expectations..

i think my expectations in life.. is unreal..

i feel that one day i may get crush by my eyes.. or in someway.. kinda at least..

well whenever i see something..i have expectations for it.. but wat if it falls short??


and then i move on.. but not all things are disposable.. wat if its something you can't undo??

hmm

well i guess this is ultimately the human process..

lets pop the bubbly.. not just yet..

hmmm.. where should i even begin.. lets see new song..

a new beginning i guess..

well instead of les brown.. i am still sticking to diana krall..wat a relief.. as i was just about to get bored of the songs that i have.. the one playing in the back ground so rescued me..

non of the big swing.. but boy.. she sure sooths me...

well.. enuff of a fabulous singing blonde whom i dunnoe..

recently a frined of mine.. wanted to introduce some gal to me.. and well common sense would tell you that it probably ccrashed and burnt and well wat good could come out of it.. almost,.. and those with common would be able to tell.. that.. yes..it is indeed smoked..

then thinks got here and there.. and now we are platonic.. not a bad feeling.. just a pity considering she is smart and pretty... guys now must be thinking she is some wonder.. but to bad we just dun mix.. so no choice lah..

then a couple a weeks back.. throgh sheer chance i got hitched..this time to an acquaintance for sometime.. well things are warming up.. but not sure how things will go..hmmm we'll see..

its so wierd.. when you like someone.and you hit a wall.. and at times. someone likes you and he or shee hits the wall.. and thats only the beginning.. the endless equations and probability just arouses so many minds out there...

well hope things..

and if someone could.. just comb through my mind..untangle my thots..

and maybe warble alittle of diana krall.into my ears...

till i blog again..

lets pop the bubbly.. not just yet..

wat can i say... i suck..

well ns is not too bad.. kinda getting the hang of it.

and i finally got the platoon t done. thanks to benny for his immense help and his fantastic drawings..

sigh...

ever go out.. meet someone.. then ....

you dun say anything..

sigh..

i feel like some big fat failure..

well i am one to begin with i guess...

hahha

maybe i'll meet someone more alkali metals than noble gases the next time..

just maybe not caesium strong..

haha


well..

till i blog again..