books cheap cheap

.. today i made a killing hahaha..
so happy... i am a not so avid reader kinda person.. as most of my friends would know. and it requires books to get to know me then the other way around..but sometimes good books seem to jump at your face.. or when certain books interest you.. it seems to set the ball rolling..and for those who like me..go book shopping would dread the feeling of guilt after buying a read cos sometimes books go for a bout 40 to 50$$ and sometimes you really wonder if it was worth it...

one such encounter awas with this book of mine called the "secrets of the code" by dan burstein.. well it cost me about 36$$ i think.. for me aqbook like this is kinda reasonable lah..well about a month later.. i went back to borders to see a nother publisher ahs come up witha samller print of the book and it had a less likable cover and a more compact size but it was f#$king goign for only $10.50.. i was flabbergasted..

well today was a different experience almost as good as cheating death..almost..
wel there is this boook called the "hannibal lecter omnibus" for the uninitiated an omnibus is kinda like many books rolled into one..at borders the exact same book would have set me back about 42 dollars but today i got it for only 8 dollars.. grinning..heheh..apart from that i also got "middlesex" by jeffrey eugenides .. the two books were more than wat i could lumber home already so i only "made of" with them. think i will be goign down again for another round of harvesting.. ahaha

something on the net..

http://www.zefrank.com/smallworld/

watch this and piss yourselves..hahah..

work description

back from work nothing really crappy has really entered my head enough to allow me to wanna type down something that would probably incur some amount of interest in the readers...

well work is "great" anyone who does work from 11-9 or 10-7 and says its great i would really have a mind to bust his or her as.. okok.. maybe not hers..( i dun beat women..normally they beat me.. boohoo!!!!)well work is not all torturous.. considering i have a prety good bunch of pple to work with.. recently i was brought over to the haematology department.. and i have been busy doin blood grouping and ESRs and MPs and occasional HBEs they you have the Lh450 to do.. its kinda overloading especially when the samples start to pile up on u.. gosh..

then in the morning it gets worse.sometimes also dunno wat to do..recently while doing my ESRs i got a Hbe case and i was in a fluster cos i got alot of ESRs on hand cos i gotta put down wat i was doin and aliquot out a portion and put it in a tube followed by dying the sample and putting it in the incubator..while worrying about 20++ tubes of stuff piling up.. jialat..sigh..

need rest for tomorrows work liao.. ciao..

a dream of some one..

well alot of pple tend to like to ask questions.. most of which i ahve encountered are with regards to my personal life on whether i was or am or ever goign to be attached..how was i supposed to answer this question..me being all drowned in work and hardly the felxible time enough to go about doin anything close to even bgf let alone dating and goign into something serious...

strictly speaking alot of pple i have seen do not long to be attached.. most of which ahave a care free lifestyle that they are not willing to abandon..but issit really so bad.. some how.. some examples do go that bad.. while others seem alot better.. can't seem to figure it out..i mean can't guys now be a little more romantic when it comes to guy talk.. it is not always about ego massage.. it is more like exchnage of truths that most would not do infront of a the opposite sex..either some guys dun want to admit or are too afraid to admit or just plain dun like to do "mushy" stuff..which is it??

is it so hard to imagine waking up and smelling your wife's hair and giving her "thimbles" before goign to the kitchen to whip up a simple breakfast and perhaps coffee and at the same time remebering how she likes hers.. whether with sugar or wat kind of sugar and how much milk maybe.. and maybe she would do it for you in return..perhaps..or maybe just a brunch picnic at the botanic gardens..life seems so much more "tunable" this way.. marriage does not have to be the same drag man..guys wake up .. smell the roses ( and get a few for you "darlings")...

the above seem fantastic in our fast paced world the above seems impossible..well by the will of the human spirit.. i think its possible..small things like this i think are more "heartstring strumming" then i think a posh dinner in a seven star hotel where everythig is prepared for you..it feels warmer and cozier..

back to getting attached.. pple who have seen me do know that i am a tease ass and an idiot who really is not all noraml except for maybe my having nose ears and eyes + my piehole....so dun bother asking.. till the day when it happens i think i would have to wait (damn long!!!)...

but there is that dream of someone..

till the next post.. ciao

interest...

issit our self that determine our interest or something to invokeit without our knowledge..i recently realised that interest needs to be sustained to maintain a certain amount of sanity..just started working in my work place for only a week and the thing about work being routine is gettin to me fast..i never thot how bad it could gt cos when i worked in my previous place at the ssc i worked from 8 to six and reach home at about 10 each day without feeling the need to find time for leisure.. now it seems like i am longing for time for myslef and friends etc.. and did i mention how energy sapping the work is..yet some how one could be perked up instantaneously by thot of maybe goign out with friends or tv even..

