Sunday, July 24, 2005

late entry

this late entry will be followed by many many more late entries..well lets see wat this piece should be about....

its a relatively boring day..like most others..and lesson was relatively non existent.. cos lesson was cancelled .. at least my lecture in the morn i think.. anyways.. i can only remember it being a bloody short day..it was a mixture of lecture and occasional snozzing..after the short hour.. when to munch..it seems like i just can't control myself.. each time i see food. i just eat wat i feel like eating..which meant there was close to no limit on wat i could eat as long as i felt like it..and i guess that kinda shocked some of my friends at lunch who were most probably thinking wat in god's green earth is going on in me..hehe... one of friends "N" even said i had a "SEMAC" of a stomach..(for the uninitiated semac is the biggest thrash management company in singapore.. in other words they are the thrashiest thrash pple in town..)...

after lunch was time to slack and where else more appropriate then the library (eewwwwww!!!) well its not all the best place but the ret of my friends got some stuff to do.. and that left me with some time to do my favourite ... hehehehehe

below are some of the pics taken during different part of the day..wat else is there to do man..booooorrrrriiiinnnnngggggggg!!!!!!!


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picture of pallavee and cherlyn A.K.A Peiwen.. i was this bored!!!..

next on to the library!!!!

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my daily juice... green tea.. and only POKKA pls..heheh

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silah and nadia.. silah smiling so sweetly.. and nadia had not the foggiest idea wat was happening...sigh..

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me and my other half.. and my dream car of the moment.. the ferrari superamerica.. for the unitiated its a super car capable of turning from coupe to cabrio in only 1o+ secs man..kewl..

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the two shots of silah looking at herself..pretty enuff la..still stare at the mirror so long.. hahaha

after the mooching around.. i headed off.. it was time for icecream.. haha.. at swensons.. the five bucks for unlimited scoops thingy..haha.gsosh was so pact with ice cream..haha.. then went to orchard.. and wat luck man..actaully got to see a brand new evo nine with a more than nice carbon front lip spolier and the abosolutely gorgeous bodykit from varis....pics below..

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till i blog again..

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

wat a dork..( no vulgar references wat so ever..)

chomping away on a bag of titbits while thinking of wat to type is a pretty indulgent experience..and not forgettin my ice cold cuppa at the side..oh how lucky am i..hahah

well its a tuesday.. and it seems my tues and thursdays are not my fairest..prone to accidents..haha.. well in this cse not so about accidents.. but seriously..kinda suei ( local slang for unlucky) well got test today.. and i think am so gogin to flunkit.. well hope horsey would be kind..hahah had a ball in his lesson.. and his accent.. for pple who know wat i'm saying.. you know wat i am saying..haha

an essentially boring seems to lighten up with a few frames of this super long movie or drama we are all in..well it could not be more boring.. just imagine draggin my self all the way around school like i am on hangers.. and i am just hung from place to place..somehow.. life has to go on and it did..certain instance to point out... the good soul who suggested westin stamford.. well its now the swissotel at raffles...but thanx anyways..if i were to just i would maybe try.. that is if i could even make it to roof access at all..

so after our test.. it was time to eat.. after eating.. we drank.. after we drank.. it was lesson again..sigh.. sounds so lifeless..haha

well its not the end..lesson started and ended.. you ahve no idea.. how lame we could get during lesson...well at the end of the BIA pract. eric started a flamboyant unadulterated display of his feminine side..haha..
just kidding..( P.S. eric dun piss man.. chill ya..hehe:P)

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Eric and his "skirt"

and better still he actaully sauntered around the school with his "skirt" and when we headed to library we could still vaguely hear pple discussing how times have changed and some almost with head shaking in disagreement as they discussed the "guy in skirts" issue..haha

as we had loads more time.. we contd to salck in the canteen.. as we slowly waited for our next pract which was then about two hours away..heheh and here are the pics taken..cos too boring.. note: extreme dorkiness in the below graphics...minors without adult supervision please do not go beyond this point..hehe..

DORK NO.1
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growing fatter and fatter.. and fatter.. and say the rest yourself..

DORK NO.2
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wat in god's green earth did i think i was doin..boy do i look like sh#t!!!

