Wednesday, June 22, 2005

dilemma

in recent times.. the more i think of it.. the more i feel i am not in the course my heart desires..but my parents have paid for my education and the cost of which is not a small sum...thinking of pursuing a degree after i complete my diploma .. that is if.. i complete it..haha

well the thing is .. how does one know if its the right one??

in this aspect.. it ain't too different as compared as the search for "the one"...

how do you know??

the leapt of faith.. or by any other name..is seemingly hard to rationalise..it makes us so out of control of our situation..issit rally divine intervention..??

enuff of the blabber well today i went to the movies with a frined of mine..thot he would belanja.. but in the end had to pay myself..sigh.. ahahwell at first thot can watch "alot like love" but "N" had to make a last minute decision in wat is left of his brain and told the ticketing guy two tix for batman begins.. and that how i watched it for the fifthed time..life does not get any worse..well maybe coz of the money spent..hehe..

then after he went tottering of to meet up with his "other half" so of i went "booking" at borders again..before heading home..sigh.. my life is so lax now man..hahahh

zzz...goign to sleep..haa

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