Saturday, December 31, 2005

if i died i won be remembered

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before any one of you out there start smiling at wat could be a "kick me" t shirt print.. please think through this .. how many felt like you guys are at the bottom of your feelings before and are still struggling to get back.. and when things have finally got back to normal.. you are wacked back to where you crawled from....

this leads to another question.. if i die.. today or tomorrow.. maybe just five minutes from the time i clicked on the publish post button... would i be remebered by my friends?? pple i have laughed with.. pple i toked to.. pple i may have seen just once in my miserable life and has left an imprint in my mind?? will i be remembered as i remember them???? will my grave be covered with wreaths and flowers or just a lone stalk or worse the mosses and ferns to grow and thrive upon..and my visitor maybe an occasional fly that stopped for food? or maybe the masses of centipedes and rodents foraging..

on the other hand where i am could have been my own fault..

but it does prove my insignificance and the fact that if i were to die

there would be that one.... or many others like this person that may just see me not as a person..

maybe i am just an infinitesimal speck to that person who just wave me into oblivion with an ignorant flick of those fingers..

maybe i chose this path..

great time

today went out with yanz.. was thinking of cout down.. but my parents were thinking that i may get hacked to death or get trampled upon by the crowds or something so too bad.. and i am sorry to have brought up ynaz hopes only to send it crashing later..

but today was still fun.. in a weird SMish sorta way.. hahah.. for pple who wanna know who this yanz is just read back and you should be able to see her pics.. hahah.. she is sad to say very far form wat she looks like... hahah.. on the surface pretty cute lah.. but beneath is ouch ouch ouch!!?!?!?!?!

hahaha

well i got my battle wounds tday courtesy of yanz pinching.. that sent me wincing in pain in breko.. arghhhh.. over a very cute photo which i am still deiding upoin whether or not to publish.. hhehehhe :P

so we met up and headed to bugis.. to look for some barang.. and i saw this watch which was pretty nice.. so i got it for myself.. pamper pamper.. when i get the pics will post em up.. next was yanz. she was spoilt for choice for stuff and deliberating over to buy or not.. hahah.. looking for belts shoes.. bags.. basically womens stuff.. hahaha..

then we headed to cityhall amidst the pouring sky via mrt and was walking towards suntec through city link mall..and they we found our weakness.. its the smooth sliky brown aromatic and amazingly temting piece of heaven known as chocolate....hahah.. we had the chocolixir from godiva (yummy) and bught a few pralines as well.. shortly after we bothgot home..pretty exhausted and for me.. kinda bruised.. hahhahaha.


till i blog again.. and yanz.. let me know if i should post your pic up ok.. hahhahahaah:P

Thursday, December 29, 2005

shopping shopping.. shoppping. hahah

today is good shoppign for me..
bought qquite some clothes for new year.. and my shoppiing is essentialy done.for chinese new year at least..hehe

well enuff tok.. got the pics taken.. and after they are posted i shall go crash..

till i blog again..

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shirt no. 1 the "ok" shirt

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shirt no. 2 the "not too bad" shirt

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shirt no.3 the "i enter the shop i fell for it" shirt

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pants no. (only 1 lah..) the "should match with pink but i dun like pink very much" pants


time to go.. ciao.. any willing sponsors please just pop by my tag... and let me know.. your generosity shall not be forgotten..hehhe

another meme

my, when you reveal your true colors in love, you're a







You usually love to stand out from the crowd — and with your taste that's typically not hard to do. You're the kind of person who knows how to put your best foot forward in terms of appearance. In fact, most times you make the kind of stylish effort that many people fail to. This is because you want to be at your best when you're out and about. Status symbols can be attractive to you and you've probably even accumulated a few of your own. After all, it's fun having your friends admire you for your possessions and achievements.

Your preference for cosmopolitan things likely goes beyond your taste in clothes. As a result, you're apt to enjoy art, local hot spots, and a wide variety of trendy restaurants or ethnic foods. Sophisticated partners like you often opt to seek out new and stimulating experiences. Indeed your varied interests and hobbies make you a unique, well-rounded person who others may find fascinating.

