since 16th nov 2008

oh my.. oh my .. oh my .. oh my..

i am in such shite man..

i have fallen and then i have ousted myself from it again.

i am glad that i am able to meet alot of gorgeous women in my life i truly am.

i am really really really grateful

cos my eyes gets so much exercise.

but i am still single..

i begin to wonder if there is something wrong with me.

i shall try to list it out..
on second thot.. its too many..

holy cow..

they are pple i chat up.. make friends.. laugh.. make jokes.. shop..

they was one whose character was so lovable.. for awhile i was swooned..

then there are a FEW who have the sweetest smiles...

one who has amazing taste.. or can somehow make the most ordinary clothing look like PHWOAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

one who has the softest skin...

one who was amazingly sexy...

one who is unobviously sexy .. to her its oblivion.. to me its like a vinyl sticker all over me..

a few whom have lips i wanna kiss when there speak...

one who is fantastic in no matter wat hairstyle..

one who only has one hairstyle..

one who has had the same kind of hair.. but hell of alot of style..
the kind that should appear on those women with power ads.

one who doesn't really speak english.. but she knows i love you.. and she says it so much..

one whom i bumped into out of no where and she was cute fab sexy well spoken tall sweet nice smile but ..... married...

so after all this.. and its only in the passed week or so.. i think i shall devote my soul to singlehood.. cos honestly.. i am baffled..

i still know that i have these really beautiful gorgeous fantastic magnificent amazing incredible outrageous and blah blah friends..

but i guess its easier as friends i guess..

or maybe i just tumble too easily into the friend zone..

hmmmm

twirl..

before i dive into some french stuff i got at the book fair.. yes.. i went to the book fair.. shocking..

well not really.. just that for a book fair that is held by "harris" well its like.. erm... not that bad. but some how i do have doubts about their marketing scheme.. not too sure it really working the way it's intended..

well.. its not really borders...

people still cannot shake off the popular thing..

well.. the title is twirl.. plainly because my brain is no longer some knotty noodly thing .. i thinkpretty soon.. i'll transform it into some pate looking thing which is all kinda swirl twirly.. think sundae..

well its like this.. i am with this gal.. well more like.. i think.. cos she is 7 hours flight away.. with really hardly any communication.. replies come like a stork sends them.. but when they come. its sweet like you ate a tonne of miracle fruit cos it makes everything feels great..but it later just blows off.. and how long is this going to last.. its been like this for 2 years..almost..

i thot at some point.. we kinda broke up.. cos i was saying somethign along the lines of.. how about we remain as friends and when we meet we'll pick up from there.. then she disconnected..

so i thot.. ok.. single and i shall pick up from there..

saw this really nice gal.. and thot .. it should be nice to hang out with.. no intellectual barrier.. no language barrier... she wows the shorts off me.. very pretty.. sweet voice.. fair skin.. essentially you get the geez..

but her being the shy sort..it was hard to get her out.. until recently.. i managed to.. but.. on the date itself. i got a message from this the 7 hours away gal..

i felt like some curse was there...

its like whenever i felt like i should move on.. the "fates" would send post-its about the (one you met by chance).. it like serendipity.. the movie.. except..the guy in the show was gettign married.. which is worse.. so i ain complaining. but how long more do i have to wait...

i just wish they was a sure sign...

in the meantime i guess its platonic friends then.. sadly.. can;t put my foot down.. disappointed with myself

max payne..

the movie sucked
wat can i say.. as aguy who played the game too many times.. the movie is a goner.. aptly called a ripoff.. holy mother.. you follow all the names and characters but not the story line.. even if somethign unexpected is supppose t turn out.. how does it fit?

and worse still mark wahlberg for this?

same goes for hitman.. it was such a miss.. a big headed baldy for the hitman..

noted .. alot of pple say.. the two roles above should have gone to jason statham...

how did these guys even get approval to shoot this..


bored tired.. swooned.

choices.

i know life are full of choices..

btu sometimes when one is as good as the other how would you know?

also wat if its not a matter of one from the other but one from maybe 5..

its so boggling. literally shite..

well i sure wish i could be more decisive..

btw.. i just landed myself in so much shite..

liek numero uno shito..

i fell.

and so deep too...

i've never been in so deep..

think i'm stuck.

oh .. love is a gawdy issue ..really..

lovelovelovelovelleaoaloeakokoskaiwliakslajd

honestly.. once you try to type it repeatedly it does get a tad blurry..

alot of pple lose sight of things.. and i have to say. i'm not really helping..

and writing a lover issue themed blogroll over a bogroll and topgear playing in the

adjacent window doesn;t really help.

well the thing is .. love should be love passion and obsession..

but in the current society.. where pple dun live as long as just enough to discover they are naked..eat an apple.. cover themselves with leaves and make out..

we need alot more to substantiate a relationship these days..

its alot to worry about..

how to find..

the perfect girl/guy

how to see if he or she is the "perfect one"

then.. you date..

but if you weren't happy with it..

breaking up.. involves war for awhile.. then finally a break which leaves both sides in abit of a dog's breakfaast.

much later.. the guy may feel guilt and decide to go at it the second time.. cos maybe she'd have changed.. or vice versa.. you know the guy gal thing.. i am really not that diligent..

then after he or she foudn the perfect one..

the marriage becomes an issue.. where to register.. where to hold the dinner.. which church.. etc..

then.. the flat.. or the condo.. or the island..

then.. kids.. boy or gal..

then...like wth..



so as you can see. the story is plenty complicated.. arrrrghhh...