i wanna go hang out ....lose....

finally..

the first itme in ages.. i finally feel like i am whole again.. hahhaha.. nah just joking..
well now i am doin my attachment.. and life has been good at work until some shit hit the fan.. lucky i siam fast..HAIYAH!!!!Whoosh!!!then PIAK..!!!!hehe.. sorry feeling very lame now.. hehe
miss holidays when i wake up at 11 in the morning.. and drag my sle fto brunch or go out with friends.. and when i finally get to be able to hangout with my firnds.. my attachments had to come.gosh.. Tian ah... wei shen me!!!!
well all is mot lost..i have to say i met loads of beautiful pple at work..not in the face.. ooops.. haha.. well not exactly on the surface... well the pple there are not ogre material either.. but deep down they are quite afew who is reaaallllly nice so far.. i manage to find a few who i could actually joke around and have fun with work with.. and its only my fifth day at work today..well work wise is kinda draggy with loads to write down read up.. and procedures to follow.. like now i am actually "writing" my report.. but i shall blog for the time being.. " the nite is STILL young".. hehee

lets see a few examples would be Said (sai-et)..or at least thats how his name sounded like..he was this burly kinda guy with a very affectionate laughter.. kinda like lughing gas.. once it starts .. it difusses through and every one will inevitably get caught in it..

then there is Yiting. who was my half mentor and helped me alot in the special chem section.. she was the first who mentored me.. and dun se her guai guai one.. she actually goes clubbing albeit to zouk on wednesday nites...hehe

then there is my major mentor Rosman.. he is a very casual mentor who gets serious man.. and he imparts a fair share of wat he knows and also because he isn't all that used to the place having been there for only 2 months himslef.. i guess that alloows to empathise with us on a more personal level..

then they is nizam who explains alot of stuff.. and also very gung ho fella

and then there is polly and shari and sheila and munirah and mr Then..and alot more pple.. i hope to meet more also..

oh yah.. toking about polly.. i haven seen this name before... the last itme i saw it was most probably when polly pocket was very popular.. say about primary 2?? so her naem is amusing.. then plus she knew our bunch abit so it was quite easy to tok to her.. but most of the time it ends up as teasing..esp the time when she used some chopstick like contraption to bun up her hair.. and i asked her if she just had her meal.. she.. looking very puzzled would ask me why.. then i would tell her that she ahas her chopstick on her head.. and stuff. like that..to a certain extent its really getting stale and i seriously am thinking about stopping but she is just so good to tease.. gosh.. hhahahha...

ok nback to my report now.. cya.. till next time..

tired..panting*

today is the day so i thot..first time i will be meeting this gungho person i met on the net whom i happen to have similarities galore. Her name is Shelly and her link is on the left just click to see her blog lah...
well yesterday i was suppose to go meet her..
at first it was planned for a whole day.. she was thinking of breakfast lunch and dinner..and i was so prepared.. for it. kinda.. but later sad man..hah

i reached tampines at 10 am and decided to ring Shelly up..then she did not pick up..(still sleeping) then later the phone was trasfered to her hubby's phone so i got into abit of a shock cos i was expecting to hear a girls voice but heard a guy instead..and a very gruff one at that.. haha

only then did i realise Shelly is still asleep..and knowing her tendency to "awakened easily" i decided to wait abit.. and when noon came i decided..if she wakes up she'll call me lah.. so i called up my friend and went out with him instead.. (fyi he's just a buddy for those who question my sexuality.. haha)and went gundam model hunting..followed by gaming and watching anime in his house..when dear Shelly finally awoken form her sleep at 5 in the evening..

later went to meet her at tampines.. at first thot it would be dinner followed by a drink or something.. but we seem to have alot to tok always.. an so we sat down at about 6 and toked till 8 when we started the is he "coming" joke..had quite abit of fun just on that alone..ong.. haha..decided to go walk around while waiting for her hubby Nash..

while looking around little miss Shelly went around looking for her black lacey tanktop and from that can tell she is one hell of a meticulous shopper man.. we went to almost anyshop that could possibly sell it to check it out..finally found one and MNG but she said its too ex.. haha..wth..then also bought something for her hubb's..

next we sat outside starbucks when "buffy" appeared.. he was just dashing by us.. and me and Shell were going like ..nash..Nash.. NAsh..NASh... NASHHHHH..!!! when her finally spun around to see us calling out to him.. and first thing he did was a smoooch for the bride..(awww.. soooooo sweet!!)hahah.. followed by abit of chichat..before heading to fish and co for dinner.. then my mum called followed by my dad and my sis...it was embarrasing.. hehe.. well it cos they did not know that each of them have called already..but anyways dinner was a spread..absolutely scrumptious....