When it comes to the dating game, love-at-first-sight probably seems a bit fantastical for your tastes. On the whole, your type tends to be more practical about matters of the heart. As a result, you're unlikely to place having a deeply connected relationship above your other pursuits. On the contrary, you seem to feel that neither partner's higher goals should be compromised by a relationship — otherwise it's not a good one. Because of your independent, often ambitious nature, you can be sensitive about having ample "me time," regardless of the quality of your coupling. In fact, couples who enjoy being together 24-7 probably baffle you. For your relationships to be happy ones, it will ordinarily be important that each person maintains responsibility for their own life and contentment. To do so, you may want to maintain some friendships separate from your partner's and encourage them to do the same.

As a sensual person with a rich fantasy life, you can bring a great deal of passion and creativity to the bedroom. In fact, the physical high of sex can become a more important focus of your relationships than other aspects of sharing. Because you know that you place a high priority on sex in your relationships, it will be important to find someone who shares this priority. Staying in a relationship that doesn't fulfill you this way might lead to heartache later on.

When a tough day has you feeling low, sophisticated partners like you can sometimes dwell on problems and sorrows until they seem much larger than they really are. At times, you might even find yourself avoiding contact with others or feeling uncomfortable in your environment. This behavior is so contrary to how you normally feel and act that it should be easy to recognize when you're dropping into the doldrums. Once you realize what's happening, surround yourself with friends and stop being so hard on yourself! With people around to cheer you, you're likely to be back to your old self in no time.

Most of the time, you are an easygoing individual who can accept criticism with a grain of salt. So if a friend, lover, or colleague offers you some constructive feedback, you usually won't take their words too personally. That doesn't mean, however, that their criticism will not fall on deaf ears. Just the opposite, you're very likely to incorporate their ideas into your life so you can be a better person in the future. That's one of your strengths: You continually try to improve yourself at each new stage of your life. You're the kind who gives life your all and works to distinguish yourself. This drive and optimism about the future is sure to keep you on the path to success in life and in love.


Whether you're new to the dating scene or a self-proclaimed expert, your perspective about dating will go a long way toward determining your ultimate success in finding the partner who's right for you. Just remember that no matter what your view of dating is today, you always have the power to change it if it isn't bringing you what you desire. Here's what your colors revealed about your present outlook:

With your cheerful, optimistic attitude, you probably won't be single any longer than you want to be. Although, these traits make you the kind of person who's happier and more comfortable going solo than many people are. However, that doesn't mean that you're not looking for someone to share your life with. In fact, that kind of deep emotional connection can be very important to you. Because you're a generally social person, it's likely that you have a healthy number of friends and acquaintances. Each one of these people offers you a higher chance of meeting new people to date. The more you get yourself out there, the more likely you are to find that special someone.

As you venture out to find your life partner, use your well-developed imagination to come up with creative ways to meet new people. Your tendency to indulge in fantasy, romance, and the magic of chance, makes it so that you probably have no problem envisioning a million ways you could find love. Now, all you need to do is put those dreams into action. Try going to new places, getting involved in new activities, and seeking out inventive ways to meet singles. You might even want to try online dating. As much as you may wish for it, your dream date is not going to drop into your lap one day. Instead, you'll need to focus on your goal and create new and exciting possibilities.


Once you find yourself as part of a couple, the way you and your new partner handle disagreements will become crucial to your relationship's long-term success. Realistically, you can't expect to avoid relationship problems entirely, so it's best understand whether or not the way you and your partner argue is compatible. This is something you'll usually be able to determine within the first three months of a relationship, and sometimes even sooner.

In your case, you feel that it's important for both parties to feel heard in an argument. So if your partner yells at you, you're likely to try to calm things down so the two of you can have a more rational discussion. Sometimes, though, you may lose your temper as well and respond by yelling back. Your primary goal in most arguments is to get your partner to understand your position and persuade them to feel the way you do. However, you are also concerned about how your partner is feeling. As a result, you'll ordinarily try to understand their perspectives as well. In relationships, you'd probably do best with a mate who can stand up for themselves and explain how they're feeling when they're upset.