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the thing is this..

there are so many love stories in my life.

i'm not saying they are all mine.

mine are always the i have a crush on you sorta thing...
so no resolution on that i guess.. hahah..

well.. wat made me write this piece would really be a friend's situation.. and i am god thankful tt the tumultuous times are mostly over..

its a case of not enough communication.. imprecise communication.. insecuritities..

alot of guessing.. and worse still both parties of the couple were my friends.

the girl happen to be one of my closest friends .. while the guy happens to be one of the guys that i happen to just be able to clique on things mostly.. and we were classmates.

when the conflict began i felt guilt cos i intriduced them to each other initially..

then later i got really guilt ridden..

the girl confided in me about the stuff.. and i had to be impartial..

whilst the guy was being all silent.. and irresponsive..

i was getting worried..

i was afraid.. that it might have been over cooked...


well.. just so you know.. all is well.. i honestly wish things will get better and stay better for a long long long long time for these two at least..

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

FORGIVE ME BUT THIS HAS TO BE DONE IN CAPS..

BECAUSE I AM HUGELY DISAPPOINTED BY SERVICE IN SINGAPORE...

THE THING IS.. THEY EXPECT YOU TO UNDERSTAND.. BUT WE KEEP ALL THE BRAGGING STUFF ABOUT US BEING SO EFFICIENT AND ALL THAT LA DIDA..

HONESTLY. FALL OVER AND HIT A TREE OR SOMETHING.. ITS A HIDEOUS SCAB ON THE IMAGE THAT IS BUILT UP IN ALL OTHERS MINDS. AND ALOT OF EXPATRIATES ARE SAYING SINGAPORE IS A BRILLIANT PLACE COS THEY COULD HIRE SOMEONE TO DO STUFF FOR THEM.. AND COME ON.. TO BE DEADLY HONEST.. IF YOU ARE RICH.. ITS FINE HERE.. COS.. MONEY REALLY DOES MAKE THE WORLD GO ROUND.. BUT THE THING IS.. IN A COUNTRY THAT WHIPS ITS CITIZENS ON THEIR BACKS TO TOIL ALONG AND DRAG-ON FOR THE ECONOMY.. ITS EFFICIENCY IS APPALLING...


I DUN NORMALLY GET CHEESED OFF AND YELL AND PPLE.. I NORMALLY WOULD PUMMLE THEM TO PULP FIRST.. THEN STAB THEM.. THEN YELL AT THEM..BUT TODAY IT WAS SERIOUSLY THE LAST STRAW... I CALLED A CERTAIN COMPANY S*****B ABOUT SOME SERVICES.. AND BECAUSE OF SOME BLITHERING BUFFOON BLABBING SOME BLIGHTY BONKERS BICKERED BOLLOCKS THROUGH THE BLOODY PHONE..AND ITS SOME CUSTOMER SERVICE "HOTLINE" MUST BE SO HOT.. COS I CALLED IT ALMOST 7 TIMES IN 30 MINUTES AND CAN'T GET THROUGH..AND EACH TIME I CALL.. I HAVE TO WAIT FOR SOME NUMBNUTS TO TALK ME THROUGH WHICH BUTTON TO PRESS AND THE LATEST PROMO.. AND AFTER LIKE A THOUSAND BUTTONS LATER.. SORRY.. ALL OUT CUSTOMER SERVICE OFFICERS ARE CURRENTLY UNAVAILABLE.. PRESS ONE TO HAVE US GET BACK TO YOU... OR HANG UP TO END THE CALL.

DO YOU BLOODY THINK I CALLED YOU SO MANY BLOODY TIMES TO FUCKIN HANG UP???

DO I LOOK LIKE A BLOODY HUMPBACK MARSHMALLOW STUMP TO YOU?

WAT SORT OF BLARDY HOTLINE IS THAT?

IS HOTLINE MORE LIKE BOLLOCKS LINE FOR PETE'S BLOODY SAKES..

I'M NOT SOME ANAL ANORANK MOANING ABOUT ALL THIS CRAP.. BUT THE LAST TIME I CALLED TO COMPLAIN ABOUT AN AWARD WINING DESIGN MP3 PLAYER..I GOT THE SAME BLEEDING DIDDLY AND DOO-DAH..

FOR HOLY MOTHER OF GOSH SAKES.. DONOT CALL IT A HOT LINE UN LESS.. ITS A I CALL YOU PICK UP THING.. AND IF YOU WANT TO PROVIDE ANY FORM OF CUSTOMER SERVICE.. PROVIDE THE BLOODY CUSTOMER SERVICE.


OTHER WISE.. GO SCREW YOURSELVES.

you belong to me..

this is a really nice song.. amazingly from shrek..

i really had no idea.. well.. i loved it at first listen..

yum..


for your listening pleasure too if you find it.. or found it.



Lyrics | Jason Wade - You Belong to Me lyrics