much to tok about..

i am happy i have sisters who could be frank with me and that i have co workers to share the burden

even though i still find it hard to believe that pple find me arrogant or worse a snobb.. whichever is worse..

well recently i havesome small pap tok with my sista about my future.. and it dawn on me that i have taken much for granted with loads more to see and to do...

i have always been miserable.. and honestly i have been a coward and pretty useless..

i hate to say this but i kinda hate myself at this instant i am typign this...

i just hope days would get better and that i will be able to fulfill wat i set out to do and to be done..


thanks to all who put up with my stupidity and absurdity..








am i good enuff??