wat day...

today has been eventful.. and the way i like it..once in a while at least..however something happened that lead to the start of this blog with a pretty depressing mood..i would go into the other happenings another day..i guess right now.. the main reason i felt motivated to blog now would be one particular reason...

well it all started with a song... from spirited away..and i used in on the net for the background in my blog..well someone liked it enuff to want the song and form then i got to know this gal who having been through quite alot have found a little peace of heaven in love..
and recently .. having heard her being pregnant...made me feel even more elated for her.. as she would soon experience the many joys one would experience in life that would make her whole and eventually it would enable her to see things from another perspective and be able to grab hold to something so precious that priceless does not even begin to describe...

however about a half hour ago.. i've got the most devastating news of my day.. and probably an even worse piece of news for the one who experienced it.. my heart went all out to her in the split instant..and it still brims with how my dear friend is feeling now..now upon seeing your blog..i really wished that i could some how reach out to you and offer you bits of comfort froma friend but the pain you've gotten could be no way lessen other then the soothing gradual breezes of time...

my condolences to you.. and if you get to read this.. please do get in touch.. just wish to know that you're all right...

take care shell

a post at 11 30...

blogging..

its wat i am doin now... and its wat alot of youngsters nowadays are doin..
and worse still my mum has actually caught wind of it...*shucks*
gosh.. wat would happen if she sees this..??

well recently i have been lookin around.. and loads of blogs that i have been through.. have been publicising their avantgarde writing styles and recently another trend seem to be arising..

private bloggers???

seriously.. i noticed the slight descrepancies in this...*term*

well bloggers are kinda "exhibitionistic" but being a private blogger kinda contradicts each other.
and now.. bloggers are now.. receding towards their "safety zone" where they are going to hide behind some safety screen while blabbering about all thats around the world..

to some pple out there .. dun worry.. not warning you pple just hope to see blogs..
and not so private.. treasure this form of free speech while you still have it..

imagine goverments censoring watever you say.. then it will be so sad .. sigh....


nitess

my first blog in class..

pple who know me would know for damn well that i am not the most adventurous person around..but my biggest wishes are mindblowing adventures full of "stunts" such as bugee jumping and sky diving .... but still blogging in the midst of lesson is still a first for me.. *shy*hahah

well it has been ages since i have been in school or so it seems.. and after being in the "workforce" for about 1 month plus.. school kinda feels relaly sucky.. esp for 8 am lessons..i really wish i could ust laze at home with a hot toasty bagel and cream cheese.. while lounging in a plush leather lounger taking my breakfast while reading the ewspaper.. and taking my time to take in the sights and sounds of serene singapore...

but the truth is too bloody far away..
in s'pore.. where more often then not...pple ust get up washup and are out of the house..and somehow...it gets kinda worse when you have some one toking to you like an aged tenor..early in the morning.and worse he is toking in ligua pura AKA pure language..MATHEMATICS..arghhh...i am going to go nutz soon...

gotta go..

the day i typed till blisters came poppin up..

to many the goggle box to many is the bane to human creativity ... the reactivity deadening device.. ... well regardless of wat the "pple" i dun really bother..cos i think some shows are really nice... esp some documentories

i guess that is one reason at least i can think ofto watch tv.. and international productions.. are by far much better tehn our pathetic tv broadcasting thingy..well esp tcs...cna and channel u is doing not bad in terms of programme planning and presentation.. though it does not feel as polished as the "big guys"...( this is plainly amateurish audience comment)

well all the above is pretty redundant including this very sentence but wat is about to follow would make some sick enuff to nauseate or maybe feel for the first time in your lifetime.. the warmth of a heartbeat..

well like i was refering to. television..it brings us something upclose to somethings we esp in s'pore may not see in ages to come or our entire lives of money making..well to those who did go look further fomr the word idiot.. they are these bunch of pple called idiot savants..

i prefer to leave the idiot away form this context..savants..are really not as idiotic as wat they seem..in fact they maybe the one thing we are all trying to attain..... .... notice all the health talk about inner peace.. focus.. and all that bull..well these savant may just be it...

it may seem wrong thing to be envious cos i may not actually know wat these people go through.. true. but issit not true that we as men are trying so hard to be good that in the end we begin to stray... but savants can do things like genius..from a young age.. they can do amazing things tah amaze and nothing else..and not irrationall.. and ti seems that the life is so focused.. and they have no other regards..almost absolutely carefree...a chance to breathe air..a chance to escape.. a cahnce to ignore.. ..

if give such a chance i would ask for but one minute no more..no less..

but oh how i long to be there....

