a sunday..

some one is on a plane today... someone who used to imprint my day.. ..

in english some pple say "rose-tinted glasses"

well my case was more like "HER-tinted glases"..


and it gets worse..


well thats the past..

more about it in future posts maybe..





well today is sunday..

and its today i joined my friends in a churcch cell grp for a bit of fun..

heard of shi zi lu kou??

well its chinese it kinda translates to the culinary crossward puzzle sorts..

pics below..


the "gang"


salad @ tcc

well.. its was funzz.. but exhausting.. andd frankly.. it was filling..

haha..

after the exhaustion we all sat down at star buck for a cuppa..

before i headed for dinner.. and a flick before i flicked home..


and here i am..

tired still..

something all of us seek.. but few would ever find..

this sentence rang in my head and shook me..

something all of us seek.. but few of us shall ever find..

it illustrates.. nothing concrete and definite..

an ideal.. or a astral projection of somesorts..

issit always as it is??

or isst??

just moment before work begins..



a stretch before a days rest..




the embrace of a loved one..



the bliss of living..



the peace in life..



to look into the eyes of another... experience joy diffusing.. pain conducting.. sadness overwhelming...



the urge to feel.. to touch.. to taste.. to see.. to smell.... the world. in all its unworldlyness...



we feel divine..



in the depths of mortal doings and believes.. principles and standards..



we hope to find.. abit of simplicity..



peace..



and a moment..



i found many.. and i am thankful for the moments the pple in them..the places they were in..



yet still i search for that one... who shall stop all that moves.. and still my minds eye..



but the search is hard... lots of trial.. and so far all errors..



a leap of faith... with but two possibilities.. one wowuld be to land on the other side.. all safe and sound.. oor too arrive in an everlasting fall.. toward obliviion.. untill you have finaally found that one other who would find you and turn you fall to flight..

a nothingness from nothing.

lets see..

normally when i start a post with lets see.. it normally means. i am lost....

i was pondering.. are you single??

are you interested???

can we... go out??

the umpteeen possibilities..

before i continue..

watever that is typed out and to be typed out is purely a piece of carbuncle i ahve flicked out of my immense depth of my mangled shallow..

well look at it this way..

wat drifts and differs fomr our regualr modus operandi??

do we call it breaking?? or bending??

christmas morning...are you alright?? there was a time i saw you with with fluffy snow and an occasion snowflake.. against the warmth backdrop and cosy log fire...

of late the snow has ceased to glisten..and soiled to grey.. the logs has burnt out and the smoke diffused the room..

心中有着一万个关心。。。 面对着您的“关心”


i have no other accord but concern..

myloh

oh i see myloh again.. i mean he is soooo cute. too bad i can;t keep him
.. nah,..

well its all things myloh this week.. hehe

a day out..

went out today...

was out today...

been out today..

hmmmm.



before - after...

nvr thot i'd do this but i did anyhoes..

lets see... woke up today..as with any other.. had my morning business done watched some cartoon breakfast and out of the house..

first stop dhoby ghaut.. some how i was hungry.. so got a sandwich. and bratwurst.. its hmmmmm.. recommended.. well for my case anyways.. cos i had the alfalfa swopped out for iceberg lettuce..yummy.... crunch crunch.. and well the i ordered roast beef.. as i always do.. but only its not the stringy stingy bits that are rung dried like jerky like at some place (subway)... and the bread was all crunchy and toasty...

well one other thing.. subway isn't bad....its just the beef.. the olives???yes... gerkins??? yes....lettuce??? yes... onions and tomatoes?? NO..

and last but not least.. please not bread that turns mushy...ewww...


------- well enuff sandwich business..
i also happen to find a drink dispenser that dispenses HOT CANNED drinks.. like in japan.. oh yes.. and i found the milk tea i ahev missed so much.. yummy.. hehe


well enuff hoohaa..

after that went to harbour front met up with peihua.. cute bubbly .. not.. hehe. ok lah.. cutesy woman .. but intimidating. cos she is one of the rare few on this part of the part of this earth that is almost as tall as i am.. boohoo.. then today met up and harbourfront and went around with her to eat and shop .. quite fun but abit boring.. well headed to sentosa and caught and underwelming ride.. well it turned out to be the wrong attraction that we turned up at.. s*&t .. then headed back for more shopping..btw BIG question.. do vietnamese eat beansprouts raw?? cos i was at the orange lantern with peihua and it was gross.... well the rest was ok..

well bougth a few nice shirts .. fomr amby and fitch.. yesh finally.. i finally found it.. do they have a shop somewhere?? and heard gap is coming but its goign to be ex lah so wats the point.. sigh..

till i blog again..

Sony Mylo

how cool is that sony launching this.. its my brother man.. just myloh without the "h" oh please get me this for my bday .. plea plea plea plea...se..
hehe

things i dunnoe wat to do about..

fuel economy or power??

to stay or to leave??

to speak to someone ... or to wait foor them to speak to me???

sleep early...or late??


tell or be told..


well its a never ending rows or q and as. or rather not so many as (answers) ..

i asked my sista recently.. and i realised.. i have weird eyes.. or a weird brain at that..

one that would kill me or drive me up some wall.. and later smash me to bits with the all natural gravity..

how gravitating is that...



well you see.. in search of the one inpractical pursuit in all things humane.. there is but one that stood through the times of men , gods, grief, pain , bliss, dust , storms, winds, blood and tears..

the search for love...

but yet at times.. this irrationale.. is cured bt a bit of somethign called pragmatism.. which inmost cases lead to a more sustainable account called marriage.. where two bliss ful pples.. get together and live blissfully for all eternity ..

and for that i pondered... not mine to.. but i did anyways.. cos i was bored..

well we (my sista and i) said in front of the tv watchign some crap soap.. then i would just pop her qs like ... how about this one?? or how about that one...and one synonymous answer came fomr my sista...


HIGH MAINTENANCE>>>>>>>.....

and in my head i was like.. SHIT....

hw could this be..

i mean i am not rich or anything..

but i look for some one who requires.. manicures and pedicures.. to trim then brows and style their eyelashes.. and do facial once in a while in some wellness spa.. to gain spiritual cleanliness.. onwwho matches her bra to her panty to her pants to her shirt to her belt to her bag to her shoes to he hair clip to her hair colour to ther hair style to her clothing tone to her theme to her pocket or in future maybe mine.... christ.. i am toast..

i need to change eyes.. anywilling donors..??