listen to another person. but when one person doesn't get wat the person is saying or is not willing to hear wat the pther person has to say.. how can this person tok to the other person as a person. and if saying something to thiss other person will lead to another person being killed.. should the other person not listen to wat the person has to say??..see there is this person who likes this other person.. who inturn likes another person and this person doesn't know that this person likes this person.. however the person that like that person doesn't tell that person that this person likes that person.. and these two persons just go on with the guessing of the minds of the two persons.. then there is another perosn who like this persons who but doesn't tell this person cos this person likes another person but this person seems to be with another person.. so this person is confused as to whether that person should be told about wat this person wants to say.


till this day.. this person is still thinking about that person who is in turn thinking about another person.
and this person likes that person.. but that person likes another person.. but another perosn doesn't know wat that perosn is thinking.. while this person is trying to tell that person wat this person is thinking. but that person is too busy thinkin about another person to see wat this person is trying to tell that person.to a certain extent this person wants to give up telling that person.. but this person doesn't wish to..so this person kept it from that person who is still waiting for another person..

such personal problems.. sigh..

hehe =P

Thursday, November 17, 2005

chris cunningham

gosh.. i am so in love with chris cunningham or rather his works.. totally infatuated..

for the uninitiated.. he directed madonna's "frozen" mtv... and i never expected my school to have his vids.. arghhhh!!!!

just stop here .. got work..

till i blog again..

Sunday, November 13, 2005

nw

Your Birthdate: March 27

You are a spiritual soul - a person who tries to find meaning in everything.
You spend a good amount of time meditating, trying to figure out life.
Helping others is also important to you. You enjoy social activities with that goal.
You are very generous and giving. Yet you expect very little in return.

Your strength: Getting along with anyone and everyone

Your weakness: Needing a good amount of downtime to recharge

Your power color: Cobalt blue

Your power symbol: Dove

Your power month: September

lalala.. quizilla

love
People see love in your eyes. You either love
everyone around you ooor...somebody's in
loooove, no? Seriously, though... You seem to
have a lot of love in your heart right now.
You're singing songs and picking flowers...or
at least you feel like doing so. And we can't
forget floating on air, right? Well, don't let
anyone ruin that for you, and if things don't
turn out...don't worry over it. There are worse
things, and you know it.


What can people see in your eyes?(great ANIME pics)((IMPROVED!!!))
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Saturday, November 12, 2005

yesterday...

i am suppose to have this blogged yesterday but i guess i took my meds too early.. hahah..

i was having this dripping tap of a nose the whole of yesterday and went out with yanz.. felt horrible..

and somewat embarrassed cos i was sneezing most of the time.. but it was fun.. trying to find her a "new direction"

met up at bugis.. and had some lite bite at ajisen then it was shop shop shop..

looked for bargains at bugis village and got this metal necklace .. great deals... but yanz was a little picky..
haha..

so we headed on else where..

to suntec...

and amazingly... she got wat she wanted...

hahah

pics below..

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just outside our housing estate..background looks like some loft in the midst of a natural reserve siah...haha

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lunch at ajisen..

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plain jane.. turn fashion mama..
hahahahah:P

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metal necklace from bugis..on the travellator in suntec..

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if only that were mine... oh!!!
:P

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yanz being vain on temasek boulevard
hahaha.. just kiddin.

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pic taken at bonsai garden..


till i blog again..

Friday, November 11, 2005

not sure if i missed her.. but i missed her...

every meeting, like silver to glass..

like a chime rings crystal clear..

every ring came reasonance..

filling up my ear..



you are the gemstone in my pool.. but you have not only left yourself in me.. but your plunge sends within me ripples ever lasting..


etched into my mind..

carved into my skin..

burnt upon my soul..

you within my mind.. is eternal..

Thursday, November 10, 2005

blogging to blog..

listening to an old oaf saying : "yes or no... ok folks.." is boring and someoen irritating.. made me feel like i am in some home for the aged sick..haha

well myupdating dates seem to have waivered.. and i seem to have my momentum for this kinda thing..

i think i am boring... am i boring??

here i am sitted infront of this goggle box.. trying to empty my head into this void..

and hoping one day that i would feel fulfilled when my thots reassemble themselves and return to me..

