ever had this feelin when you need a to hold on to something and without that you would fall into the abyssmal dimension of the lost..or something like the evil emperor after he got thrown down the long deep hole to be vapourised..
i feel like that more or less quite a number of times in my life..today is one of the days..i felt more than ever that i needed to know wat i can do.. wat i want and wat i wish to do..right now i feel just like a wat was said in "you've got mail".. that i am but a lone reed ... but not that i am defying the currents of commerce but more of being swayed by the winds of change ... all of a sudden things i have done look all too much like a big mistake..
sometimes i even get my gender confused... just joking..
i just wish that there is a way i could read myself like a book.. and know which step to take in this giant board of chess that i have put my life at stake to play...
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