DORK NO.
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"the dork's accomplice.."hahah:p

DORK NO.4
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"mad dork"spotted...poor nadia.. unaware of the potential danger she was in..hahah

thats enuff dorking for one day...

till i blog again.
hehe

Saturday, July 16, 2005

morning sickness

wat a feeling..

from the moment i woke up.. i have been preached by my mum about wat i should be doin blah.. blah..i wish i could just "live my life" i feel like everything is so not within my grasp..i wish i could handle my self..

but some how.. things just dun go as planned..things that i wish to do.. its not the financial thing but its just that,, my parents keep telling me that.. i dun need and stuff like that..and its driving to my crack house man...eg would be my driving license.. i mean i plan to pay for it myself.. but even then.. they get all grumpy.. its like they are so afraid that i know how to drive or that if i do.. i may just get over their heads and run away. sorta thing..arghhhh

this morning.. i was so cheesed hat i just sat and stare.. later i started to cry( sorry but i just happen to..) later my thots turned suicidal...i was all moody all day...
i thot i was going to die..


how i wish i can be released from this leash....

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

crushed

why can't affection be simpler???

does affectionate deviate base one different levels??

need i say more..

i wish to tell her...



aa common dilemma .... friends or closer???

wat ifs kick in.. and they send you wrenching your guts and knotting your intestines...

friends.. you wish to get closer..

closer.. wat if she rejects??? and maybe remaining as friends may become THAT MUCH more difficult...

sigh.. i am tired..

hope some kind reader could tell me..

and if the person by some freak nature do find out.... just shoot.. even if its a rejection..please be direct....



torturing myself**

moody

its been quite sometime since i last blogged..

lots to get off my chest..wonder where should i start...

lets see crushes, outings, mishaps, happenings... basically life..

some how looking at things that stare at me in the face is really boring.. like the goign to school and the everydays.. it feels so routine.. some how..

lets tok about today then...woke up at about 8 in the morning.. and gettin ready to goto school but some how fell back in the bed and woke up at 9 30.. with the thot that the lesson was at 10 00 i rushed to school.. and when i reached.. i barged in to the class... only to realise that i was one ghour early..wat a moron..

then waited around and thot i would just go down to the library and checkout wat pple were watching in the basement.. and catch some tv as i had nothing better to do anyways.. as i rested my butt on the not so comfortable seats.. i was wondering wat the guy was doin.. he borrowed the dvd and i was just "joining in the fun" cos they were two pairs or headphones at these dvd stations so .. you get the idea.. turned out the guy was a first time user and we sat infront of the screen which was blaring "repeatedly" the menu clip..i was waiting for the time when he actaully pushes the play button.. but 10 minutes into waiting.. i decided.. to the hell with it and pushed it anyways...

the guy then gave me that "0OOOOOOOOOOic " look... ... and i was beginning to wonder how many people out there who find adapting to technology difficult or downright scary...

then came this guy ( almost said goon) who was using the "big" set which consisted of a 30" lcd screen and a wireless headphone transponder or transmitter watever..and this guy was putting in the dvd playing ang he does not seem to have remeber that he needs headphones..and then he start scramling up and down for some volume button..quite helpless.. if i hadn't told him that he needs to go borrow the headphones from the counter..he would still be looking for an audio source till the tie of this blog..sigh..

then came lesson time. and it was not good..i felt like sleeping almost as if there was a switch for "sleep" that has been activated....but still pulled through..follwed by a and p lesson where i gto into abit of a ess with my freinds phone..was trying to pretend to throw her phone at her.. when it slips thorugh my hands and hit three different surfaces before it fianlly landed.. ouch!!!! well her T750.. was thank fully strong enuff to stand the shock and saved my neck..or else i would have to type my obituary instead of this blog..