.........................................................................................

met up with gugu today fr lunch and hand her her stuff.. a sp senior returning and suddenly she feels older.. i feel like the time i just got in..had lunch in fc1 for its infamously value for money western food.. yummy..
hahha

and now.. in biostatistics.. wish me luck..

thinking of..
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Wednesday, November 09, 2005

started..

school has started...

and i am not half sure about wat i am doing..

some how..i feel like i am lost.. in my everyday hi"s" and byes with the world and the people around me i feel lost..

i missed the times when i would see by the window and watch as people stroll.. rushed.. walked.. strutted along a busy sidewalk

whilst i sipped away behind a pane of glass... watching.. the world swirl by as if wine in a glass..


at times i feel i need to be alone.. but i would always feel something naggin behind me...

its as though there is a void.. i need to have it filled..

or rather a void that has been filled by someone else.. and all the oher voids filled by others..

all these pple all flash pass me like this enchanting kaleidoscope..that left me breathless..

yet of all times.. a facet of this crystal in this kaleidoscope..

one so dazzling.. it seem to catch my eye no matter how it tumbles where..

one as dazzling as the sun..

i have seen this facet no many times.. as it randomly passes my eye..

it caught me each and everytime time..

yet when i long to see it..

i seem to never find it ..



this moment.. of this very day.. at this very point.. along very timeline..

i wish i could hold this facet and look at it ..

at hold it in everlasting brilliance..

Monday, November 07, 2005

dreams.

i chase the promise of her glow..



like a lone star in the sky she dazzled me,
and lead me tumbling through the night.
a mirage she appeared before me,
that slipped my grasp but held my sight.
despite the arrows, barbs and spears,
i chased the promise of her glow.
but love she has for that one other,
sent my heart bitter with sorrow
for which no man shall ever know..


-reinterpretion by,
Brethren Coulter

original:

with fairy's dust she sprinkles you
and leads you tumbling through the night
she loops and swoops like fairies do
to slip your grasp but hold your sight
ignoring thistle thorn and burrs
you chase the promise of her glow
bur fear has her remain a blur
a heart no man will ever know


-unknown

Thursday, November 03, 2005

blogging..

due to popular demand.. i am back.. hahah.. (just kidding)

but i am kinda blocked now.. cos not really in the writing mood..but will try..



early skies with sunlit dew,
resting on the leaves.
cooing doves with snow-white downs,
perching calm on the trees.

upon white sheets i rest,
with a dream in my head.
i savour my slumber,
as i wallowed in bed.

she came in my sleep,
like a ray of light,
like a spark from pure tallow did fall..
in her trot i caught a glimpse of her,
my word..she's the fairest of all.

yet off she rode in her path she desire,
though bent it might be.
oh how i wish she stopped her steps,
and stay in my slumber with me.


-Brethren Coulter..
3.55pm 4th nov 2005

Monday, October 31, 2005

deep one

I AM OCEAN

i dunnoe how to tell this to you.but i guess its a matter of luck of chance and of my trust in you..

recent events have brought me to thinking our friendship may churn into something no far from tragedy..

it seems plain and simple is better for you..almost..

or perhaps some really spiteful or maybe playful fella is "playing fool" through your tag.

i am not sure how to clarify this..but i can assure you.. i didi not in anyway said anything of that sort

and criticise anyone on your blog..


my faith now hangs in a very thin thread that you would actually see wat i meant and pay this parchment a visit

to clear your doubts and calm my fears..


if you seen this do hit me back..

with a grateful heart,
myloh.

sigh

posting did not work..
chinese looks like windings..

sigh. wat the prob with blogger..
aiyah.. think i switching soon lah..
hahah

posting

对着你 ....心中感触深。

写着一则... 你永远也没可能注视的一篇感文。

心里只是急切的想把胸口上的包袱抛开。

但愿有朝一日能亲口与您诉说。


我曾经看过我数次的爱情小说,但是现实并非梦幻。

我心中所想,都再无时填补我新里的欲望和想像。

在和你在一起的几天,更在我脑海里反复地浮现着。

我们之间的友情让我快乐不已, 但在近来的日子里发生了一些事,

而我对你之间的友情更产生了怀嶷,我使在万分不该。

对不起。

Sunday, October 30, 2005

i am in halves

i am in halves... i am sooo in halves..


one moment i am sitting on a chair staring at my screen..

the next i am not sure..

and the next i feel i need

to see someone or talk

to her

face .. to face...


but i dun doubt her..then later i was thinking wat if..

i feel like a really bad friend or

a person to have even begin doubting her..







good nite.

