wednesdays..

wat a day.. short day.. long night..

i realise... after over sleeping for the umpteenth time this month i am officially late for lesson and mooched at, till i it was time.. hahah..

then off i when from couch to room to have my stuff packed..and out of the house i went..

meeting up with yanting is kinda fun today..well its the first time she is arriving on a train and we were suppose to meet outside of our very familiar housin environment..well it was supposed to be meet at the station.. then it became meet me in the train to come..

somehow i wished i have caught it on camera.. yanting waving for me on the train was more like a hand sprouting out amongst the many heads on the train.. then later her head popped out amongst the other heads.. haha.
well gotta be there to see it.
hhaahh

next stop og orchard.. yanting had to collect some stuff from og.. then we went for some kick ass ramen..whooho...haha.. followed by wisma for my earpads.. as we strolled fomr dhoby ghaut and back..it was filled with teases laughs jokes.. and loads of the unspeakable. of alll sorts.. hahaa..well we had a great time.. or at least me..haha..

then it was four.. and huizi.. my mother of a friend appeared.. one hour before the time set... well decided to meet her at five instead..so went to s and k with yanz.. to see somthing she wasnts to see..
haha..oh yah.. huizi is only one year older then me lah.. so she is jjust liek a sista to me.. and a very chattable at that..in fact we chatted form went we met till we parted..
haha.. alot of saliva lost.
haha

well imagine having ramen just one hour before having some beef rice thing at pepper lunch..i was amaze by my own appetite.. but any ways. we chatted that through.. followed.. by desert at xu liu shan.. i still feel i could have a steak.. hmm..and throughout we were chatting.. and finally had our little meeting adjourned due to time constrain..

finally the pic pic pic...s...


this is an example of someone trying very hard to look guai... and by any measure not exactly successful.. hahaha..


someone loves this skirt.. soooooo much.. and yes that someone does look nice.. but somethign in this pic seem to make her look a tad big headed.. agree... haha.. bbut the skirt is nice yah..hehe


finally..mama.. i mean jie jie.. hahah.. this is huizi lounging on the sofas in xu liu shan..

ok finally done.. stands up and stretches back**

tilll i blog again..

a post to remember... hahah..ya right..

as the title suggests.. or rather for those who could actually see the title.. its a day that would take a while to forget..

well today was an as pernormal sort of day.. its kinda rare.. nowadays at least.. but i slept at about 11 yesterday.. early considering.. i actually sleep at about 12 to 1 plus on normal days.. not that the next day was anythign special at all..

well went out with linghui.. was thinking of catching a movie together.. but the timings were not quite right.. + she was exhausted.. give her a bed and she'll sleep in orchard kind (orchard as in middle of the road).. but well we did not really tok much.. but still had some tok goign on.. as we sat oursleves down at ichiban sushi at ps.. i was having my dinner.. she was snacking.. but i was kinda guilty.. cos i did not know she was allergic to sea food..
so..

well she took alittle some some.. and later we headed of the see a "monument" haha. well its a sign that has been left to be forgotten by some but remembered like me.. haha.. well it was set in its place in 1992.. it was the L.O.V.E. sign outside the galss house. when the glass house was setup then.. its tenant or occupant was tgif.. for those who remembered.. the broiled chicken was great.. yummy (stomach growl) .. well anyways.. it would soon cease to exist.. at least that wat i've heard.. cos its said the glass house together with park mall may be redeveloped soon.. and the L.O.V.E. would then be moved.. or forgotten..

well lingz (linghui) was exhausted enough.. now that i think of it.. i should not have brought her on such a long walk.. cos she was on the verge of snoozing.haha.. well.. we tok the train and the funniest thing happened.. some indian guy..(presumably foreign) was trying to figure out how to go to city hall form dhoby ghaut.. and his accent was thick... like teh tarik with half a can of milk..hahha..and fianlly we made out wat he was trying to say.. so lingz told him to take the train going toward marina bay.. whilst i having apinch of doubt was pointing at the other direction.. and asked her.. after a short pause.. we then ran after the guy and pointed him to the other direction.. then just as we thto we have doen a goood deed.. i notice the boards set along the platforms.. and it proved lingz was right along..so we went to the guy and "brought him to the right track".. hahah.. well we were laughing sheepishly..

i had wanted to send her home but she stayed in yishun.. so.. i dropped early..

then i got home.. and then i went online.. and shortly after i slept..

even my dad was surprised.. he usually does his "ming yen, go to sleep" talk every nite.. but tis time he came round and saw me in bed..haha.. well i'll just leave that to your imgination..

