vulnerable

i feel it at times.. or most of the times.. we are always in need to hold up something and how it isn't penetrable or somethign of such measure.. it seems to feel that much more present today than in others.

you know when pple say its alright ot show the world your softer side or that being vulnerable is not a bad thing but please.. this sounds damn ass cliche and honestly such advse could and would have been plain suicidal if everyone is to be as such. well cos technically we as humans won all do it.. they are bound to be some pple who would be twisted enuff to manipulate pple knowing their vlunerabilities..

quintessentially.. after all has been said and done.. we as humans are becoming more and more aware of the dangers that may be.. and looking at the impending trent that is developing and enveloping the world..i daresay.. days when individuals segregate and the whole world turns cold is such a not so distant future...

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went out today.. not that i dun alwaiz.. but it was different today.. it was just dinner.. but it was kinda nice.. in a simple sort of way. its been a long time since just calling someone out fo dinner.. well today i asked wanlu out.. a poly mate whom i hardly contacted in ages.. sadly.. but we did get acquainted so i thot it good to hang out and be updated sorts. it all turned out pretty nice.. or in a weird sense seeing two individuals muttering nothings and being unable to take reigns on things.. well more like one party was being polite and cordial by saying anything would do.. the other would not want to impose upon any thing which may come across as not so pleasant to the other perons.. hence moments of waiting and indecisive behaviour emerges.. but thankfully we manage to get some spot.. to grab grub..and this time it was a case of the person and not the food.. where eating really is the company.. and te food may have turned cold or may not be as delicious as expected .. well all is forgotten.. all that is held in opinion is the perons and the content exchanged..

it was a pleasant dinner