SIGH

sleeping at 3 am.. wat a first for me.. and for the first time i stayed up doing something...

well cos my dad has always been critical about me staying up .. stating that its bad for my health and that it is detrimental to ones body etc..

well it has always been as such since i have been my dad's kid..(wat am i saying...) yet somehow get a little engrossed with somethings that i was doing.. and get a little engrossed in it..hence lossing track of time..so i was up all nite yesterday rehearsing for my job the next day... cos i was suppose to presnt at some exhibition.. normally people whom i speak to or at some events.. pple would say that i am eloquent.. and i would not deny the fact..that i am..hahah(yaya one corner..)

but the truth is i am scared shitless.. i just have to suppress my fear.. and in fact wat i fear could be more then wat anyone is failing..

because of myself.. i spent the night rehearsing in front of a mirror and tried to imagine myself infront of the crowd.. some how the feeling is very different...(of course lah.. duh...)

i dare not imagine wat would happen if i freak out during my presentation...

deep dark fears revealed..haha

in the mean time i am still as eloquent and hopefull witty..if not as lame as before.. hahhaa

tilll i blog again..
haha

today my friend told me....

well i dun remember.. but i do have this readlly nice pic.. hahaa

for the first time...

i was thinking.. thinking.. still thinking..

and has thot about but still thinking..

and thinking..and thinking...never really

stopped thinking.. but why am i thinking.

.. of all things i do... i am thinking...

whenever i stare at my notes...

i am thinking...it never stopped me

in my steps beofre but i am thinking..

right up till just now i was still thinking..

even when i was in the bookstore i was thinking.

when i am reading my car mag.. i pause and thot.

drinking coffee.. i was thinking..

even now.. i am still thinking.. of one

whom i used to know......

whom i still knew......

whom i think still knows me...

whom i thot about..

whom i still think about..

thinking....

thinking...







STOP

thinking..

think...

thought..

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a busy saturday..loads of fun (CHANGE TO FIREFOX)

well its saturday. a rest day.. but too many days of resting can be tiresome... hahah.. but i think i am kinda slack.. haha.. went out for lunch with my parents and my sistas..a complete family lunch. and better still it wasa late lunch like oneish.. twoish kind.. and we when for ala carte buffet.. was soooo full when i got back home.. and this hapento be one of the days when i actually spent the least amount of time on the tv..normally its computer..tv.. eat.. sleep.. maybe go jog..sleep..eat again.. go out with my parents sort.. ahah

well on this particualr day i was goign to miss auto motor und sports tv but to hell with it.. cos i have something more meaningful to attend to..(well not that gogin out with my freinds and such is not.. hehe..but... hehe)it was a gathering of the ISB members.. yay.. i somewat missed the times spent doing volunteer work.. and with this bunch of people it was kinda fun..cos i got to know some new pple and loads of pple whom i knew before..

it was a night of topics..like all gathernigs.. where people discuss all sorts of things.. well one hot one.. would be weilien.. the male champion of the superstar competition in singapore.. well he wasn't there.. but he was very discussed by the people there.. but there we had another singer too.. it was cassandra.. another lovely singer from the ISB.. and she sand quite a bit for us that nite. bravo...

pics anyone??

hehe

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Mr and Mrs Kua ... btw mr kua is some wine dude man.. and he is the president of ISB btw..


Here is Vestor.. aka the 10th son..


candra or kendra..something like that.. she is one hell of a bitch man.. from us.. and she specializes in guiding the blind..and btw she bloody eats bloody carrots..erm...


the one looking down but facing the camera is cassandra..she sings like the sirens..but thank god.. no men died yet..


suling, vestor's wife.. here doing her some wushu form her secret manuscript..drunken bbq chicken wing fist.. ahaha


the crowd at dusk.. and it was gettign more crowded by night.. woo hoo..


gabriel in the center with yu keat and jean at his side. hahaa


yu keat and jean....woo hoo...hehehe


jean and vestor..would you even believe that there are about the same age??( i dun.. haha)


suling and vestor..so en ai(loving) wor!!!!...hehe


thats me..simply shagged after everything.. but i felt goooood..and next is jean ..again..haha


jean again.. enjoying the fan.. as it bath her in its breeze.. hah..we were all hot that night..hahaha

till i blog again..

happening...happening..happened..

first part..

womens eys are very sharp.. especially to things that they like or hate..
imagine this.. a gutter by some steps.. was all brown and covered in grime and god knows wat.. looking all brown and gooey..almost gross..

but well my friend christina.. was walking up the steps when she came across a juvenile toad..and it took me about five minutes to find.. for a moment i thto i was blind..

then i saw it.. the poor fellow.. was almost as frightened by us as christina by it.

