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coincidence??luck??

ever believed in such things..like chance and luck..

it seems that every time whne you ae in dire need for something and when you dun need it. you won't find it.. but when you are just lazing around you will just see it..
you get wat i am trying to get at..

then in some cases.. when your luck is better..you get wat you want..

like today..
i started my day with a smooth ride to school ..and later.. i did a bit of studying and stuff.. then came my bonus..
went to meet up with a really nice frend of mine..
for lunch and a movie... got to watch avery long engagement..super man..have been wanting ot see that show fro so long since i saw the poster.. then now finally.. hhahahahaha

so the rest is as such.. in the mean time i'm still here typing...

haste..not such a bad thing afterall...

MARCH:
Attractive personality.sexy. Affectionate.Shy
and
reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest,
generous
and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity.
Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others.
Easily
angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and
returns
kindness. Observant and assesses others.
Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize.
Loves
traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in
choosing partners. Loves home decors.
Musically
talented. Loves special things. Moody.

i was beginning to wonder if i've been taking things too hard..
today on valentines day.. cleared up loads from my mind..

feels great to be free of worries...

may sound like i am nuts but i really like someone..but i was ready enough to let go...feels stupid... but.. its only through do i realsie.. i like her..but.. it feels good to let such things go with the flow...

holding my breath...

okok.. no pun intended as in i dunnot have bad breath .. and hence the title..hehe

well
today.. would be one of the down days..haven been feelin like this since a few months back i guess..

i am beginning to wonder if i am who i wish to be..
and i am seriously doubting myself and my ability to survive on this planet..

well today.. for one reasion i felt ..helpless..hopelessly helpless..
i was in front of my computer.. and reading this one other perosn blog.. to check for updates.. and surfing the net aimlessly..all through i had someone.. in my mind..even till now..pple who have read this must have found it boring by now.

well i miss this girl and i kinda like her.. but.. i am at this point of not knowing how close am i to love or like..all i feel towards this person is an attraction... and it has been ever isnce i first saw her and established contact with her...worse was when i said we could be friends at one point.. and it made me regret till this day..

should i just give up???
should i just give up???
should i just give up???
should i just give up???
should i just give up???
should i just give up???
should i just give up???
should i just give up???
should i just give up???
should i just give up???
should i just give up???
should i just give up???
should i just give up???
should i just give up???
should i just give up???
should i just give up???
should i just give up???
should i just give up???
should i just give up???
should i just give up???
should i just give up???
should i just give up???
should i just give up???
should i ....

butterfly in the subway

this must be my umpteenth entry about you've got mail..but.. a closet romantic as i am .. has and is still very much in love with the film...ahhaha

well today its sheer coincidence..i was takin a regular bus ride when i saw this scene that is delightfully coincidental..many of you must be thinking taht i am on some coloured cloud whispering words of the unknown to my own peewee of a brain...but this is for real...

in you've got mail..

"Once I read a story about a butterfly in the subway, and today I saw one. It got on at 42nd and off at 59th, where I assume it was going to Bloomingdale's to buy a hat that will turn out to be a mistake. As almost all hats are."

in a day in myloh's life...

on the supposed lonesome and stuffy ride back to school.. i was greeted by this pleasant surprise of having a humming bird appear infront of my very eyes in the bus.. although it was kinda painful seeing the bird trying to get out.. but always flying into the glass.. some ignorant fool was trying so hard to swat it.. like it was a mutant housefly..thank god he stopped.. he was going to poke someones eye out for god's sake..and people were so bent on wackin it..can't they just sit stilll and marvel and a sight of nature that most of us dun get to see sometimes in our entire life in flesh...instead of trying to wack it..althoughi would agree that it is a tad bit distracting to those who want to sleep and the driver..but strangely enough .. the bus driver was not the least bothered...

someone please tell me why..does the concrete jungle we live in.. only treasure wildlife when we see them in the zoos???

something from someone....

just someone lost in the vast sea of colourful people in the world.. trying to get my bearings and walk down the right path in life.

of all the people in the world, who are u?
have u got all u ever dreamt of?
are u getting all that u want? or are u settling for sth less coz u cant be bothered to make the effort to try or coz u are complacent?
whats ur full potential? how do u reach the most of what u can be? will u knw when u r there?
have u found ur place in the world?

i haven't...

msn messenger...

ever noticed how the society seems to urge people to break out of their own shells but with few people able to do so.. the spirit of individualism has arisen from this trend of trying to out do others.. most have chosen to diverge their energy and show wat they could be as one self and hope fully stand out of the crowd.

like msn messenger..many have used it and have you ever stopped to wonder.. the nicks or aliases that are on there are limited only by our imagination..

eg.

to people who read this.. if your nick is here pls dun sue me for copyright or anything..hehe

*expectations are the root to all heartaches
*positive attitudes does wonders
*to the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world
*all i can see when i see you, is you being the perfect imperfect person you are
*guys pls treat your gal like you precious even after you've got her..
*pissed
*relationship revolves around one thing: communication
*what a html day
*a body without a soul, every secong is pain
*a problem worthy of attack , proves it worth by fighting back
*can i have the last laugh?

well the above are some examples..
just how do we i dentify ourselves??
apart form our names and our personality..
our behaviour..
wat exactly hits us and points us out as an individual??

penny for your thots...