dreams?? or money??

should you do something that would make you happy or somethign that would ensure your survival??

a question about how one tile moved couldd affect the whole domino... a cataclysmic sequence that is affected..by but a teeth..

how do you deciDE?

routine..

started in 27th march 1986...

i was born and in accordance to my parents.. i was bright.. kinda too bright.. for my own good.. or maybe its just my parents in rose tinted glasses..

i was suppose to have started speaking at 1ish 2.. and by 3 i was speaking about as well as i am now.. except my grammar and vocabulary may have been much worse... well its not that much better now anyways..

then i was move from malaysia to singapore.. where i have grown to get use to.. and some how spoilt i guess..
it was my first time overseas.. at that tender age .. the exposure.. was immense.. i still remembered the long train rides.. fomr kl to singapore.. when i would stay up all night even though the lights in the sleeping cabins all out..always peering out of the windows.. to look out at those ot thee platforms wating to board the train.. i still remember... a lady giving me this wind up toy tortoise and in exchange i gave her my chips...

long waits in the waiting area....

then finally in singapore..

i remembered back that i came once with my mum first before settling down.. and that time.. i cried.. as my dad stood on the platform .. the train pulled away...and i cried myself to sleep that day...

in singapore i have stayed for about 17 years of my life.. its been as all else has been..

a post thats yet to end.. and still to be continued..

一日不见，如阁三秋。。。

recent events have left me pretty senseless..

it seems i have screwed it again..

am i anti social??

or am i that condescending??

some say i am cocky?? some say i am arogant??

am i...

can some one please tell me..


..

sigh..

crikey. is that me???

Individuals high on the dreamy scale include those people who would choose the bubbles of champagne over a glass of wine simply because it seemed a more romantic gesture. Highly dreamy people tend to see the magic in life. They may also actively seek out ways to make their love relationships special so that each day becomes an occasion.

People who are more down-to earth prefer life's everyday moments to grand gestures that seem over-the-top. They are realists who aren't easily swayed by styling or symbolism. For the most part, down-to-earth people would rather avoid glossy exteriors to get closer to what's on the inside. This tendency typically holds true across the board — in their friendships, in professional life, and in love.

Compared with others, your score weighed more heavily on the dreamy end of the scale. This result indicates that you have a more idealized way of seeing life than many people do. At times, your talent for imbuing the things around you with fantasy and romance gives you an air of elegance and wonder that others can be drawn to. In love, you know how to lavish special attention on the object of your affection and appreciate others who can reciprocate. Typically, romantic gestures aren't lost on you. On the contrary, you're usually one of those people who can really appreciate the magic of a well-timed kiss or a moonlight stroll. Dreamy types like you can be experts when it comes to courting. Just make sure that once you've found that special relationship you don't fall into the trap of thinking it's going to be just like it is in the movies. Once the two of you have walked off into the sunset, making your love last will still take some work. However, with your talent for keeping romance in bloom, you appear to be the perfect person for the job.

very superstition

anyone who knows me well enuff would know i am superstitious.. not voodoo doll but horoscope very nearly definitely...


every now and then i would spot some horoscopes that smack me on the face with me.. its like starring in the mirror or more like a doppleganger that haunts you and tells you all your faults and misdoings.. as well as wat you can do.. should do... may do... quite uncanny provided it is reliable..which is rare..luckyme
hahahha

not so sure its all true but sounds good.. heehe.. if you know wat i am like an wanna feed back feel free

aries..

first sign of the zodiac..

quite a charmer...in love and romance..

aggressive..in love and business.. yearning to come out tops.

instintive and a great negotiator..

with a natural gift for organising conferences and interviews..

pple gravitate towards him because he's never boring..

never happy with work..

indirectly affects relationships.. due to status concerns

immature at times

yearns for things beyond their reach

practical about choices.. knows wat he can or cannot do or achieve

romantic,exciting,exceptionally fun to be with..

not the most faithful... sigh....

BUT

he does esteem and cherish any significant other whom he chooses to spend s his time with..

idealistic..

aries wants an easy going partner.. but alo neds a good chase.. someone who is neither high maintenance nor a pushover..

least guilty of the signs... heheh

dun try fawning and telling aries that he or she is great.. they already know it..

infact they dun want too much compliments..

and alot more.. jiaalt tired ald.. type more next time..

to be onctinued..

x mas morning..

those who i have chatted with would most probably have noticed my nick.

for those love doves out there.. you pple would probabaly know wat it'd mean when your lovely other looks like xmas morning..

well apparetnly i got replied by all sorts of singles perhaps..well not all disppointing.. but some gave me answers that lay me in fits of shock while frothing from my mouth..

santa in drag??

mrs santa??

a female reindeer??

a snow woman??

i am like.. wats with you pple man.. sigh.. well it was up for a couple of days and

finally i got the right one or the one i had in mind.. finally.. gosh..



one word for it.. would be bliss..

in many words it'll be sexy, warmth, cosy, delicious, happy, jolly, joyous, delightful and i,m not too sure but i am sure the list goes on.. like till forever and ever ever.. hmmm

i am so lazed..

wel here i am all lazy and gosh i gotta work tomorrow...kinda looking forward to it.. almost.. not sure..

well forgot to blog all the stuff all happening in my life..

lets see.. i hardly have off days.. and its hard to ever date anyone cos my offs.. are like weekdays and stuff..
thank god yanyan is free

hahah.. so we go out shopping eating toking.. tired siah.. and took alot of pics..but lazy lah.. plus photobucket not very cooperative.. sux...well its mountain loads.. camera phone caused this craze of camwhoring.. well the quality isnt all great
but lomographic almost lah..

at least enuff for the moment..

aiyoh yannyz.. get hold of your dress sense soon ...hehe..