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fianly after lesson.. i felt sooo free.. and sleepy.. but had to meet nurul.. not that it wasn't fun but i guess too many late nights(ooooooh.. hehehe)..its gettign to me...

after meeting up with nurul.. we headed down to bk where she got her bite..i already ate quite abit so i was reading with she hunk down her burger.. hehe
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she was hungy..ravenous.. ready.. to kill...the...BURGER!!!.. hehe

before the great burger masacre.. hehe.. we came across this shop that sold really need stuff. like neon coloured espresso machines.. *GOSH*..then we saw this really neat set of pillows.. literally pillows..
pics below..


just imagine a couple having that on their beds.. cool..


oh yes...heheh..


women...

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later we settled down in tcc in citylink where alot of things are round..(just an observation)

then later got a little trigger happy on the cam.. and here are the pics..


round?


round again>??


round ??hahah.. nah..


lovely decor..classy scheme.. absolutely delightful...but the music is hypnotic... the club music knocked me out cold man...zZzZzZ

lastly..
the car.. not really exotic but if i had this.. i would be on cloud nine..absolute ego massage man..


BMW Z4

window..

another nothing to do afternoon..

so i took bus back home and on the way though town i dropped by orhard for a short stroll..

and i realise i ahve this thing for windows and views...how i wish te house i live in future have a interior decor like the pics below.. and mayeb the view of the sea or the beach.... blisss

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the window with the black leather ottoman...change the view please...

a post too belated..

well its car washing time..imagine washing an suv.. especially the roof..gosh its tall. but i like.. i really ike my dads choice of cars now.. maybe cos of his mistake with the elantra which looked horrible in my opinion.. but i chose the tucson.. so i am happy.. + it looks much better then the elantra and being much taller (look down upon the rest... hahhhaahha.. EVIL!!!)was cool..hehehe..


well just crapping.. but washing.. was cool also cos the car came with a punk a@# stereo as compared to the wimpy one in the old car. which has abolutely no bass wat so ever..

well after the wet washing parts.. it was time to wax the car..and boy was it tiring.. it was bad on the samller elantra now on the tucson.. it is a killer..but it was finished promptly..and after which my dad drove up to air the car out.. adn finish of woth the vinyl wipes and so on..

then came consolation of the day..

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it was my dream.. well almost..it was one of my candidates for first car.. if i can ever afford one..

a honda crx delsol..


OMG!!!


how i wish!!!


the butresses.. and that targa....hmmm....

till i blog again..

unexpected..

a relaxing afternoon..wat rarity for some..

well i was hoping for a break form bloggin but i guess it still got to me.. it seems the moment i have started doing this thing.. there is no real turning back..haha..
sounds hopeless..

well this reminded me so much of when i first started..a weblog was the natural fad after freindster.. well speaking of which i feel like mr potato head cos i seem to be bowing to the winds of trends..

when i first started.. my blog was miserable.. it was plain.. not simple.. but plain. it was flat..balnd.. tasteless.. souless.. well maybe cos.. its blogger default skin.. and the colour scheme was.. well there wasn't really a colour scheme..

then came this blogger called fiona..who i am very thankful to have met.. who is a really interesting blogger.. and from her.. i began to be reeled into this maze different pples..and their laughs, lifes and sometimes downs..from then i began jotting my own log and i was further encouraged by a frequent commentator from abroad..debbie (www.outonthelimb.blogspot.com)who gave me insightful comments as well as gave me insight into pples on the other side.

from jay zhou addiction.. to embarassing moments.. from johnny depp to benicio del toro..from mid nite cravings to chalets overnite stays.. ... not forgeting certain blogs i came across which depict daily struggles form disease discrimiantion..obsessions..and all the logs which lead me into many people's lives..

up till recently a change was needed which resulted in wats before you..

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today is one of freakish turns.. almost everyone is..for the third time.. i issed class..for the first time i mistook a monday for a sunday and slept my asss of for hours.. and woke up just in time for lesson (if i were in school)... which, judging by my schools location is impossible to reach in time..and my phone died.. it rang awhile and died.. ealry in the morning. after its strange memorry card failure.. i am beginning to fear the worst for my phone..so far its the most problematic phone i have ever had..imagine three services in threee months..i am so thinking of switching.. but no moolah.. and contract prob.. arghhh!!!

after the depressin episode of hauling my self to orchard to have my phone serviced.. i headed to borders.. and planned to spent anice afternoon reading..but even before i could finish jeremy clarkson's part in TOPGEAR.. the annoying servicemen.. called me and told me my mmc is ready..when up there in the service centre they said it would take two weeks or more.. imgaine if i was on my way home..gosh...

after collecting my mmc.. i started to stroll down orchard.. it was pretty nice. considering i was kinda like a spectator ( invisible..like i am observing all thats around me.. with no concerns with time .. just slow stroll..)but it sems to nag at me about the absence of a camera phone..cso i saw a lone jack russell pacing the streets too and pple dressed in labcoats giving out listerine and such.. small things ...

back home i went joggin with dad..and dinner and finally here blogging...

till i blog again..

