a long tail.

wat started as an inspired anecdote is goign to mutate into a draggy novela.

through all the quirks i've been through this has to be the motherload.

i always thot that live would be alittle smoother.. but it seems that my faith is unfounded..and it by itself is not the basic reason for this baseless grumbling over the minuscule particle called bytes which i am occupying.

well first thing on handd would be an immense apology.. not sure this works..but it feels kinda like i have let this blog down abit.. a long un foretold hiatus.. or just sheer abandonment.. has left with me with a limp wrist and a lacking of motivation to write.

its one of thos e periods when everything and anything is happening.. and some days are so beautiful that you would stop to see the sky and the clouds roll by and the birds chirp.. and i can telll you those days were absolutely scenic. but some how.. over the unfurling ofthe day.. many uglies overcast the day and turn it into poop.

well updates... started going to beach volley.. trying to head down every weekend. but can;t cos . last week got guard.. next weekend got wedding.. sigh..missing two weeks in a go.. sure wish i dun lose momentum.

beginning to miss rowing.. alot.. ALOT.. i so wanna go back to rowing.. gliding down a flat surface of water on a scull..the exhilirating peace.. haha..
but at the same time hoping to take up wake boarding.

spent a hundred -ish for a shirt for my sisters wedding..

bought a gift for sijin for 2 hundred - ish.

Oh.. which brings me to.. me and Sijin.. Sijin.. is this person (felt almost wanting to put her down as fairy like being) whom i met at a seven eleven in singapore. and then later "had feelings." but in recent times.. things has changed.. no more loving phone calls.. touchy sweet dollops for messages. weet nothigns.. ample smiles.. lovely pictures.. sweet thots and memories. and not forgetting webcam moments. but i guess the ending was foreseen by many .. as long as they had eyes.. they could and would be able to see where is would have gone and it happened to have gone jsut there.. after some not answering.. and not replying.. i think we are over.. much as i not wish for it to be.. it is.. sad but true..

well at this point in time i guess eveyone must be thinking i am some shallow ass who is only after looks..
well yes.. i agree... i am into girls with looks.but it is the first point on contact.but that would be besides the point.. because.. i liked her.. for her ability to accept me..and her enthusiasm toward me..it was never b4 kinda thing..and it deeply affects me.. knowing that no one has ever done that and perhaps no one ever would..

just sorry to see her go.. but it would be wats best for her too.