i dun stay single long enuff.

well thats wat one of my frineds said.. or commented on.. and it was more like.. can;t you stay single for a moment..to be honest.. i find detachment a horror.. i cannot leave without hugs and cuddles.. sometimes i want hugs so much i hug myself.. wait.. that is wrong.. i mean.. i dun do that..

clears throat...hahah

well. to be absolutely honest.. i am verypicky..

so picky infact that.. i doubt anyone would be able to meet the specs of the thing or woman i want..i mean you cna buy shoes with compromises.. and/or buy many pairs of shoes..but you can never have too little woman.. one is all there is.. well sometimes i doubt my self in things i do.. and in this case its no exception.. every gal that i know. has good points and bad.. but the good points may be magnified.. unless the bad ones are so huge then it would be a different story..

luckily for me.. my brain would sometime slip into gear to make rational decisions.. and i am thank full for some made..

irrational ones from the heart ar a whole new kettle of fish.. its really a case of the one you love and the one you know your parents would agree to.. somethign like that.. i am lucky my current is a pretty good mix of both..

my previous.. well.. it was a bad case of heart.. so bad i could have carved mine out and gave it to her..she was a phantasmal being.. one that would have only been able to aexist in a world or nobuo tetsuya's music and would have looked picture perfect in a cosplay costume standing right next to squak lionheart in ffVIII something..

well all in all.. i dunnoe how long it will last.. and i am not sure.. and i am just praying..that this one.. that has come by my life and has miraculously entered my life at this juncture.. i am eternally grateful..