Saturday, October 29, 2005

sigh

i had a bad start today i guess..

someone i was not suppose to bother with bothered me alot today..

to the extend.. i find that.. i seem to have my batteries plugged out..

i feel deflated... or rather blank...



sometimes i think i am disposable..

blanc aiment un morceau de papier....






:``` (

Friday, October 28, 2005

shit...

i am in big doodoo this time round..

and i think i may just track down the perosn managing blogger and kill him...cos i seem to be the only entity on this whole blogging universe that is not able to post my pics.. someone help...


anyways.. life has not been better.. if fact i think it just got a little worse..timetable is no longer as slack which meant i am dead.. and i will not be able to hang out that often..sigh...


i wish i hadd an alternate outlet.. one that i am anonymous.. yet some how i wish my words can reach some people without conciously affecting them...


i think i am losing myself..


too bad things like these were never meant to go my ways anyways...

sigh..


sounds so sad right... well it was suppose to .. but i think i would have bored out most of the people already..


loads of things happpening around me.. but i feel like nothing is happening to me...


parents as naggy as ever...

school still sucks...

friend found a new job....

friend bought new lingerie....

friend gogin overseas...

friend got crushed on....

friend in love with some one and is not secure...

friend who gets horny in the rain...

friend (a guy) who likes someone but cannot be with him....

friend who likes a girl but the girl likes someone else...

friend who is paranoid and over self concious..

friend who wantss to fail napfa...

friend who is longing for school to start...

i am sitting here...... waiting.. blogging.. thinking....thinking..

Sunday, October 23, 2005

good bye

time is 11 05 and i am in the departure hall
waiting for the flight and waiting to step into the plane to be jetted off to some foreign land...


i am leaving on a jet plane..

but especially at this moment...


i seem to miss someone more than ever...



till i blog again

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

a super super super long long long day... *panting...hehe

lets start form the beginning.. as usual i wake up at about 8.. seems to be programmed in my head... like i will normally wake at 8 am( not like straight up and head to wash.. but more like regain conciousness adn continuee to wallow in bed sort..
hhehhe..

today there was not much time to lose.. when to the kitchen to washup by the basin while heating up the pan..scarmbled eggs , cheese sausages, chicken cocktails hashbrown and strips of crispy bacon..just lovely..
yummy.. but after i finish with mine.. time to make another portion for my friend upstairs.. but it waws kinda hell.. cos gotta do breakfast for 3 persons.. (kinda feels like a a house wife kind.. jialat... ahaha)... well it was at first breakfast for yanting (the same one i went to fish and co with)who is my neighbour but to have breakfast made only for her kinda felt wrong..cos he bro and mum was at home as welll hence the three portions.. but it was easier then i expected.. just plain fry ups and scramble eggs.. so it was not as hard..then there after was washup ..


after clearing everything time to fly..met up with yanz and her bro to have his phone fixed.. and my llunch fixed cos i was suppose to meet up with fiona later..heheh.. so off we headed to orcahrd where along the way we teased and had quite a bit of fun and i found another poking toy... hehehcos yanting is always poked at by her bro so i joined the club.. hahhbasically it was fun.. but poor yanting had quite day cos i and her bro are in shoes whilst she was in slippers. so heels on toes.. ouch!!! not nice...but thank god she ain't that wweak also lah..very teasble i guess.heheh..

then we had a small bite at big O followed by yanting meeting her colleagues for lunch whilst i headed off to meet fiona..who was also looking for "cool" wear.. and so we cruise about twon looking for coats and jackets of different sorts.. and looking at a petite built girl gettingvain infront of full body length mirrors... at least she did not twirl.. hahah.. so we went around town and later at taka sat by the fountain for light snack where someone tried asparagus and foundit nice.. hahah.then we looked around for blender..(for those who want to know wats with the blender.. see fiona's blog in my links)

at frst was intending to meet to go sim lim to look at laptops but in the end we ended up window shopping.. hahah... in the end went all the way to heeren and later to centrepoint where we parted and she went to fancl to get he make up and i made my way to OG to meet up with yanz and her bro... there after we got home and here i am... ... blogging..


till i blog again..