If your partner confronts you when you've done something wrong, you may try to change the subject rather than face the consequences. If that doesn't work, you'll likely make other attempts to displace the tension. You're one to believe that sometimes talking about relationship problems only serves to make them worse. So although you can usually hold your own in an argument, in some cases you'd prefer to "agree to disagree" on issues that seem impossible to resolve.


The way a person ends their relationships is often a sign of both the maturity one gains through experience and the compassion one has for their romantic partners. Your colors showed that you can be a real pro when it comes to ending romances gracefully. At the close of a relationship, you're much more likely to make the effort to discuss your feelings with your ex, rather than leave them with questions about what went wrong. You're also one who'll typically offer support during this sad time by listening and letting your ex share their feelings with you. By ending romances this way, you ordinarily have the benefit of remain friends later if you choose to.

Now that you know what your color choices revealed about you in love, it's time to find out more about color itself.


The physical world is full of color. However, in its most scientific sense, color is simply a description of the way your eyes perceive an object as it interacts with light, and the way your brain interprets it. When you look at an object in the presence of light, you see the light reflected from that object. It is in this way that you're able to distinguish between hundreds of colors. Colors are wavelengths of light, recognized by sensory cones in the eye's retina. So recognizing color is actually one of the human body's many miraculous talents.

People communicate about colors through language — in this case, English. However, not all languages have the same kinds of color distinctions. For example, studies of the linguistic treatment of color have revealed that some languages do not make a distinction between green and blue or yellow and orange. Differences in color perceptions are not only blurry between different cultures; they can be problematic within cultures as well. Even if two people speak the same language, they can view color with different eyes. Imagine two people looking at a sunset: One sees more pink, the other sees more purple. It depends on their individual perceptions. However, even with this imprecision, there is a high agreement between people regarding basic color names and distinctions. It's this fact that makes a discussion of color possible.

While you may think of vision as the primary way that people experience color, people also "feel" color. In the presence of different colors, our physical bodies can feel different. And researchers can measure these effects by changes in blood pressure, eye blink frequency, heart rate, and respiration. Western scientists agree that colored light can be used in treating medical patients with certain conditions. For example, premature babies with jaundice are cured by a chemical reaction triggered by exposure to blue light for several days. It is also known that red light is more likely to produce epileptic seizures than blue light. Western science did not discover these reactions to colored light, though. It is actually the ancient cultures of Egypt, China, and India that have histories of healing with color.

Outside of our physical or sensory experience of color, we also have psychological or emotional responses to colors. The most universal psychological responses to colors divide the color spectrum into "warm" and "cool" colors. Warm colors include red, orange, and yellow. They are believed to be stimulating or energizing (which are active or externally-driven responses). Cool colors include blue, green, and purple and are felt to be calming or peaceful (which are passive or internally-focused responses). Interestingly enough, these emotional reactions correspond with the physiological affects that colored light has on the body.

Beyond these major classifications, color attributions become varied and divergent across both cultures and individuals. For example, in Western culture, white is the traditional color for a wedding dress, whereas white is the color for mourning in China. There are many such discrepancies in the way people from different cultures think about particular colors. In addition to cultural feelings about color, people's perceptions of colors may also be affected by their ages, moods, life experiences, personalities, or mental health. People who share these characteristics, often share a common perception of colors.


http://web.tickle.com/tests/lovecolor

meme.. but this i think is bullshit

my, you're a Stud High!

(btw my is me.. cos my-loh geddit??)