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today was another day.. wat blogsvalloping nonsense am i blabbering anyways..

well today it was a gloomy day.. esp the weather.. i was off early today.. and headed down town to get something that i had wanted to get for ages.. well an observation.. or rather lingz observation.. whne i told her i could spend three months thinking about whether to buy a bag or not.. she looked at me like i am alien.. haha.. no lah.. but she gave me the look ,, haha.

well finally put my foot down and bought the cd.. but then the shittiest thing happened.. i went all the way to citylink to find that they dun hhave the cd i want.. so i had to rush all the way back to orchard to get it..

and the pple at the desk told me they did not have any.. then i went to the shelf and found four..hmmmm

diao....

and the next bombshell came when i was about to pay.. i was thinking a cd esp one about a decade old.. (the fast and the furious is pretty old yah) and i was not even getting the movie.. i was only getting the ost..and it cost me..(as shown in the pic below)

almost 30$.. wat the $@#$@$%#$%$#%$%$^&%^*&^*(&^*^&*$^#T^$!!!!! is their problem....

but i bought it anyways.. cos its really kinda good.. to me anyways.. hahha.. sinful sinful sinful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


oko.. gotta get back to life..


till i blog again..

just realised

just realised that i haven been really updating my blog.. sorry for bring all you ppl e who come seee but get bored by all the words..haha


well hav been out couple of times..

and took some pics.. just read and you'll see..



ok.. you see the two pple up there.. well the smaller one on the right is grace.. a.k.a puny (for the obvious reasons.. hahah)
and the slightly bigger one on the left... ooops... i mean the one on the left..(hope she doesn't kill me after she reads this..)hahah...well thats shelly and she is pregnant.. YAY!!! well we went out for eat drink and tok session and well pic is taken in nydc..one thing about nydc.. they dun seem to have anything other then tomato sauce based pastas.. and those chessy sorts.. but no way are you ever going to find decenrt whit sauced pasta like scallopini or carbonara.. or even alfredo.. but no .. nil.. nada... sigh.. but i do like lemon shivers... so not all too bad... just try to get the pasta!!! arghhh!!!hahah




ok.. next up.. outing with huizi.. aka..ah niah.. hahah.like my mother.. ahhaha..ok lah.. not really lah.. she was my school senior and was in my school club in fact did not get to know her untill some time later.. but we kinda got along pretty welll and so forth.. in fact met her on two pccasions.. but the other meeting got some really bad shots... hahahahah..in other words.. not really the prettiest shots.. hahah..well the last time we met the place was not that well lit..basically it was not so nice..and well everytime i met up with her...i would be late... and not exactly a bad thing actually.. ahha.. well we could tok for hours on end just like shelly.. but well we are more "healthy".. cos everytime we tok we would be at some place.. sipping on WATER!!!!.. and not one glass.. but refill upon refill... while its healthy.. its kinda bad for the bladder.. but realy enjoyable..then we went to raffles place for abit of window shoppping.. where i got alesson i will never forget..

men out there.. who think women in flats are harmless... think again..well i kinda cheesed huizi off and stomp on my toes.. and boy it was un bearable...
hahaha.. so reminder.. out there.. falts and equally lethal as stilettoes..
hahahahha





the above are pics from star wars.. the exhibition of gallactic proportions..hahaha.. well not quite.. and it would have been nice to have brought some friends over.. but not many star wars friend around..and too bad yoda did not make an appearance.. well had a ball of a time with all the pple.. well alfred who was a star wars gaga would not have miss if for the world... then the rest all in the glitzy and glam.. was lovely.. thought the food in the reception could have been better.. well some of the foods sounded really corny.. like.. han solo hoagies??? galactic curry>>>????it was just wrong..hahaha

well met up with loads of ex colleagues... and got to know some new ones.. having once worked as ssc goign back was a little nostalgic amidst the noise and attention and the arrivals of the president..well the heading back and seeing the changes.. it was a mixture of feelings.. but basically i missed the days working there.. awwww...haha.. hope to see the gagna again..well overall its not bad an exhibition.. esp for star wars junkies..

ok.. time to finally go..

till i blog again..

a dark gloomy sunday

its been so long since i have blogged...