Monday, October 17, 2005

gosh..not again

blogger is down again.. lost my post again.. arghhhh!!!

Thursday, October 13, 2005

holiday outings..

life could get more flat... well not all boring.. in fact not boring at all...


but some how going out is kinda expensive.. haha..

i guess being happy is all that matters..

was out with yanting again.. and i wanted to post some pics of our

outing,, but i would not want to risk having my ass busted.. haah..

(trust me, she is super violent..hahahhaha)


we were dining at fish and co.. and then i realised it was kinda mistake... hahha

yanting is crazy about salmon.. esp raw ones... arghh.... hhehhe..

well for those who know me.. would knoe that i am not exactly crazy about

salmon... but i suppose smoke salmon caesar salad should not be all that bad..

heheh.., well just had to make sure i dodge all the salmon..heheh...

and it seems my apppetite shrunk with yanting around.. cos we shared a salad and a 1 person

seafood platter..with that we were filled... hahah.. strange.. maybe the sight of her .. hahaha

lose my appetite..hahaha...


then there after

we went for drink at altivo

too bad can't post the pictures sigh... if not the results would be catstrophic...


till i blog again..

Monday, October 10, 2005

a beautiful love story

i witnessed confusion, insecurity,
worry, and later relief,
and maybe even laughter
and smiles... all in just two days..


it was a fantastic turn of coincidence
kinda like a tragic comedy..

imagine a bf who forgot to bring his phone
home and resulting in him not being able to
call his gf...

his gf in turn thot that he was turning
a cold shoulder on her so she too did not call
him back..thinking that he would call back if
he was concerned if she did not call him back

then after about day of pouting.. the boyfriend
called back and mentioned he left his phone at work
then the girlfriend being so understanding felt
so sorry for not ahving call him and he felt a little
bad for not calling him as well..

to be continued

Saturday, October 08, 2005

listen

a line that caught my breath

"As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me everyday"


Friday, October 07, 2005

before i go to sleep

anybody out there who eats toast at 1 am in the morning??

well recently i did..and it was nice..



Thursday, October 06, 2005

wat a day...

its a thursday balh la blah.. all the regular greetings you can think of..

and its been great...


wat can i say.. after one whole day of suaning.. i am kinda exhausted..and it feels kinda weird yet famiiar to be back on this page typing out my everydays'

holidays now.. and everyday is BOring..its really routine.. cos every one is busy.. while i seriously just too lazy to shift my bum..

so today was the day of the big bum shift..meeting yup with my xiaomei for an outing..well she is actually my age but born in september.. like half a year ater me..so brought her out for a belated celebration sort of.. and first stop was food time..cos we met up for lunch and there we were at tampines and she had a craving for jap food.. so there we were from approx 1 to 2 + munching away..and for me it was kinda disastrous.. cos for me.. i kinda dislike salmon..but my xiaomei loves salmon.. and so i tried..and it was ok.. but later.. it felt kinda of.. not sure how to describe... but will keep yuou guys in formed if something weird happens tomorrow..

next tried the tuna and it was gross.. i looked great all dark and frankly as a fan of tuna i was ok.. but appearances can be deceiving.. gosh.. the thing was all kinda soft..a pretty big contrast as copared to the tuna i have eaten before..but anyhows.. we went on.. and we tasted bitter tofu..dried compressed but palatable jelly fish....but that was about the blunders we caought up with.. the rest was pretty good..

we had this sushi with flying fish eggs on it.. and it was fabulous..the eggs we popping along in our mouths and followed by a slightly creamy fragrant sensation.. hahahh.. oh one thing though i had mixed feelings for was the handroll i had. i said spicy.. but i never knew it was going to be sooo hot.. i all most could not swallow and after which there was a constant burning sensation.. arghh..

but it was funn and it was cold..BRR..nad we had "fabulous service" ..

then after we bought tix for "forty yr old virgin" and there after we left for home..tilli blog again..

