expectations..

i think my expectations in life.. is unreal..

i feel that one day i may get crush by my eyes.. or in someway.. kinda at least..

well whenever i see something..i have expectations for it.. but wat if it falls short??


and then i move on.. but not all things are disposable.. wat if its something you can't undo??

hmm

well i guess this is ultimately the human process..

lets pop the bubbly.. not just yet..

hmmm.. where should i even begin.. lets see new song..

a new beginning i guess..

well instead of les brown.. i am still sticking to diana krall..wat a relief.. as i was just about to get bored of the songs that i have.. the one playing in the back ground so rescued me..

non of the big swing.. but boy.. she sure sooths me...

well.. enuff of a fabulous singing blonde whom i dunnoe..

recently a frined of mine.. wanted to introduce some gal to me.. and well common sense would tell you that it probably ccrashed and burnt and well wat good could come out of it.. almost,.. and those with common would be able to tell.. that.. yes..it is indeed smoked..

then thinks got here and there.. and now we are platonic.. not a bad feeling.. just a pity considering she is smart and pretty... guys now must be thinking she is some wonder.. but to bad we just dun mix.. so no choice lah..

then a couple a weeks back.. throgh sheer chance i got hitched..this time to an acquaintance for sometime.. well things are warming up.. but not sure how things will go..hmmm we'll see..

its so wierd.. when you like someone.and you hit a wall.. and at times. someone likes you and he or shee hits the wall.. and thats only the beginning.. the endless equations and probability just arouses so many minds out there...

well hope things..

and if someone could.. just comb through my mind..untangle my thots..

and maybe warble alittle of diana krall.into my ears...

till i blog again..

lets pop the bubbly.. not just yet..

wat can i say... i suck..

well ns is not too bad.. kinda getting the hang of it.

and i finally got the platoon t done. thanks to benny for his immense help and his fantastic drawings..

sigh...

ever go out.. meet someone.. then ....

you dun say anything..

sigh..

i feel like some big fat failure..

well i am one to begin with i guess...

hahha

maybe i'll meet someone more alkali metals than noble gases the next time..

just maybe not caesium strong..

haha


well..

till i blog again..

hmm

ns is kinda sucky i have to say..

i mean its easy to pass...

but the experiencing part is a little gut wrenching..

but yes i am grateful for two years worth of free lodging on prime real estate.

but restricted parole and food that taste like i cooked it half awake is hardly the perfect compliments..

only being difficult and picky.. haha

but there are items a plenty that i really love and would still love to have in a place of my own..

the nightly tranquil..

without the noises on the urban city..

lush green growths.. misty mornings..and morning dewy air.


just the other day i was being drilled at night..and whilst in drill i peered toward my right side and caught a rare glimpse some could see but none really savoured.

its the new crecscent.. thin and sleek.. on a dish of sky showered with stars aplenty and over the arrangement of these condiments is a veil of a light rainbow .. pianting the pale moon a multitude of colours.

mesmerizing.

i am in camp.. haha

i am in ns.. so blogs will be less frequent then ever..

to all those who pop by .. thanks and take care..

till i blog again..

erm.. ok..

ok.. i am kinda into horoscopes.. (well not the everyday before i am out of the house that kinda fanatic)

well here is something i saw on friendster.. hmm..

liar??i feel so cheated.. haha..

well i think this must fake except all the good parts... hahah


ARIES - The Liar
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one
to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser
EXTREMELY adorable. Loves
relationships, Addictive. Loud. 16
years of bad luck if you do not
forward.

the bad luck part is well..just some silly superstition..hahha:P

till i blog again..

sorry for not blogging for so long..

but my post just cannot make it..

somehow went i post it disconnects.. sigh..