After the munching it was time to go home so nash and shell offered to send me home..on the way.. they started to blast the stereo..with ....wait.. firstly Shelly was dressed in this mesh shirt with a bra top and jeans witha black leather vintage style sling.and she has a tongue and nose piercings and black leather accessories together with her black leather boots..totally not the sort who would do this...she blasted the stereo with phantom of the opera .. OMG.. but later it sorta got normalised.. thereafter she swop the tune to some really snazzy trnace stuff..totally rocks man.. just that the car was no dubbed.. if it were it would be a#$ cool man..

and taht was a very eventful day in my life..utterly exhausting.. haha but well Shelly its been really nice meeting you and Nash.. hooep to see you guys again...

gtg..i need to zzz..ciao

infidelity??

At which point do you consider it that your partner has cheated on you? When he/she:
a) has thoughts about someone else
b) kisses someone else
c) has a one night stand
d) has a fling
e) has an affair
f) has a mistress/toyboy?

i would endure (a) and even (b) but nt (c) to (f).
It all depends if (b) is a small peck/ french yada yada... and to whom the kiss is intended for. As for (c) onwards, you better pray tt your ears will not drop off. *evil laughter*

However, i agree with what was stated in the forum. which is rule no.1 - wipe your mouth after drinking stolen milk rule no.2 - Never Never EVER bring the cow home
those are the rules i stand by. if i dont see stolen milk stains on ur mouth.. i dont want to know what you did behind my back. dont let me EVER see the cow you stole milk from.

If i see milk stains and i ask about it, you'll better confess. Deny and prepare for your funeral. *eery music playing* I mean, its one thing to cheat on me and i know nothing about it. Its another when i ask u face-to-face if you have cheated/ are cheating behind me and you lie oh-so-blatantly to me.

now im having second thoughts as to whether or not i would want to know if my partner was cheating on me. But one thing i can be sure of, is NV ever let me see who u are cheating with. I'll skiin the person alive n throw the person into a deep frying pan n deep fry the person until she is 'chow tah'. hmpmh!!


what say you? What is your take on infidelity?

fyi.. the above is an abstract from anothers blog.. hope she does not sue me for copyright.. haha

pump it up...!!!pump it up...!!!

hi pple after so many down days things could not be worse.. haha..down with food poisoning today.. felt like a ballon with loads of air in me and went to see some doctor finally feeling better..to those who like club beats and "hip" music you may wanna turn up your speakers.. dun worry its no longer some melancholic midi in the back ground.. althought the front is kinda corny.. but it sounds damn cool after the scratches..hope you all will love it.. but it takes a while to load.. so be patient..

watched be cool..yesterday.. a little disappointing..no doubt john travolta was really ice cool in the show.. but the show seems to b the sort that happen out of no where and ends no where.. and alot of things dun make alot of sense.. some really funny or rather corny stuff in the show though..well one of the more "remembered" characters was played by vince vaughn as some white guy who thinks he's black sort..quite a turn off but laughable...

down day??

kinda funny how things seem to go and makes you day feel really trashy..still longing for the days where things go on as planned.. and you feel like things move your way.. wat am i talking man.. i am beginnnign to feel all fuzzy and i think soon i may land myself in a state of dementia or maybe a lifelong stay at the IMH rocking back and forth while sitting on hard concrete ground.. looking at four empty walls and a door with the most miserable window..missing all the people and things that happened.. and has happened.. and thinking of wat could happen..

my cousin left today..did i ever write about my cousin??
well for those of you who know him he is like a big brother to me ..and he taught me things and stuff..and basically we have always been kinda close..for the uninitiated he is a suave fella man.. (see the previous blog for his pic).and basically had really good time when he was around..i guess its also cos he helped me a bunch in a big way that made me even more grate full. though i am not sure how i'll handle things without him around..he was always the more confident one..the one who is always the cooler guy in town..sad to say i was never really in his league..but i wish i could be there someday..

the hot weather.. my grandparents leaving.. my cousin leaving.. my blunders..i feel tired..going to sleep..

an eventful day....

april 09..

