regrets...

I wish i could turn back time really teally.. either to change my decision or to not have met her at all.. all through she was it.. filling my mind.. dibilating my body.. driving me nuts.. and then i did the inconceivably stupid thing and let go.. i hate my self so much that i know that if i were to leave the world tomorrow or write a will .. her name would be in it.. thinking about her leave me in gasps and wishful moments of wonder.. seeing her was pure torment.. seeing that she is to wed left me lost for words..

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