Wow — you're quite the Casanova! You know how to play the dating game; in fact, you're damn good at it. We can tell you're a real woman-magnet and are never without an admirer or three. When combined with your significant charm, your attentive, sensitive demeanor makes you irresistible. Someone definitely made sure that you know how to treat a woman — ladies always feel special and appreciated when you're with them. You've got a knack for expressing yourself and showing your interest without looking too eager, too. That's a difficult balancing act, and you deserve a pat on the back for perfecting it. At the rate you're going, you won't be dating much longer before you score your dream girl!

can someone please tell me.. do these people get paid to bulshit??? this sucks.. if i am ^^^ then why am i stil single??

**scratch head

true colour

my true colour..

my, your true color is Red!

Your color is red, the color of racy sportscars, blushing cheeks, and luscious roses. Red symbolizes passion, romance, and love. So, since you're ruled by red, you probably trust your feelings more than your brain and tend to act spontaneously. If you see something you want, you go for it without thinking twice — impulsive is your middle name. You don't wait around for people to make decisions, either; you dive right in. Quite the romantic, you pay close attention to your emotions. In fact, if your heart isn't in what you're doing, you won't be satisfied. Of course, even when you do pour all your energy into the projects you tackle, your impetuous nature means your passions can shift as frequently as the wind. That's why some reds have trouble with commitment. Our advice? Next time you're feeling fickle, think before you act, if possible. You might be surprised at the results. Overall, though, it's great to be red. No one lives life more completely than you do.

http://web.tickle.com/color/

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

x massy prezzy

a post at 12 42 am before i crash..

i guess i am not sweet enuff.... cos i think the guy up they decided to sweeten me up abit for x mas..

i got alot of chocs for x mas.. and more recently ling and janice also gave chocs.. jan gave another ginger bread man..ten huizi

aka ah niah gave me a sweet dispenser.. but without sweets.. ?!?!?!?!?!?!? she must have ate them.... hahahha..

i am going to be so sweetened.. maybe even diabetic.. hahahaha.. touchwood.. hahaa..

well its going to be a sweet christmas i guess..wonder wat the other 9 days will bring..just hope it ain't a partridge in the pantry

oor five golden rings.. hahahaa

till i blog again..

p.s. if some one wants to give me five golden rings.. please have them in 24k gold only and encrusted in diamonds..

heheh

countdown?? countdown??

give me some suggestion wat to do?
countdown party or volunteer work?
heheh... on new years eve..

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

i want to break fre!!!

along time since i've blogged.. and x mas has been fun.. and so was new year shopping.. as in shoping for chinese new year clothes etc...


i am somewat glad there is 12 days to x mas..cos can get more presents..can still remeber my first present was an mp3 player .. then the next was accompanied by a backache..cosme and ling met up to go foor movie and pres exchange sorts.. and in the meantime we were thinking of watching a movie.. and we thot of king kong.. but it sold out.. so we went for narnia.. which was not back except for the sitting positions..it was horrendous.. and i had a stiff neck for hours.. for the next day.. hahaha.. then there is the spring cleaning and the headaches etc...

which is being carried out concurrently along with this pouty blog...

those who have known me would have known me to be a want to be free kinda guy.. away from my parents "clutches" and i am still struggling with that.. andd the thing is i feel its unfillial to eb actually saying this.. but i really hate it when my parents expect me to behave someway or other.. the thing is they are so worried.. and thank god..they are not tooo worried.. or else i would not be able to get out of the house.. cos they would be afraid that the gersm will kill me..(think bubble boy) gosh..

i simply cannot imagine.. and i know it would eventually come.. but some how at this hormone ragin age.. it seriously sux.. and i wish i could somewat find a bit if freedom.. go out withotu them hounding at me for time to head back home etc..

arghh..

well thats all for now.. till i blog again..

Saturday, December 24, 2005

a test?? or am i in a wrong country??i think this test is wrong.. wat you think

The Liberated Lover
59% partner focus, 66% aggressiveness, 55% adventurousness
Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that:



You prefer your romance and love to wild and daring rather than typical or boring, you would rather pursue than be pursued and, when it comes to physical love, your satisfaction comes more from providing a wonderful time to your partner than simply seeking your own.



This places you in the Lover Style of: The Liberated Lover.