Sunday, October 02, 2005

brrrr

to a certain extent i have no idea if this will even turn out right...

well holidays has just started.. it is slack time but it seems like we are just not in the mood to stay put are we?? during the exams or school term we would wish for jsut ten minutes more sleep.. but during hols.. everyone seem to get all springy with all the legs in the world like we could walk all day and night without fail...haha

well was cahtting up a friend of mine and one idea came to my mind.. which was to spend a day at the beach with book in ones lap and read to the breeze and let it caress your soul as you sit and cast your mind elsewhere within the depths of the book..

listening to: kelly watches the stars - air
(got kinda addicted to them since friend of mine introdiced them to me..esp playground love which i did not know was form them in the first place..)

till i blog again

Thursday, September 29, 2005

stressed

kinda stressed but dunno wat to wirte so...

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

You'd like to your lover to think you are flexible and ready for anything!

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

Monday, September 26, 2005

boring...

just blogged and blogger had to not keep it.. just "brilliant".. hahah

well not sure wat to type again.. lost my inspiration..hehe... well i guess

Sunday, September 25, 2005

love??

something from my mail... give it a try.. kinda fun..hehe

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.

You give completely and unconditionally in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

Thursday, September 22, 2005

today

the beginning,

since posting pictures is a little next to impossible .. i have decided to do without them for the time being..

a beautiful thursday.. wat a dreadful thing to say..

it seems an awful thing to say but i dread thursdays

cos its been for 19 yrs sort bad in a way..



well today isn't the worst thurday yet.. but thursdays aren't my best days..lets put it this way


today was ok when i woke up late and got to school late..started studying a little late..and ended a little late too.

it was not all that bad infact today was a little too peaceful as compared to my other thursdays..
kinda freak me out.. haha..

then in the midst of revision shelly called for a meet up.. and i thot it would be ok since i was about tdone and she was about to start work..

so we met up in city hall... where it rained..and strage it seems but it always seem to rain when i meet up with shells.

well we met up and i was kinda hungry so we decided to find a joint to makan..so we walked fomr raffles place to millenia walk to suntec to marina.. where i saw the holy grail of burgers...almost..CARL"S JR

today

this is only one third of the story to continue read the blog after this,


well looking at the ads i was very tempted to try but i never really got around the area to try it.. and today i finally sank my mouth into the soft buns (buns???hehe)and later into the juicy bacon through the sticky and fragratn cheese slices as i progressed deeper and sank my teeth into the juicy tender succulent patties of the cheeseburger..hmmmmmm

well it was like a whopper but heavier.. much heavier..and with juicy bacon to match.. note.. its juicy not biscuit dry like in burger king..it was a sure winner.. but i was a bit amazing when it arrived.. i was thinking something alot bigger infact.. so it sorta gotten me down abit from the out side.. but like i described earlier.. it was genuinely sinful... pple on diet dun even think about it..and i was with shell who said she only had the single burger and she couldn't finish but i finished a doubell so it laid her there kind of shock. hehe.. and i was kinda not stuffed and iguess trying to be funny and i was hoping to have another go and the cheese double.. and that shocked shelly even more..heheh

today

continued from the above

well in the end i had only one cheese double in my tummy and the fries with salsa... yummy..and loads of water.. cos it was free flow.. so i refilled only once but i ran to the loo twice..

then after we finished eating shelly headed to the airy section for a smoke as we waited for her hubs to appear..then we toked.. as we have always been... and i am not sure if i have ever maentioned this but shelly is one person whom i could tok with and about literally anything under the sun it was like when i ran out she would continue..and when she ran out i would something to say.. it was and still is amazing..cos she is actually quite abit my elder but we could tok till the pigs come home..

then it was shell's hubs appearance.. he spotted longer hair and was still a beef cake..but kinda wat you would call a gentle giant..heheheh..its like shelly would be all sisterly and same age with me but when she is with her hubbs she is like this other person.. hahah.. then we headed inside for shelly's shopping cos she got a job and needed some clothes that looked officy...hmm.. hehhe

finally days over and here i am typing..all the best..

