have you ever.

have you ever had a day you thot would be great.. but turned out to be the worst day of your life?

well think of it this way.. my life is crumbling to bits.. and i am dying..and jsut when everything was thot to be normal.. some one throws you a block of c4..

there are so many tings i wanted to do.. but i could never

i wanted to tell this girl i was really into her.. but i couldn't

i wanted to do better but i couldn't

i wanted to grab hold of my life.. but i couldn't

i wanted to end my life.. but i couldn't

i wanted so much just to live life with no worries but i couldn't

i wanted so much honest to my parents but i couldn't

i wanted so much to be confidnet. but i couldn't

i have many wants.... so many i wish i were a monk..



If only i could read her mind and sense her thots..if only..