yet still am lost for words..

i am in a predicament..

a dilemma..

a disaster...

it seems i can only hint at wat i am tyring to say through this space.. cos if its too obvious..i may end up punching my last ticket...

sigh.. wat am i goign through..

well lets hope things lighten up and i shall tell it then..

windings

she had no idea i was toking about her...

should i be happy???

or

should i tell her..

i am so between decisions..

so lost..

how i wish she could see it.

but yet afraid that she may find out

waiting...

just got back.

i've fallen in love ...
with elizabeth by sheika kapur
very nice..aww..


some days back or i think yesterday.. i am not sure.. i was writing about something and someone.. at some other time..

i was in a frenzy.. grinding up my brain in to smithereens.. and ending with a tongue twister sort of a blog..

yet some how i am laid yet again at the crossroads..


well enuff of all that for awhile.. even if a that person still dwindles in my head..

well if someone is to indeed get curious and wonder and are looking for some sort of simplification..

try this..

"this person" is "a"

"that person" is "b"

and

"another person" is "c"

and the passage is saying

"a" ------likes-----> "b" ------likes---> "c"

"a" <-----????------ "b" <-----????----- "c"

"a" : wants to tell "b" but doesn't know how "b" would react.

"b" likes "c" but hopes "c" will make the first move.. yawns**

"a" and "c" cannot be together.. cos they are guys.. unless they become homo.. but that would be different story..

"a" and "b" are friends

"b" and "c" are friends

"a" wonders wat to do..

"b" knows wat to do but hesitates

"c" should know wat to do.. but is not doin



"now i know my "a" "b" "c" next time won't you sing with me???"

hehe =P

howling winds..

how do i tell someone something if that someone doesn't take wat i mean to tell that person? and wat if this person rebuts watever i am goign to tell her?? if i as a person is to tell this other persn about something but this person doesn't want to listen to me as a person.. how can i as a person communicate with that other person? see perosn to person communication requires one person to listen to another person. but when one person doesn't get wat the person is saying or is not willing to hear wat the pther person has to say.. how can this person tok to the other person as a person. and if saying something to thiss other person will lead to another person being killed.. should the other person not listen to wat the person has to say??..see there is this person who likes this other person.. who inturn likes another person and this person doesn't know that this person likes this person.. however the person that like that person doesn't tell that person that this person likes that person.. and these two persons just go on with the guessing of the minds of the two persons.. then there is another perosn who like this persons who but doesn't tell this person cos this person likes another person but this person seems to be with another person.. so this person is confused as to whether that person should be told about wat this person wants to say.


till this day.. this person is still thinking about that person who is in turn thinking about another person.
and this person likes that person.. but that person likes another person.. but another perosn doesn't know wat that perosn is thinking.. while this person is trying to tell that person wat this person is thinking. but that person is too busy thinkin about another person to see wat this person is trying to tell that person.to a certain extent this person wants to give up telling that person.. but this person doesn't wish to..so this person kept it from that person who is still waiting for another person..

such personal problems.. sigh..

hehe =P

chris cunningham

gosh.. i am so in love with chris cunningham or rather his works.. totally infatuated..

for the uninitiated.. he directed madonna's "frozen" mtv... and i never expected my school to have his vids.. arghhhh!!!!

just stop here .. got work..

till i blog again..

nw

Your Birthdate: March 27

You are a spiritual soul - a person who tries to find meaning in everything. You spend a good amount of time meditating, trying to figure out life. Helping others is also important to you. You enjoy social activities with that goal. You are very generous and giving. Yet you expect very little in return. Your strength: Getting along with anyone and everyone Your weakness: Needing a good amount of downtime to recharge Your power color: Cobalt blue Your power symbol: Dove Your power month: September

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

lalala.. quizilla

People see love in your eyes. You either love
everyone around you ooor...somebody's in
loooove, no? Seriously, though... You seem to
have a lot of love in your heart right now.
You're singing songs and picking flowers...or
at least you feel like doing so. And we can't
forget floating on air, right? Well, don't let
anyone ruin that for you, and if things don't
turn out...don't worry over it. There are worse
things, and you know it.