till i blog again

Monday, September 19, 2005

today..after a few dasy of not bloggin i could not hold back any longer and i just have to.... have to... blog on.. hhaha
well.. today was a quite day of studying like i did a few days ago.. and i was in olio having a small cuppa and doing my revision esp in the morning it was all quiet with only a few patron and soft music playing as i sipped my affogatto breathe the air and read on.... after a while i headed to taka for my lunch and headed off to the next spot for my studying.. hehe
in orchard they is hardly a quiet spot.. if you know of one let me know!! well i found one.. but more would be better.. hehe.. i was in tcc..(for the uninitiated its stands for the coffee conneiseur not coffee club..) in cathay cine.. and i was peasantly surpised to be the only patron in the joint.. bliss.. hahaha..had my regular order of a oreo mocha frappe and sat down to read on..not long after ordering .. my frappe came.. and as i would do normally i asked for syrup..(is this out of the ordinary??) well the waitress popped the question when she came with my syrup..
she went: " you pour the syrup into the frappe issit??"
i : "DUH!!!(in my mind)
she quickly added: " its not sweet enough issit??"
i: "its ok, maybe a little bitter , maybe cos i eat the biscuit first which is sweeter..'
then she gave me that "oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhh!!!" look..
^she kinda made me look at singapore service sector in a different light..a glimpse of light amongst a sea of bleak disappointment... hheheeh
oh.. and before i forget..she was also very pretty..(for those who think i am a pig go ahead.. but a guy would normally react to pretty girls.. i mean majority at least..)well i guess its packaging. cos pple who actually know me .like.. know me would know that i am absolutely in love with ladies in powersuits.. well in this waitress' case not really suit but she was in "powerpants"??? well you get the idea..and it was getting alittle hard to carry on studying.. as i started to doodle on my notes..
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lala

today..after a few dasy of not bloggin i could not hold back any longer and i just have to.... have to... blog on.. hhaha

well.. today was a quite day of studying like i did a few days ago.. and i was in olio having a small cuppa and doing my revision esp in the morning it was all quiet with only a few patron and soft music playing as i sipped my affogatto breathe the air and read on.... after a while i headed to taka for my lunch and headed off to the next spot for my studying.. hehe

in orchard they is hardly a quiet spot.. if you know of one let me know!! well i found one.. but more would be better.. hehe.. i was in tcc..(for the uninitiated its stands for the coffee conneiseur not coffee club..) in cathay cine.. and i was peasantly surpised to be the only patron in the joint.. bliss.. hahaha..had my regular order of a oreo mocha frappe and sat down to read on..not long after ordering .. my frappe came.. and as i would do normally i asked for syrup..(is this out of the ordinary??) well the waitress popped the question when she came with my syrup..

she went: " you pour the syrup into the frappe issit??"

i : "DUH!!!(in my mind)

she quickly added: " its not sweet enough issit??"

i: "its ok, maybe a little bitter , maybe cos i eat the biscuit first which is sweeter..'

then she gave me that "oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhh!!!" look..

^she kinda made me look at singapore service sector in a different light..a glimpse of light amongst a sea of bleak disappointment...
hheheeh

oh.. and before i forget..she was also very pretty..(for those who think i am a pig go ahead.. but a guy would normally react to pretty girls.. i mean majority at least..)well i guess its packaging. cos pple who actually know me .like.. know me would know that i am absolutely in love with ladies in powersuits.. well in this waitress' case not really suit but she was in "powerpants"??? well you get the idea..and it was getting alittle hard to carry on studying.. as i started to doodle on my notes..

Friday, September 16, 2005

new one again

my previous post had to go through certain blogging figure before it finally showed itself for the world to see..gosh wat is blogger coming to..arghhh!!!!

imagine your blog works on anothers comp but not your own..this was bad.. well..it seems bloggin with pics is a no no.. cos everytime i ctrl+v something in to my blog it just refuses to publish.. ..

anyways..enuff of the troubles part..

to day was actually study day.. as in study... but i tooka little time to do this and in my background was james blunt and damien rice.... been looping their songs for ages in my mp3 player.. apart from the laze to change it was somehow the topic brought about in their songs and how it was brought across to the audience.