The Liberated Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, and forms the kind of free-thinking, sexually-exciting, self-confident lover that society once condemned but that a liberal-mind cherishes and exults. The Liberated Lover is a treasure to find, though it can sometimes be difficult to do so because they are often already engaged in relationships or are in high-demand if "in the market."



In terms of physical love, the Liberated Lover is possibly the most thrilling and demanding of all, with the one potential drawback being that it is possible to feel 'overmatched' at times by their prowess and selfless giving. Given trust and understanding, and the right lover, the Liberated Lover can be a delight in bed.



Best Compatibility can probably be found with: The Exotic Lover (most of all) or the Carnal Lover, or the Suave Lover.



Congratulations!



If you enjoyed this test, I would love the feedback! Also, you might want to check out some of my other tests if you're interested in the following:



Nerds, Geeks & Dorks



Professional Wrestling




Buffy the Vampire Slayer




America/Politics





Thanks Again! -- THE LOVER STYLE PROFILE TEST



My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 49% on partner focus
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 78% on aggressiveness
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 47% on adventurousness
Link: The Lover Style Profile Test written by donathos on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

a blog to remebr.

sorry grace.. i cannot make it for the meme.. cos mine seriously sucked..


bloggin time..

its been awhile since i last logged in.. and as expected things are goign to be boring. hahaha

well got ajob.. well sort off and for the two days.. saturday and sunday.. i experienced the most enlightening experience i've hads in my 19 years of being human.


i was doing a sales or rather a promoting.. and considering how affluent singaporeans ah.. most are really quite kiam siap..1.99 also will make so much noise
hahaha

where is the christmas sprit.. and to all the promoters out ther i salute you pple man.. you huys are totally hardowrkign pple.. apart fomr the osme.
hahaa

but its hard work. and ishall blog some other day.. cos i gotta fly

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

sorry

so sorry grace regarding your meme.. willl try to tag along.. but due to certain unforseen circumstances i shall have it postponed.. but it will be up.. in due time..

Monday, December 12, 2005

blog thing





Your Love Number is



7




When you fall in love, you experience it to the fullest.
You are a cheerful, joyful soul - and you attract people easily.
While you fall for people quickly, you also fall out of love quickly.
It takes a dynamic, exciting lover to keep your attention long term!


Sunday, December 11, 2005

all of a sudden

mondays are not my best..

waking up early on one is even worse.. haha

and wat could be worse when i am to stay not have school on a monday such as this..haha

to those out there.. ahow have to work today.. i sympathize with you..

hah

and for those who are nocturnal i envy you.. haha

time for breakfast!! gotta go..

sigh

life is not on my side afterall.. after the short absence of my pc for a few weeks.. it seems its time for it to soon cease..

soon i shall be back on my mac..but i shall miss my pc.. cos of all the fun i had..

well i do like mac.. and i still do.. but i think i would miss my pc still.. just hpe i could get it fixed up.. sigh..

i am bored..
haha..

moday sooo free. i sooo happy.
haha

till i blog again

Friday, December 09, 2005

a day out..

december ninth

my friend told me i screwed up and did things the wrong way.. abit lost.. sigh..


december ninth.

after having one lesson.. i am off.. biostats is kinda rubbish for the day i guess..

so i headed off to town.. and coincidetally met up with michelle..

then at town met up with shinyi for a light bite and tok..

then back to christmas shopping.. and i have to say.. chrsitmas is really scary..

the crowds especially.. it can yank out your hair man..

well kinda..

then at about 8 i met up with chelsia and rachel (nt sure if the right spelling) well it was suppose to be chelsia then she brought rachel along.. and both are teachers.. hahahh... well chelsia had to go pluck her eyebrows(vanity...).. haha. so waited for her about an hour.. later headed over to swensons to get seat.. when i reached there.. i was petrified cos the q was.. amazing..and worse still was this waiter who got some one their seat when they are after me.. i flet sooo transparent..sigh

well finally got into the seats and ordered the food.. then the two women arrived had some to tok.. to eat.. to laugh.. basicaly very enjoyable time..

then after we headed our seperate ways.. and that was the ninth of december for a light without details post..