What can people see in your eyes?(great ANIME pics)((IMPROVED!!!))
brought to you by Quizilla

yesterday...

i am suppose to have this blogged yesterday but i guess i took my meds too early.. hahah..

i was having this dripping tap of a nose the whole of yesterday and went out with yanz.. felt horrible..

and somewat embarrassed cos i was sneezing most of the time.. but it was fun.. trying to find her a "new direction"

met up at bugis.. and had some lite bite at ajisen then it was shop shop shop..

looked for bargains at bugis village and got this metal necklace .. great deals... but yanz was a little picky..
haha..

so we headed on else where..

to suntec...

and amazingly... she got wat she wanted...

hahah

pics below..


just outside our housing estate..background looks like some loft in the midst of a natural reserve siah...haha


lunch at ajisen..


plain jane.. turn fashion mama..
hahahahah:P


metal necklace from bugis..on the travellator in suntec..


if only that were mine... oh!!!
:P


yanz being vain on temasek boulevard
hahaha.. just kiddin.


pic taken at bonsai garden..


till i blog again..

not sure if i missed her.. but i missed her...

every meeting, like silver to glass..

like a chime rings crystal clear..

every ring came reasonance..

filling up my ear..



you are the gemstone in my pool.. but you have not only left yourself in me.. but your plunge sends within me ripples ever lasting..


etched into my mind..

carved into my skin..

burnt upon my soul..

you within my mind.. is eternal..

blogging to blog..

listening to an old oaf saying : "yes or no... ok folks.." is boring and someoen irritating.. made me feel like i am in some home for the aged sick..haha

well myupdating dates seem to have waivered.. and i seem to have my momentum for this kinda thing..

i think i am boring... am i boring??

here i am sitted infront of this goggle box.. trying to empty my head into this void..

and hoping one day that i would feel fulfilled when my thots reassemble themselves and return to me..

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met up with gugu today fr lunch and hand her her stuff.. a sp senior returning and suddenly she feels older.. i feel like the time i just got in..had lunch in fc1 for its infamously value for money western food.. yummy..
hahha

and now.. in biostatistics.. wish me luck..

thinking of..
dream car.. hehe:P

started..

school has started...

and i am not half sure about wat i am doing..

some how..i feel like i am lost.. in my everyday hi"s" and byes with the world and the people around me i feel lost..

i missed the times when i would see by the window and watch as people stroll.. rushed.. walked.. strutted along a busy sidewalk

whilst i sipped away behind a pane of glass... watching.. the world swirl by as if wine in a glass..


at times i feel i need to be alone.. but i would always feel something naggin behind me...

its as though there is a void.. i need to have it filled..

or rather a void that has been filled by someone else.. and all the oher voids filled by others..

all these pple all flash pass me like this enchanting kaleidoscope..that left me breathless..

yet of all times.. a facet of this crystal in this kaleidoscope..

one so dazzling.. it seem to catch my eye no matter how it tumbles where..

one as dazzling as the sun..

i have seen this facet no many times.. as it randomly passes my eye..

it caught me each and everytime time..

yet when i long to see it..

i seem to never find it ..



this moment.. of this very day.. at this very point.. along very timeline..

i wish i could hold this facet and look at it ..

at hold it in everlasting brilliance..

dreams.

i chase the promise of her glow..



like a lone star in the sky she dazzled me,
and lead me tumbling through the night.
a mirage she appeared before me,
that slipped my grasp but held my sight.
despite the arrows, barbs and spears,
i chased the promise of her glow.
but love she has for that one other,
sent my heart bitter with sorrow
for which no man shall ever know..


-reinterpretion by,
Brethren Coulter

original:

with fairy's dust she sprinkles you
and leads you tumbling through the night
she loops and swoops like fairies do
to slip your grasp but hold your sight
ignoring thistle thorn and burrs
you chase the promise of her glow
bur fear has her remain a blur
a heart no man will ever know


-unknown

blogging..

due to popular demand.. i am back.. hahah.. (just kidding)

but i am kinda blocked now.. cos not really in the writing mood..but will try..



early skies with sunlit dew,
resting on the leaves.
cooing doves with snow-white downs,
perching calm on the trees.

upon white sheets i rest,
with a dream in my head.
i savour my slumber,
as i wallowed in bed.

she came in my sleep,
like a ray of light,
like a spark from pure tallow did fall..
in her trot i caught a glimpse of her,
my word..she's the fairest of all.

yet off she rode in her path she desire,
though bent it might be.
oh how i wish she stopped her steps,
and stay in my slumber with me.


-Brethren Coulter..
3.55pm 4th nov 2005