Sunday, November 08, 2015

drink

You are just a sweet chapter past.. A future I've wished for but will never be...

You were the lonesome soul with eyes that could see right through me.. And intimidate me too. 

Fearful somewhat, but the adoration was real.. Coursed on a few years .. And pushed to the back of my skull you lay.. Until the day came when we met once more..

Sexy, proud, inked and tempting.. I found myself seduce but one has to be civil.. Knowing you were attached was not exactly unexpecteD.. But was the hope of something else smothered that brought a light tinge of surrender.. 

You've suffered in it.. And I hoped for your release.. For your sake.. I daren't hope for more..

Things got better and we got closer.. Like pals we became.. I'd never forget the meetings we had.. Like the time we made soup adnd your kimchi'ed egg combo.. Eye opening seem to be a common theme. 

There after you found another.. We walked by the unsureties and finally it came to fruition.. Envy reared it's head once more.. Only to have it's brows soothed.. For it may have never been meant to be..

So as friends we still met up as.. And bosom buddies I wish we'd me. My sorely tempted side aside.. I was truly a wishing to be a bosom friend, your confidante... 

Having seen you in all your wonder.. The shock has flattened out.. And I inch back to normality.. Until the night of drunken stupor drew me closer than ever.. 

The yearning smothed renewed and your tresses flowed.. Precious porcelain beneath my fingers.. Drawing blades like oars on still water.. I drank you in.. Only to be stabbed by the shock of reality...

You're but a distant star from another galaxy.. And I've been blessed by your glow... 

Henceforth driven apart.. I hope and pray for the time we'd be close again..


Your confidante.. Your friend..