so-ne-la

so-ne-la is nine in cherokee for the uninitiated...

today spent some bit of time having some fun with my friend(she is really just a friend and i am still single.. hahah) joyce.. a bit of fun amidst the dilemmas that life has been throwing at myself or that i have thrown at myself...
i sometimes think of why some pple just go over the edge... most cases over the edge of a really tall building does it really bring about the sense of peace or that it really releases the soul and brings them to a more peaceful realm??? recently alot of "down the building" cases have been heard of..just hope that those pple could find something to hold them back..

today went out with a primary school friend joyce.. have not seen her in ages and boy have she changed.. most of us did..i did not really got in contact if not for certain incidents that occured.. so today was like a brother sister "outing" and it was quite fun going to the karaoke... then this joyce friend started to tell me of my palm.. she apparently picked it up from some where.. i was not sure of wat she said though a little doubtful.. even though i kinda am a believer in the horoscopes i have to agree that alot i can't be sure off the "predictions" cos i seriously could not prove it...heheh

i finally flatten out some folds through me "day off" with my friend.. it took my mind off enough to let me see certain things thats been going on.. (that shows a rest is good).. well i kinda screwed up during an "engagement" with a friend..not hostile but i kinda can't find the word for it at the moment..well it turned out really bad i was all tongue tied and stuff.. well i got into a little bit of a mess and when i was asked to explain wat was going on within my self i was even more tongue-tied and ended up gabbling away...well to whom it may concern if you read this..i need a little confirmation from you but your answers were pretty vague and i did not mean to push you for it but i think i kinda snapped out at the moment and just really screwed up.. hope you get this..

well personal stuff aside.. got work to do..

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