Struck.. dead struck

here she is.. and with a moment of elation that supersedes all else..

.. well the story was like this..

about a month ago.. i was attached..but then..i got ditched.(for details read earlier posts.)

and for a few weeks after.. i've lost taste for all things really..
it was front after front..i felt like knifing myself cos of the guilt
caused.. but regardless..its good to see that me and my ex are on friendly good terms once more..at least on the surface.. (maybe under it.. there is a simmering sense of resentment.. who knows..) well i clawed on..

it was different.. after the relationship..one feels alittle numb..
not so much up and ready like.. when you are in it..i was totally sapped.

and then.. came the issue about a friend who thought that i was interested in his love interest.. and then.. i felt like busting a cap in my temple..

seriously felt like dying..cos i asked her( my friend's love interest) out to just make a number cos a frined had free tix and also ask my frined along to mould things up with the girl.. but he could not make it.. and then some hoohah later.. things fell back into place.. hopefully..

the above which all happened in about a duration of a month..(wat a life i have)

and then.. remember the part i said about a friend of mine and a friend's love interest?? well us three went to sentosa for a night out.. some concert thingy at del mar.. but we got bored.... and she had to leave early so me and my friend went to get a drink. and deciding that del mar over charges and although he owes me money .. i dun want to kill him.. we decided on 7-11 instead. only to meet a bunch of gals from Korea who were lodging nearby (hotels on sentosa) coming round to grab some grub. One of them caught my eye.. but i thot it a fluke and decided to move on.. then later..when i was near the drink sect. there she was again.. trying to figure which was the "cherry beer" or cherry flavoured liquour.. which i then pointed out to her.. and then we started to converse and later we started taking pictures.. exchanging email addresses and eventually we arrive at the point of when we departed for our drinks and them back to their lodgings.

a couple of days later.. got an email from her.. and now.. it has evolved into a starburst LDR..

seems almost too good to be true.. having seen so many love song mtvs..

of course.. one would hope for something like this to last..







feel like i could fly.

ecstacy.