after school i when out with my class mate N.. to orchard where i brought my phone to nokia for servicing..cos the firmware was getting faulty..alot of lagging and stuff...then we when to coffee bean for a drink and i had the oreo cheese cake for the first time..it was hell.. the chicago cheese cake was fine and creamy..but this one was all pasty.. and sticky.. not my kind of cake..for oreo cheese cake.. i would go for secret recipe anytime..hahah

followed by some reading in borders and browsing some stuff..+ looking for some books on basic patho..it was an interesting afternoon with loads of small talk and teasing ..as we were about to leave.. we came across the sex/pregnancy and childcare section and noticed that the norammly all wrapped up section actaully have a "riped off cover browsable" copy.. so to humour our curiosity we took it up and flipped..and almost flipped laughing..it was loads of lame things gogin on in our heads.. suddenly a guide to kamasutra became the lamest joke book ever..next we made our way out of orders and noticing the time we had on our hands since i had to collect my phone and she has to go work so we decided to take a short leaisurely stroll to the city hall area..where she was working and where i could go take a look at some stuff..

on the way .. we went ot a place where normally pple in their right minds would not event think of goign in.. park mall to those who have been there is filled with tonnes of high end butt and body rests...well i mentioned in my earlier blog about an 8 thousand dollar bed.. which looked abosolutely fantastic.. well we were there to take a look at the place..

just then..N got a phone call.... i got her kinda upset.. and the rest of the way was cheering her up till we finally got her to her work spot.. and for me to get on my way.. back to wheelock to collect my phone.. ....

at the collection.. the worst case scenario happened.. well our order or collection was according to our forms.. and this lady who apparently has something in her eye..misread my name in one of the worse ways imaginable.... when my name was to be called.. for collection.. she called out..MS Loh Ming Yen.. i appreciat her for gettin the rest right.. but please leave my sexuality intact.. it was absolutely embarassing esp with this lady who actually start to giggle to herself.. gosh....


back outsde of wheelock there was this buchin of drummers showing of their ware... and the guys were rweally nice.. and boy they drew quite a bit of commotion as well a really bg audience..

next was home bound.. where i now write this..

off to sleep....zzzz

Saturday, July 09, 2005

stressed

tests coming.. no mood to blog.

anyways.. saw this "quote" from a then secondary student...

"modern science has gotten SO good at curing and preventing disease, thus keeping souls from keeping their Appointments with "Mr Death", that Spirit has to
INVENT MORE DISEASES so that these Appointments are kept!!"

kinda makes sense..

zzzz

Sunday, July 03, 2005

a night of lost...

all is lost or not???

well tonite i having not sleep yet flicked on the com ad logged in..

was greeted by few of my freinds and who later logged to turn in themselves..

some carried on even till after i left....

one was ill and on the verge of recovery but hope not to recover too soon. cos she has "pre monday blues syndrome"..
tried to get her to sleep as staying up was bad especially for one who is ill..but she just was very alert so i give up..haha..
just hopes she gets well ...

next was this friend who was goign to L.A. (anyone who dunnoe where hat is please flip through the world atlas... if not bang the wall)for her studies and she was going to a place with unconfirmed timign and date.. she was not even sure of goign into the course..
all the best to her and her endeavours in future..

next was a serious case.. with a nick like "see how it bleeds" i was gettin abit worried..and basically she was feeling very moody..(thank god) for one moment the worst case scenarios flash past my eyes.. and i was about to lent my mind go wild and manifest before her replies shut them out..
to her if tshe reads this.. dun worry tooo much.. go to sleep even if you just woke up.. and hope you'll lighten up..

now i am seriously stoned and need my rest ..ciao

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Saturday, July 02, 2005

my third blog overhaul..

start on the 2nd and finished on the 3rd.. this shows that i have nothing better to do..fnally got the blog in shape ...goign to sleep.. (long nite lah..)hehe

Friday, July 01, 2005

1st of july on the second of july..

july first... never knew i could squeeze so many things in one day..and it bloody tiring..haha..

its early in the morning and i was getting ready to get to school .. it was about 5 30 when i arose from my dreamy bassinet.. as i wallow in my blanket and deliberate between waking up and continuing to sleep..i almost wish to skip my lessons that day.. had a late nite the previously..was feelin totally burned out...

then in came my dad.. telling me to wake my ass up cos they were going the hi commision to have my passport (which was goign to expire) redone.. so off i got out of my bed..most unwillingly..then headed out to wash up and immediately started to notice the bustle in the morning..my sisters are filling up their forms..dressing up.. and i stroll or rather dragged my self into my room.. and prepare to get out of my house to some darn place just to avoid the queue but at least i get to skip school..haha..

