riddles..

i feel me shallow

but issit poossible that one is never infatuated or smitten??

stupid i know.. but just bouncing around.. hoping someone will answer..



well... bloggin on..

a post of riddles...

i am peeved.. as ever in the midst of peace i finally sort amidst the busy swarms that chase me up and over..dales and swarm.. through niceties and grims...shook my sould and razed my heart in flames.. while appeasing it with a gush of sudden cold... i lay unalive for bemidst my pain i feel a spark.. yet each time i beckoned upon it to set the smallness of my hearts aflame..








deeply i drank from a stream as it filled my thirst...yet i yearn for more.. but i have not my chance anymore...

i am...

she drove me crazy .. and then .. it cooled off... and then ... it get hidden again..

i see her and liek plumes or water in slow motion do raise and flouted and send my mind

to ringing ripples... that echo back and forth in an ever vast that never ends.. yet it

rings back on high as if amidst a distant cry.. to further hear it i try .. though

harder and feint it dare try..



i am smitten..part by sight , by touch , by hearing ..... amidst i flipped and my

mind is stirred, as my heart lay thumping.. half sleeping .. half awake... i could

barely withstand the mess that lay wrambly does grow..





to hold her tight and in warmth i'd bask... ... with her to share..my love .. thats all i ask...

its been ages..

i shall blog again..

a slight hiatus if you will...

till the swells in my heart has calmed...

M_
C_-_
A_-_-_
R_-_-_------four hath carved my heart with
Y_-_-
H_- ----------C,R,Y,A---------
A











i shall blog again...

i am so late...

i am so away from this... call it a break i guess...

i have been bumming around...

sigh... i feel like i am but this ball in the pin ball machine..

at times i am not sure if i got something.. or if i actually made it

and later when it comes..

i kinda think i get it then... then later... it slips away...

its kinda like i lack the patience or something.. i seem to be hounding after things




it lays behind bars from which the spot it drops forms a cage that imprisons me from

edging out and trying again..

i feel dreamy ...

i see her..

so many times..

she sends me aloft...

a tingle down my spine...

a zap from sky do thunder down..



i'm smitten..

i met her...

lets see..

if not for a function called "send a smile" i probably wouldnt be here typign this.. before i move on.. happy mothers day..

even though i dun really like how my mum manages my life.. the truth be told she is my mother and somehow being able to repay her or spoil my mum is a pretty happy thing to do.. although i'd have to say its relatively less then how much she poured on me.. but i guess its the best i could do really..

been wokring for sometime and with my first paycheck i took my mum to lunch... got a good scolding of course for splurging.. brought my parents to WAN HAO at the marriott.. the bill came up to be about 200++

and later met up with my sisters and our whole family had dinner at crystal jade.. this one my dad pay..cannot bleed twice a day.. not that affluent..hehe


mum and dad..loving still at their age..

thne back to the "lets see" part... imagine someone who is beautiful, intelligent, sensuous, hugely fun, somewat sexy, open, has the possibility of picking up good chopstick skills.. haha.. well right now she haunts my every moment mostly.. esp sleeping hours..too bad she is camera shy..could not get her picture..

well met up with her and blew me away.. it was like some sort of test.. cos i haven seen her before.. and when we met she actually got her friend to pretend to be her..which of course i did not fall for.. i mena how could i..( i am too smart for that hhahah)

well when she finally popped up i was stunt.. like a ball of fire..


we met up and went for dinner followed by a stroll from orchard its bus till esplanade and a stroll to raffles place...

did not get her pic cos she too shy.. how i wish i could.. sigh..

but i got this..



till i blog again.. hope things go the way i hope..
fingers crossed**

another dream

lets see... i dream alot.. more then i myself realise.. haha

well one of which.. is a dream garage.. well maybe not a garage but cars i want in my driveway..hehe

my everyday would be a G55 AMG.. ouch..hehe

then for weekenders or showoff i'll take a morgan aero 8 gtn..

hehe

may post pics later..but its not every ones cup of tea...hmm


another one is an all day affair..

its kinda like a choice like wat movie you wanna watch..

dilemma all day..

except movies are easier to decide on...this issue is worse..

well i am infatuated all over again...

its like those days where you keep telling yourself to not think about someone.. then its gets worse...

and this time its worse because she is some serious piece of work.. crikey..

she is the sort that would deflate mens egos .. or knock them out if she looked at them the wrong way..

well so far she has done enither to me.. maybe cos i am ugly.. haha.. or perhaps i'm not a guy.. *shit*

but i do have to say..

if i go out with her.. i will definitely do something most men won do..

that is to not stray..most men would look around.. and go like.. hmmm..

but goign out with her may cause other men to stray
heheh

right..


well that is the amjor chunk off it i guess.. i women and cars.. the other knick knacks i shall go into it some time else i gues.s.s time to go..

nighty ppl..tucks and hugs..