i dunnoe if this is normal.. but i seem to be puzzled about this subject..
you see couples in the streets holding hands.. the pecks the words..
and the paradox comes and hit you like a bus when some punk who just flopped at it
tells you : "It sux!!!! Stay single..go be a monk or something...."
and the other guy would be huggin his gal in one hand most passionately saying: "Its
like heaven...utterly indescribable... like having godiva chocolates ina warm bubble
bath with cocoa oils with ten nymphets around you.. massagin your every bone
(or somewhere around there)...OH!!(at this moment he holds her even tighter and they
look into each others eyes and you want to run away to go look for a bucket)
sorry to be diggin into this pit hole which has drowned many over the eons since its
very existence.. but its in our face hence the question.. and it kinda kicked me in
today.. hence i am here trying to push it out and have some poor soul reply..
partially cos i was doing abit of studying today when i took a break and stumbled
upon a corner in kino full of books on astrology..(close friends of mind would know i
tend to believe in it)
and most are about love..and one i found actaully mentioned..on which day i would be
in luck for love..and i am bloody single..so..ermm..
some how i miss that feeling..the one where you hold someone in your heart with all
your fantasies (guys, dun stray) and your hopes of wat she could and may be in your
life to come..in simple english a crush... well there is one... but i am unsure ...
sigh.. this is my first crush on a girl younger than me... should i?? should i not..
sigh..
in anycase... i wish..
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