sigh..

turning 21

am i suppose to be afraid.. or am i suppose to be afraid..

a few months ago.. or years ago.. this would be so

i should have yearned so much for this day to come..

but now that it looms closer.. i dread it sorta...



it is suppose to be a phase.. one that is a little bit bigger

than i hoped it'll be..

i dunnoe.. its the one time.. that i sincerely hope for

a simple happy birthday..

well at the same time .. many pple wishing me happy birthday is fun too..

hmm



gosh...

dilemma..