awoken by the phone alarm i woke up.. not expecting wat would come..
so off i went to brush up and off i went.. out of my house and off to school.
all was about to turn into something really boring when i saw "miracles" upon chance i saw a shield beetle on the window of the bus i was sitting at.. and spent my time observing it as it surfed the winds..till finally i could hold on no longer and flew away..then as i was onserving the beetle.. something came over me.. as i begin to take notice of things in the background..staring upwards into the sky .. i gasp in amazement..it was natures marvel at its best.. at least in singapore ..clouds were formed in this ripple-like patterns.. cascading in the skys..while in my ears echoed sounds of porcelain-moby and breathe-telepopmusik...one could only imagine...i suppose this was one of the finer things in life i guess.. and i am glad i was fortunate enough to have seen it..time seems to pause and stuff. hahah..



then later in the afternoon.. met up with my cuz..he is one cool guy..how chould i put it.. we are but 4 months apart..but it seemed closer to two years.. and yesterday.. while he was here.. something happened.. kinda bittersweet.. well he was suppose to meet his friends in town that evening.. and him and me.. lugging around his luggage.. was about to head down.. when his friend decided that they wanted to catcha movie before meeting up before.. so he stayed for dinner and before then.. he actually picked up on where we left off.. in life.. how he was and how was i.. and all the same sham.. well we kinda arrived at the topic which concerned our "future happiness" .. haha. and i was apparently unattached and very unwanted..in was kinda cruel.. hhaha.. well not.. just playin'.. so we arrived at wat girl i was interested in.. and so i told him.. knowing "full well" that he "wouldn't" tell anybody.. till he committed the heinous sin behind my back..he actually found this person's no. in the phone.. and one thing led to the other and before we knew it.. we were out of the house to meet "her".. and it was pleasant.. nothing else ... it was nice.. hope to see her around someday..and thanks bro..

my cous..

sorry ...for the melancholy

its kinda long time since i have put up something around here and am sorry if some of you find the music a tad depressing..well life has been going on fine so far.. adn recently the exams have... ever felt this kind off feeling where you say to yourself i gotta study but in the end you never did it.. and this becomes a pattern..so much so that you wonder if this is some idiot puppettering you around and tangling up your strings when you feel like you should do something on your own accord??

went to see a show today.. watch "install"



it was a funny day.. where you see teens younger then you.. who have just reached 16 rushing about in excitement like as though they are heading into the theatre all giggling like schoolgirls about this show which looks kinky enough to warrant as a a porn movie..well it was otherwise stark in terms of presentatin.. especially one part where the boy touches the girls breast and touched her bra.. while saying that he had expected breasts to be warm and soft..it showed for that moment wat the kid was..wat he rabbled on in the movie was all theory and when it came to the "moment of truth" he was only but as innnocent as wat was shown..

basically the show was not trying to depict anything really pornographic but more of the society's trend towards conforming to the "rules" its true that the societies are getting more and more rigid.. and this traps us..esp the younger gen..the most absurd would be the parts where the government implemented the teaching of creativity and worse still the usage of english in the teaching of chinese..are thingds going the right way??

and the show shows how teens nowadays are looking for a break.. one that could clear their minds.. one that awakens one long enuff for him/herself to bring him/herself back on track..although i must admit the idea is a little kinky.. but i guess it kinda worked..

after the movies you could hear all the chattering about the movie being a flop cos they aren't any of those scenes.. and to my amazement.. they were girls amongst the group..my my.. heheh.. it was a different experienc eas compared to when i first saw art house films the audience were all quiet and solemn.,.. and are mostly older then me..so the feeling was a little odd..yet sitting with this audeince makes me look even older.. haha

also.. something very interestng happened today.. i waited for the usher to appear at the cinema and i waited for about 15 minutes.. i was beginning to think that i may miss the show..later.. when i saw people goign ointo the theater themselves i decided to follow only then did the usher come out.. to tell us that it was not ready and for us to wait awhile..and she kinda crawled around the place.. looking all busy.. finally she emerged form the theatre to get us it..it was the 6th theatre.(pple who have been to cathay would know that it is the smallest i and kinda "cosy"??) adn the usher this time round actually deserves some credit..dunno her name.. all her tag said was trainee.. hahah.. well she made me feel well treated even if in this caes i was delayed for entry..she reminded of those SIA ads ..( about some singapore girl and its the great way to fly and so on)well most ushers just tear your ticket and tell you with a drone which theatre.. then you never hear from them again.. this case.. she smiled when she tore the tix..told us( the audience) politely that the theatre was in the midst of preparation..and that it would be awhile before we rest our ass on the seats..then when the movie was over she was they to usher us out at the door.. .. anyways to the usher.. good job..well done.

(btw this should be called service..seriously.. singapore lacks this quite abit in many places..)just a comment..

myloh on a grey thursday..