philosophy.

to be honest.. this is hardly wat i was intending on bloggin on.. but it just hit me as i came online..

my life as far as it is now.. is an incessant mix of waking up everyday darn dead early... dead.. really.. i could imagine being driven to work in a hearse.. how apt.

well that day was horror.. i was doing some stuff for my ma'am.. its about some darn map.. which i trust some of you would have gotten the hairball from me by now.. i kinda exploded.. well thank you for tolerating my fits..

well it was suppose to be gym.. well later we went for eats and then we started toking about philosophy.. and soon we were toking all over from one end to the other..

well.. gotta go..
i am so down..

a new year.. a new chapter.

dear diary..

i feel so distressed... hahah.. no just kidding. just drained.. like some one has just shaft a vac up me and sucked me dry..

wel exhausted but very enjoyable..

its been a pretty harsh last year.. like before cny.. alot has happened.. or rather.. alot more than i would love to..

well a new year.. traditonally.. a new start and long way more to go..

had to rush back.. packed cluelessly.. haha.. did not even match my clothes properly.. haha.. kinda shocked my mum cos she was like.. WAT!!!!..

but well it turned out ok.. so impromptu mix and match sorta worked. haha..

well back in m'sia all is well.. gald to see my grandparents still alive and well. and my cousins.. i so miss them.. wanna see them again.. we have such a nice time and boy it was hugely fun..

also my cousin on my maternal side has a baby.. so cute.. so adorable.. so.. kuchichichichku... cute.. haahah


well till i blog again..

my niece.. oh sooooooooooooo cute.

please ignore the background sound.. mute it.. just watch in adoration at this new born gorgeous..

i miss you so..

the first string of words that blurt from my brain to my digits..

was kinda hoping they'd come from the lips of a jazz maestro.. (diana krall)

or a loved one..that soft moist breath of air that accompanies the whisper that is

gentle..and ever so endearing..a fleeting moment that would leave you wanting to cuddle

closer.. as she lowers her volume to nothign but a murmur.. leading to a finality of cuddles

quite like the mergin of two.

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anohter major chapter.. maybe this blog is cursed.. and that each time i think i gotten something.. and i blogged about it.. it would just go away..

or i just suck at life..

well another love storey chapter of my live has ended.. sounds kinda sad.. well. it is.. to have to loose another one whom is quite so special.. and sweet and intellectual.. was quite a dent in my life.. but better a good friendship than a soured relationship i guess..

well sad..

but have to pick up someday.. and sometime..

till i blog again

i miss you so..