to all

find bliss where you stand..

amidst a greenest pasture...see not the greatness of the growth.. but of the ones that are all around you...un spoilt.. untouched.. to the smallest shrub...

i saw and i trembled..

i watched a show.. good but i trembled..

how far will you go for a dream>???

how far and wat is your dream?

for some survival is but a wink away amidst sun and rain and earthen anger sat awaiting.. only to explode and consume all in its way...quite alikened a worry set to unsettle..

and then in all it seemed all over.. it swept again.. through flames... through fire.. wind.. sand.. storm and water..... survival was the lean... the part that truly mattered...

for some its wealth both of the sprit and the mind...some to line their pockets.. with gold and all fleeting..the eye for glam and human.. the tongue that touch and feel not real but for the heavens do see in all but the seeming beauty that has been lay or created in value by non other then the parasite we call man....

some of us.. stare in utter glory in things.. some in bitter soar sour.. though half see half hearing.. do come to hate for no apparence in reason nor rhyme...

close thy eyes.......... see through those windows... of pale black and white... and levitate ... flock toward and ideal ... one not carved out of stone or stick...admire.. those for hath with no regard...for creations...but live for wat has been.. as it should have been....


utter nonsense and half awakened ramblings.. from that of a stranger.. once held this world so close.. now feel so far..

myloh..

dreaming

i dreamt again.. this time in broad day light..


i was so happy i sang.
haha

riddles..

i feel me shallow

but issit poossible that one is never infatuated or smitten??

stupid i know.. but just bouncing around.. hoping someone will answer..



well... bloggin on..

a post of riddles...

i am peeved.. as ever in the midst of peace i finally sort amidst the busy swarms that chase me up and over..dales and swarm.. through niceties and grims...shook my sould and razed my heart in flames.. while appeasing it with a gush of sudden cold... i lay unalive for bemidst my pain i feel a spark.. yet each time i beckoned upon it to set the smallness of my hearts aflame..








deeply i drank from a stream as it filled my thirst...yet i yearn for more.. but i have not my chance anymore...

i am...

she drove me crazy .. and then .. it cooled off... and then ... it get hidden again..

i see her and liek plumes or water in slow motion do raise and flouted and send my mind

to ringing ripples... that echo back and forth in an ever vast that never ends.. yet it

rings back on high as if amidst a distant cry.. to further hear it i try .. though

harder and feint it dare try..



i am smitten..part by sight , by touch , by hearing ..... amidst i flipped and my

mind is stirred, as my heart lay thumping.. half sleeping .. half awake... i could

barely withstand the mess that lay wrambly does grow..





to hold her tight and in warmth i'd bask... ... with her to share..my love .. thats all i ask...

its been ages..

i shall blog again..

a slight hiatus if you will...

till the swells in my heart has calmed...

M_
C_-_
A_-_-_
R_-_-_------four hath carved my heart with
Y_-_-
H_- ----------C,R,Y,A---------
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i shall blog again...

i am so late...

i am so away from this... call it a break i guess...

i have been bumming around...

sigh... i feel like i am but this ball in the pin ball machine..

at times i am not sure if i got something.. or if i actually made it

and later when it comes..

i kinda think i get it then... then later... it slips away...

its kinda like i lack the patience or something.. i seem to be hounding after things




it lays behind bars from which the spot it drops forms a cage that imprisons me from

edging out and trying again..

i feel dreamy ...

i see her..

so many times..

she sends me aloft...

a tingle down my spine...

a zap from sky do thunder down..



i'm smitten..