you're beautiful

one portrays the crushing of this girl that one sees and falls.. but knwing the impossibility.. he forgets about it..but his fucking high part just made it sound like he was fantasizing and was on the verge of an orgasm or something..and while his "you're beautiful" part can get pretty irritating it actaully does grow on you... hmmmm

the blower's doughter..

well this song is kinda messed up for me anyways.. the whole feels all foggy. cos all i really got into was the part when he got into the "can't get my mind off you" part.. and it was just roaring around my head.. + his singing accentuates wat it felt..it was surreal...

got ago
james blunt sang about someting that most singers hardly touched on.. and i agree with him... hehe
--
its wednesday morning ,... tired??? maybe.. slack.. yes.. zzz
i dragged myself out of my house as i made my way to orchard to meet up
with my friends Kah Beng and Jane something... i think Ow???heheh
well we met up and was walking around to gacau some friend "lu xia kun"???
well then after got together and crapped..walked around a bit.. basically
really slack stuff..at first kb and jane were thinking of buffet so they thot of heading down to cine for buffet at suki sushi i think.. but it was very de-appetizing
the smell that was "purged" out of the restaurant smelt utterlydisgusting.. turned
me off.. essentially it smelt horrible...bleh!!!
so we moved on and decided to move around heeren to check out some cool stuff
found this bunch of lights that reacted to how your hand moves over it.. pretty cool..
well moved around somemore and kb bought a bag for his pod and a choker i think..
then after we headed to billy bombers for a float... as we wait for buffet hour to arrive.
finally the hour has come..hahaha...we got our selves comfortably sited and it was time for
the kill...well i was kinda stupid i guess cos i got my friend looking at me like "wat is wrong with
you!!!!" cos i was taking the red plate sushi which are more expensive.. and in all i took about
three red plates i think...my friends just totally freaked out.. but later it was found that they
forgot to count the red plates so no additional cost was incurred..(my friend was cursing and
swearing... hoping he had taken a red plate too...)
just as we thot we had run out of wat to eat.. cos the sushi was only the few.. and i am not a
particualr fan of raw fish.. esp with all the recent scare about contaminaton..so i headed to
temakis instead. and in all i ate about 5 or 6 temakis while kb took about 8 i think..we were nuts
and it seems the more we ordered the more rice it would contain.. (to fill us up fasteR??)
but at least the nori was crispy instead of damp and soggy.
just as we were about to finish.. i saw this figure sweep past.. in fact i was sitted quite far from
the entrance but i just gt my head turned.. i thot i saw someone familiar...but i got afeeling she
thot i was some weirdo stalking her or something..cos her face seem to show that she was
spooked more than anything...
well then after got somethings cleared up and found out she was really who i thot she was.. some
one whom i got to know online whom i have never met before i real life.. now thats coincidence..
after dessert all of us me kb and jane got really bloated.. i guess the rice was getting to us.. haha
so we paid our bill and got out of there..
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Image hosted by Photobucket.comkb and his ebi fry whch always escape fomr its battered crumb covered shell.. haha
Image hosted by Photobucket.comthe scary just got scarier.. hahahahha
Image hosted by Photobucket.comwats an outing without a car.. and without fail here is the 850i fomr bmw.. rare.. and lovely..
till i blog again.

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

blank.. basically.. mayb a little nice..right at the end..

well being blank..i can't say i have alot to say.. but i'll try to anyways...

a little day dreaming and slacking and ermmm...

lets see .. start from yesterday.. was out with Shelly

met up at N.Y.dc for some eats and to do my mac..and boy

am i thankful.. got my mac loaded up pretty good..

and after was talk and slack then talk and slack.. abit of eating

and drinks then more slacking and chatting.. it like i met her at 2

in the afternoon and we were toking from then.. gosh.. it was like six hours

of chit chat..phew..

picss below,..

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for the uninitiated..general lee is coming back..heheh

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a shot at the rain trees before the rain..

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shelly and me..i am on the right btw.. hhehe

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the view of dome outside in.. hehe

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candid pic of shelly that turned out abit constipated.. hehe..

well after that she went to meet up with her hubbs.. too bad her could not join us in our chit chat cos of work.. sigh..

till i blog again