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a queue outside GUCCI!!! these pple are either too rich or just had their dinner and dunnoe wat to do..
haha..

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singapore's christmas decro has to go through some reconsideration.. this looks like some incredible hulk launch thingy..

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a lamborghini gallardo for all to see.. drooling..

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chelsia on the left and rachel on the right..and they are teachers!!!

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-night out december ninth-

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

been there done that..or have i

sigh.. with a big "s"

to be absolutely honest.. i dunnot know if i am here to to blog for others to see.. or for me to clarify my thots..

this is like the pensieve for those who have seen the latest harry potter movie..

yet some how..things done are not without regret.. or hesitation.. whichever may exist..

i did some thing yesterday.. something that laid me in a state of both anxiety and a litte excitement.. at least at the point of it being done..

then there after..i gotten alittle cringed.. i am some how unable to grasp how the receiving end responded and this lead me to a platform on which i some how waited for the right moment to embark.. and yet somehow. it seems my eagerness has turned the game around.. and led me to this state of uncertainty.. where i stand on this very platform but only that it lays swinging.. on the threads of a pendulum.. hanging on every word that the receiving end.. would then bring forth..

i had hoped.. that my words lain upon here..are not to be wryed by the thots that are to manifest in the minds of those who've seen wat i have to say..

till i blog again

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

i felt like doign this.

took my regular bus ride down to orchard to borders or wat i hard i had in mind anyways..but i ended up a little far fomr orchard.. haha

well just as well.. stopped at raffles city and saw the bat"tumbler"nmobile model goign for just 34$$.. how i wish i could get it..but i just could not bear to put monies down on that.. sigh.. ahha

well i was "suppose" to have gone to borders.. but i fell asleep on the bus.. and i landed in city hall.. and i had a dream which i never had.. for the first time she appeared in my dreams. kinda like those afternoons where you got bored and wanted to flick on the tv.. and just then a programme you wanted to see was on..

it was like this..

friday evening.. me and her dancing to a slow song.. i think was "jesus to a child" cos it was ringign in my ears..in my mp3 player and i found myself humming it all day..

then it was to bed.. as the lights dimmed out.. then off to sleep.. then in the morning.. i roll over to her side..smell her hair.. as she curled up in slumber..then i got back in with breakfast for her.. after we freshened up we headed out for a picnic in this un charted piece of place.. never seen before.. it was a cool, with neat lawns.. and the smell of daffodils filled the air.. then we sat upon the grass and had a light picnic as we sat looking at the sky,... watching the sky roll by..with the light breeze lifting up her silky tresses and letting them fall as they give off this heady fragrance.. sent me up to the clouds and back..

after the picnic.. we headed for a light dinner in a restaurant at restaurant by a lake.. so still it hardly moves..like a mirror it casts the monnlight ever so softly upon her face.. then the violinist came by with soothing serenade and then we drifted to our feet in dance.. and in each others embrace..

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just then the bus jolted to a stop and i was in the midst of the bustle of the city..

from there i headed home.. from where i am writing this..

Monday, December 05, 2005

monday

i am not the man i use to be.. hahahaha

got lazy taking photos..sigh..

or maybe cos i am out with the wrong group of pple.. hahah

was out with my bunch of friends.. kahbeng and david and fongshen

out at sakae sushi.. doing our thang.. and guzzling down on sushi..

well my results weren't that good.. kinda lost my appetite.. not eating as much as i used to..growing old.hahah

miss alot of things.. almost like i am seeing these things unfold before my eyes.. like a colour tv..i feel ike a spectator..

yet i wish to see things my way.. yet most of the time.. things flow in ways most unwanted.. or un desired..

with the only thing a remote.. we can only see it in other channels.. but will never be able to control it..

i dun wish to have that power either.. but i wish that i could some how .. find a way.. a soln to my prob..


till i blog again