like most mornings..i was mostly fresh out of the house..so off we went... only me and my sisters(cos my parents had theirs done)..and waiitng for taxi in the morning was hell man..maybe if i wasn't freshen up it wouldmnot feel so bad..but it was hell... those cabbies just dun know when to bloody change to the damn "hired" lights.. and had us wave for nuts.. then at last not being able to stand it..we called for a cab..

at the hi-commision.we when to get our pictures taken and out documens done.. next was the dreadful wait..it would be a two hour long sit.. (at least we gotta sit..)luckily i got my car mags and music..or else i think i would die in there man..after the numbers rang.. we proceeded to the desks and got our prints and further procedures done..beofre we headed off..

we finally step away from the place.. and boy did it feel good.. imgine you being monitored by security guards for like two whole hours and they are like fat burly and got knows wat they laugh at from time to time..haha.. just round the corner.. i came across a monument..one that should be no stranger to anyone who knows wat national education is ..the Armenian Church..well its not as grand or even neraly as big as the St. Andrew's Cathedral..but it was nice peaceful corner kinda place.. it almost rustic..and the fact that it looked so plain from the out side kinda made it easy to miss amongst the many high rise buildings around there..

the path that lead inwards was a granite laden path (not polished granite but granite chips).. a few steps into the parameters of the church.. the church entrance comes into view and the marble laden grandeur of the interior and the stillness of the altar seem to just make you want to sit down and stare at its humble beauty for as long as one could..as the sweet smell of incense fills my senses.. it was beautiful.. and to be able to view this without tourists snapping pictures and chattering around you was just lovely....

then it was out to the court yard where sculptures stood..and the birds chirped but too bad the areas around it was all urbanised leading to the imperfections of noise and air pollution form passing vehicles.... it was others wise a lovely place to sit down for the afternoon..for tea maybe..

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"The Armenian Church of St Gregory the Illuminator"

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the prominent architecture of the church..

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a wider shot...

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the altar..

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the greenery in the courtyard..

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Jesus carry the cross upon his back.. the other i assume to be Simon of Cyrene
As they went out, they came upon a man of Cyrene, Simon by name; this man they compelled to carry his cross. Jesus told his disciples, “If any man would come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross and follow me.

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Jesus with the cross again..

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an angel invites one to sit and rest ones feet..

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then it was time to head to school... for my first and alst lesson of the day..hahaonly one hour.. but it was torturous and i was beginnnignto get it less and less .. gosh..some one.. help..haha

then rushed to the library to hand Sam his dvd..before rushing off again..

it was the 1st of July..and time for yet another birthday...readers who read my earlier posts would know of my working at the science center before and she is one of the sista figures i met there.. and till today still in contact..well its her bday so met her up for lunch..she works in some carpetting firm and so coincidentally... her company provides the carpets for a particualr building in my school and that day she was handing over somethings so she met me up in school.. was suppose to be i go meet her up.. but she turned up instead..haha..

after meeting up.. we took a ride downtown where we had lunch..at sakae sushi in wheelock place... on the way it seems the topics never really change.. it would be work and work.. i guess it cos of the lifestyles..and i seem to get all tied up in her face..and further more we haven met in ages... so much has changed..well she looked the same though..

then after lunch .. we decided to go round her workplace since she had to return in the first place.. and it was fabulous..the entire place had that.. so relaxed resort style to it..and its basically the modernists kinda furniture place.. which in other words means too bloody expensive for people like me to afford..hahaha

after which i finally got home.. where i crashed....zzzzz

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candid pic..so serious..gosh...so scary..

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trying to act cute..she tried really hard..can't tell hor..hhahah

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classic i look cool look..but with a warm smile like that..hmm..haha

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beauty and the beast..(blame it on the durian feasting)..haha


at my da jie work place..

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wat a dreamy looking daybed..fantastic.. but the pricetag is a phat 8000 buckeroos man!!!..

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i felt like sleeping in it right then..haha

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lovely looking lamp..creativity is definitely the word..but the price..ermm..

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this is another fantastic lamp..maybe cos i like durians..haha..

thats all .. gotta crash..again..hehe..

till i blog again.