blogger is going nuts...

blogger sis goign nuts.. or issit just me.. my blog has prob processing it self.. pictures can't be published.. and as long as i paste sometingn in my blog it does not ocme out.. or looks like.. shit... gosh.. shite man..

i need a saviour.. haha

silver lining??

you know the times when entries feel stupid and you wish you hadn't wrote wat you did.. but some how it happen to be just wat you wanted to do back then..well this is one of those moments....


today was pay day.. i got my pay fomr my job at the exhib. called comex which was an IT exhib.. and i almost lost my voice but so far so good.

after typing so much i decided to just post pics i have taken randomly over few days..

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Creative booth with the blue one there..well thats where i was..


Creative with their X-FI sound card


another set of X-Fi pcs.. i was surrounded..


crowds at samsung,.. there were giving out coca-cola..


the crowd at Creative


jasmine here.. my superior.. very busy... one hand laptop.. one hand hp..sigh..


pioneer's booth.. cheap DVD players

.. the rest of the pics form the exhib will come later...

the pics below are just me feeling nostalgic and being trigger happy with my cam..heheh

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todays (contd)

(btw for those who wish to curse and swear possibly say that i am an asshole and that i should face up to reality.. feel free but reality is life sucks..)

and the more i thot of it.. the more i got upset (how upset right...) and my sis said to me.. to have absolute freedom i would be a very lonely person..

i do not wish to be.. but sometimes i am.. i think...


just in case i die.. this shall be my suicide note.. nad i am very sorry to my family and i am sorry i wasn;t a better human being..

todays

second day of "blogging" on "notepad" not the best of days.. it seems not the best of my luck also...my life is goign topsy turvy.. for one moment i thot of writing my last..well after much thot maybe i did not have the courage to do so.. or maybe i was just wallowing in self pity..today was not good.. put simply...
first was my class.. got there late..shit..then later felt tension.. cos i have been neglecting my work and this class mate of mine has been doing my part.. i felt like a bastard.. i mean if i had a chunk to do.. you could have sent me wat i needed to do.. but she did it for me.. and i felt horrible..+ over the weekend i got my mind wipe slate all clean of my work.. basically it was just not good..any explanation would only make it sound likea cover up and turn me into an even worse asshole that i already am... and wat could be worse was when i was given the chance to go for this voluntering trip to sri lanka and i thot of going .. but my mum did not allow.. and in the end.. i almost had this big tiff with my mum.. i felt like shit.. it was like why can't i and she was like saying you will have loads of opportunities in future.. but every one.. or anyone.. how many out there have really found such an opportunities in your life after working..
then after the squab.. i got really crashed.. so i called my sis.. and see wat was their view.. and it turned out that there is a trade off in all that we do.. which i felt totally sucked..i do not want to spent my holidays doing boring routine stuff.. i want a exciting memorable one.. i wanted that for my life as well but my life seem destined to be the 9 to 5 grow old get married that is IF i ever get married and havea kid or two and die..this concepts sucked.. i wish i could do more... than this platonic money driven piece of shit..
(to be continued..cos blogger has prob with long posts)

yesterdays contd(some fucking prob prevents overly long blogs..)

well at elast i am thankful that the people were all very friendly..esp this ic called noel.. he was bubbly and bouncy and aot of fun... most of the people were also pretty friendly and it was pretty comforting..but things just had to get worse.. my throat was getting worse and i was getting coarse by the day.. thank god for herbal candy man..they are the saviour man or else i would have lost my voice..

and during the show.. i have to say.. people still think sex sells..i see wat those "promo models" are and it seems year by year more and more companies are employing them..issit that men are mindless people who buy with their balls for guides??i mean some looked horrible.. figure wise.. fine.. but some are really kinda overly exposed??and some have really bad makeup done.. basically ... kinda like bapo show.. except for maybe a few..or maybe cos i am a face guy cos i look at girls in their face and not their ass...

then they was the crowds..who are all about free gifts..and thats about it... its like shit man.. can't you guys be human ?? its free but some are really like crap..as in the free gifts.. but youguys are just out to grope some..gosh..

i guess cos i was the speaker and seeing crowds splitting after a free gift session was crap.... but well maybe i would have been the same if i were there..

then there is the closure.. finished wat i set out to do..more or less and i guess i would have done somethings different or otherwise ...

my head is beginnig to feel fuzzy..

shutting down..

yesterdays

sorry but blogger when hay wire on me yesterday.. it seems inevitable but my frequency of blogging has been circumstancially cut down..been doing loads of talking over the weekends and up till now my voice has gone all hoarse.. and basically i can't be worse.. i feel really sick and it seems life got a flip for the worse.. lets see.. i fell all exhausted.. and sorry for the pictureless blogs cos i am not really feeling up to it anyways.. lets see some ups and downs.. for those who think you can bear the bore you may read on.. but the rest.. dun bother if you feel bored already.. overall the shows i did were pretty successful but as i said in my previous post life kinda sucked..cos omse bastards have no consideration for peoples ears..and then after got to know this girl from comex..and she was very pretty... i know wat you guys are goign to say.. well.. i am no chi ko peh.. but its a fact that she's pretty.. she is like a cross of akane soma and lindsay lohan..pretty was kinda an understatement..but well its one of those acquaintances..that brush you past..then after.. was horrors again..i was suffering fomr OMO syndrome.. cos i was manning my booth and i was alone.. apart fomr there i have not much time to go to the restrooms etc.. even filling up my water bottle was horrible.. i could only do it during meal time. which is incredibliy short cos i gotta rush abck to make sure the stalls dun get empty for too long..
(the rest in the next entry)

long itme since.. and more long time before...

it has been such long time since i got in touch with you pple and my blog.. well my job is a little of halves..its both rewarding and entertaining... but sometimes a pain.. at times i feel i am goign to lose my head.. esp today when i got two mega sized soeakers who ah pointed toward my booth.. fyi.. my booht was about the size of the speaker k.. gosh.. i was pissed.. and those pricks are like tellng me.. that people cannot hear,, and i was about o go death man... wtf is in your head.. bewt its not brains siah..well today saw quite a number of pple from poly and even my parents came today.. haha.. it was hilarious.. and so far.. reviews have been good.. hehhehe..(yayaing*.... hhehe)

well this job may be nice but i miseed quite abit of wat i am to do or used to do.. i used to go online till the wees of the night. but now can't afford to.. and well i missed havving conversations with alot of my pals online.. now it seems when i finally got online there are not around.. sigh..

ARGHH....


well i hope to come back with more to tell..
till i blog again..