freedom of the mind..

last blog.. for today...

today got loads to write.. well can't blame but my inspiration is just so abundant all ofa sudden..haha
as in the earlier post.. you all would have known that i am ill.. and in my condition i went out for a movie with a a bunchof my classmates.. from.. canught madgascar.. it was kinda nice especiallythe songs from the show.. it was hilarious... no brainer...

pic taken in ps elevator..haha

compared to them i look soo.. old..sigh...

last day off work..

been working.. or rather having fun.. doin my attachment at doctorslab.. a private diagnostics lab in science park 1...and finally it was the last day of work..

for those who know me..REALLY know me..i like the job for the pple more that the job itself..and this is precisely wat the story's about..well it was a glum staart until i met this "chilli padi " in the lab..offend her and you DIE!!! hahahha..

well it was my first few days i think and i was put to the sorting out samples.. and to wat i knew.. the urgent samples were to be handed to this lady with a wispy ponytail looking meek like a mouse..(almost..)until.. the terro finally unleashed.. form deep within..hahahh(sound like the appearnace of the balrog in lotr right!!)

well she look all meek and sweet.. well she has a petite build so i thto it should be ok to approach her to hand her some samples as she was doin verification and i had urgent ones which had to be cleared more *urgently* (duh..???) so i handed it to her.. assuming that the urgent stuff would be unpacked by her,, i handed her the samples..and was later blasted to bits almost shivering with fear by a pair of glarry eyes and pouty lips that screamed; " you are soooo dead!!" then she said with utmost gusto.."dunnoe that need to open ah???" i was stunt and scared really.. i was like confronted with a force i never dealt with before..haha.. and i never dared ask her name so i presume her name was pauline..when her name was really polly..
and again i got a scolding for calling her the wrong name..
after geting to know her.. thinks got better.. i gues.. we started cracking jokes.. teasing one a nother.. adn polly put the kettle on would be sung to piss her of.. hhaaha
lame but fun..i was addictive too..hahah

well how i wished it could hev been longer.. cos i was really fun..
sigh.. but it ended all too soon.. still the memories still are there nagginf at me in the back of my head..

then on the last nite.. we(binghong, michele(not in picture),myself , rossman and polly when out after work.. and later when pubbing at this marvellous jazz pub down at cuppage.. called round mid nite.. pics to follow..


the Round Midnite jazz bar.. quite a good place to chill..


"chilli padi"(polly) and me


binghing rossman and me.. wasted...

how wise are the words of the old...

to thtose who visit my site and see no changes wat so ever for the past wekk or so.. i am not sorry for not updating my blog.. haha.. well alot has been goign on from the last day of itp to the the beginnnig of school to the loads of things that happened that will be posted on posts to come..

the old pple in the title above are rightfully our parents... pple who inevitably ae protective ..at times overtly paranoid..sometimes really naggy.. not exactly the most persuasive person around.. and more surprisingly.. my dad is into sales....

just incase you were wondring where this piece is going.. this a little slice of life that i am fortunate to have.. and i dare say i am savouring it.. while it lasts..being the yougest and only boy in my famiily makes me very particualr about things.. pampered..selfsih stubborn.. of all things... aahhh... welll i got them form my parents... NOT!!! well i am bloody obstinate and i seldom listen to their advice..well in chinese they is this saying.. bu4 ting1 lao3 ren2 yan2 ,zhi1 kui1 zai4 yan3 qian2...well how true.. i guess its the state that i am in that let tme see things differently...

well for pple who go online till the wee hours of the nite.. i think i would be seeing less of you pple in the near future maybe..( to alot i guess they are just happy that they have one less pain in the ass to tok to..hahah) wellbeen staying up late for quite along time.. and finally i burned out.. and now i am quiet sick at home.. while typing this piece over a cup of hot milo..my dad has always this habit of waking in the midst of his sleep to see if we are asleep..wel i get his warnings every nite to go sleep..adn normallly it would be at about 12 to 1...well i did not heed his advice and finally i fell... i was feeling horrible that day form scholl back.. witha running nose.. who ran a dozen marathons... sneezing continously in the most disconcerting manner..basically i screwed up my own body.. and the nites were worse... i was wrap up likea dumpling with my blanket.. with two layer of clothing on doin about 38.4 degrees c... then i woke up with immense effort to the kitchen fording the unusually cold breeze.. as it teases my body inducing shivers...i finally got to the counter top where i promptly took two panadols adn got back in bed.. only to have terrible backache, shouldache, neckache the next day from sleep in a constant position the whole night..

today feeling terrible i went to school..wat a day...