arghhhhh

it hurts... it hurtss...alot..

went to the beach with some friends on sat. x'mas..
and forgotten to put more sunblock.. in the end kena burn until i cannot make it..
i am beginning to feel like a roast pig since that day..very jialat.. the skin now.. seems to flake or crack each time i move..and the sensation is "fantastic" furthermore.. clothes must be worn with care and movement is restricted..together with the muscle ache from volleyball was killer man...

argghhhhhh!!!

voyeurism,exhibitionism

the grotesque human being or is it??

a link where one could pour out and find an outlet...

a little sumthin i read

At present both men and women have to "win" each other.

At present continual quarrels are thought to be a necessary part of family life.

At present a couple need to rest from each other from time to time.

At present men and women talk in court of law instead of bedroom.

At present men and women first become parents and then understand that they do not match.

At present men and women make the gender wars instead of love.

At present erotic is driven in underground and treated as something indecent, reprehensible and immoral whilst violence, cruelty, murders and other crimes are openly and widely shown as though normal and habitual 'facts of life'.

So it's no wonder that this loveless world slides gradually down to hell.

its a day before my school starts..

a day before my school starts and i am feeling clashy deep inside... my holidays have been full of ups and downs from my results to the frequent outings and times i spent with my friends ... before i continue to ramble on .. *music in background = "watch your back" from THE FAST AND THE FURIOUS* hence the posibility of crap that may sound so bad i may stop blogging......

this may be the one blog that is truly and explicitly true..well i got to know this girl through the holidays in fact from before..just awhile back...(by this line alot of pple must be thinking that i am a corny nerd in glasses with the classic love soap drama in my head..)she is a coincidental acquaintance i got to know on this website called "friendster" and i just added her to my list way back and only made contact just recently and she turned out to be real nice and i dun mean only her looks (although, yes being a male i am more stimulated by visuals)but she is somewat different and her intellect is fantastic..and after chattin her up i found her to be extraodinary or rather she evokes ones curiosity or mine in this case... ...

i hope i get to blog more often in future

un film que j'ai observé aujourd'hui (a movie i watched)

my first contri without a number for the title..feels like a fresh start.. hopefully it is..

today was slack day like some of my days free..and i thot i'd get hold of something to entertain myself so i got this vcd my sis bought.. titled "ditto" (the kind of arthouse film in singapore context..and was never screened officially in singapore)...for those who are not fond of korean sappy dramas and romance can really stop readin here and proceed to read others if you are new here..heheh..

the tale begins in 1979 where this beautiful looking lady was at her school and was crushing on this senior of hers...and in the course of it found a radio.. a ham radio to be precise..and it just flicked on in the nite after a lunar eclipse and this guy on the other end.. a ham enthusiast was looking for someone to open up to.. and coincidentally then talked...and felt good with each others company.. later they decided to meet and missed each other on the date of appointment later the guy declared that he's from the year 2000.. all this goes through a whole string of events before there finally meet... a romance between a fifty year old lady and a twenty-one year old chap...

the ending was bitter sweet.. and the effort taken the settings and cinematographic effects is great..if you all have a chance to watch it.. pls do..

sorry to make this sound liek a film review... heheh:P

17+1

a little recipe i came across..
note the last line.. hehehe.. evil..

Flaming Lamborghini

Ingredients

1 shot of Kahlua
1 shot of Cointreau
1 shot of Sambuca
1 shot of Green Chartreuse
1 shot of Blue Curacao
1 shot of thickened cream
Method

In a large Martini glass layer the Kahlua, Cointreau, Sambuca, and on the top layer Green Chartreuse.
Fill a shot glass with Blue Curacao and another with thickened cream.
Have a friend - a friend - light the Chartreuse and hold the shot glasses.
Dip two straws in the glass and suck immediately.
Your friend should add the Blue Curacao while you are drinking, and when you get near the bottom of the glass, the cream.
Notes

The purpose of the curacao is a bit of a sweetener.
The purpose of the cream is to cool your throat down.
The purpose of the drink is to get you smashed in ten minutes.
The purpose of buying one for someone else is usually revenge.

17

ever had this feelin when you need a to hold on to something and without that you would fall into the abyssmal dimension of the lost..or something like the evil emperor after he got thrown down the long deep hole to be vapourised..

i feel like that more or less quite a number of times in my life..today is one of the days..i felt more than ever that i needed to know wat i can do.. wat i want and wat i wish to do..right now i feel just like a wat was said in "you've got mail".. that i am but a lone reed ... but not that i am defying the currents of commerce but more of being swayed by the winds of change ... all of a sudden things i have done look all too much like a big mistake..

sometimes i even get my gender confused... just joking..

i just wish that there is a way i could read myself like a book.. and know which step to take in this giant board of chess that i have put my life at stake to play...