things i dunnoe wat to do about..

fuel economy or power??

to stay or to leave??

to speak to someone ... or to wait foor them to speak to me???

sleep early...or late??


tell or be told..


well its a never ending rows or q and as. or rather not so many as (answers) ..

i asked my sista recently.. and i realised.. i have weird eyes.. or a weird brain at that..

one that would kill me or drive me up some wall.. and later smash me to bits with the all natural gravity..

how gravitating is that...



well you see.. in search of the one inpractical pursuit in all things humane.. there is but one that stood through the times of men , gods, grief, pain , bliss, dust , storms, winds, blood and tears..

the search for love...

but yet at times.. this irrationale.. is cured bt a bit of somethign called pragmatism.. which inmost cases lead to a more sustainable account called marriage.. where two bliss ful pples.. get together and live blissfully for all eternity ..

and for that i pondered... not mine to.. but i did anyways.. cos i was bored..

well we (my sista and i) said in front of the tv watchign some crap soap.. then i would just pop her qs like ... how about this one?? or how about that one...and one synonymous answer came fomr my sista...


HIGH MAINTENANCE>>>>>>>.....

and in my head i was like.. SHIT....

hw could this be..

i mean i am not rich or anything..

but i look for some one who requires.. manicures and pedicures.. to trim then brows and style their eyelashes.. and do facial once in a while in some wellness spa.. to gain spiritual cleanliness.. onwwho matches her bra to her panty to her pants to her shirt to her belt to her bag to her shoes to he hair clip to her hair colour to ther hair style to her clothing tone to her theme to her pocket or in future maybe mine.... christ.. i am toast..

i need to change eyes.. anywilling donors..??