Hiatus...

i hate to say this but i would saying my dearest farewell. till this blog resumes operation.. till i blog again..

we as humans in a peaceful society are gettin bored!!!

so we find other stupid things to do.. smoe of which sound totally absurd...

eg..


Someone had a meeting about that. Someone said, "Have we thought of everything?" and someone else piped up with a forehead-slapping "Christ. What if someone doesn't want to wipe their arse on embossed paper. We had better get some plain in too."

now who gives???

moviemoviemoviemoviemoviemoviemovie

gosh this is so in a hurry man....teacher lesson coming to an end.. and i am not even half way thorugh this....

well this is supposed yesterdays post... but iw as too lazy.. + it was too late yesterday when i was about to blog anyways.. heheh..

well it was pallavee's bday sometime back and her sista.. priya.. was geting all excited..about getting us all together for a surprise but we could not make it..so we made up for it with another outing.. but too bad priya was not able to make it.. so she went of leaving me and cherlyn and shafinaz to watch charlie and choc factory..

was hoping elizabeth would go also.. but she wanted ot go home and sleep.. sigh.. hahah..


pics..

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elizabeth.. trying very hard to dodge from the camera by hiding behing cherlyn.. hhahaa


cherlyn..candid shot..dunnoe wat else to say,.. haha


shafeenaz and pallavee..


Shafeenaz..Shocked and awwed.. or shockingly awful??.. hehehe


candid shot of cherlyn and shaf..as we walked around cine...

last but not least the cars.. not the rarest.. but it seems like i see them all the time.. haha..


this envoy of white car was majestic.. but only the front is a S500 the rest are all camrys...


my car...hahaha.. right...like it is so not obvious that i will NEVER in my life own such a thing...*spite*..

till i blog again...

two posts behind..

today.. is sucky.. almost.. while most would love to have my timietable of being release at 11 in the morn..well to tell you the truth.. it can get a little boring.. cos i am not the homely sort.. so wat to do siah..hahaha..

well i was super bored.. and since i was sooooo free.. i crashed class again..this time a practical..and not just any practical.. it was a clinical chemistry practical.. wich meant only one thing....VENULE PUNCTURE.. A.K.A. blood taking..imgine the many shaking hands and needles involved.. hehehe

well.. it did not turn out so bad.. got a little haematoma from the prick.. but it was soon over... and had quite some un redoing it.. cos i had already finished the module. was just crashing for fun.. hhehehe..


pics.

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me slacking in the library.. on the verge of having a "f*^K" escaping from my mouth??hehehe


Nadia.. trying very hard (too hard??) to be camera shy.. hhehehe


Nadia on eric.. look at where eric's hand is...and the needle..


the horror.. the suspense.. the 22g needle. ARGhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!


sumitha "The Observer" heheheh....


Eric on the verge of a critically traumatic experience!!!!


Eric is laughing now.. but he won't be went the needle is in him..HEHEHEHEHEHEEH!!!!


The culprit's sinister smile..or should i say..grin...


Elyn.. SS(super serious...)


The other "sheeps to the slaughter"..hahahaha


revenge is sweet..haha


"where's her vein??? is she human??"


the last moments before the bloodbath.. hahahah...

after all the trauma.. i was so stressed.. i needed my rest.. so i went home straightaway..

till i blog again..
hehe.

down day...super sleepy..

yesterday was hell.. well almost..it was the lsat fireworks display of the festival and i missed it..wth...
well i was supposed to go driving with my dad in the dad on the range.. (driving with clubs..not car..for the uninitiated)

well he cancelled it cos he was flying off today so he wanted to spend more time with my mummy... so nice.. but having awaken me at 6 am when i slept at 2 the precious nite at 2 and on a sunday was not too good a piece of news..

i was all half dead more then half the day through.. and my sisters are always absebt on weekends.. sometimes its work.. sometimes its going..thats why its so rare to actaully get hold of them for a meal together.. hence always rushing here there.. just so that we could all catcha a meal before they went their ways...

but its also very slack ina sense..considering my parents actually watched naruto with me on sunday cos the programmes were bloddy boooooring..

so sunday went by disppointingly..sigh..but there will always be next year..hopefully..(just hope they did not shoot down some low flying plane and get fireworks banned...heheheh

well today its almost the same..i am kinda in this sleep debt that seem to rollover with interest..hehhe and now i am super sluggish..i need my zzz..

before i do.. i shall split abit of my day.. lesson was just nice at 10 ..so upon reaching school..
which happens to be like 930ish in the morn.. got sam to breakfast with me..

later when fo lesson.. and was almost too happy when i realised i had no pract..which was about like 11 am in the mornng.. so my mondays now is like 10 to 11.. sooo happy..hahahha well i did not have much to do.. so i crashed into miss yee's class.. she has kindaly allowed me to join the class..it was very sleep inducing..well norammly she would be pretty interesting..but i just could not hold up for anylonger in class.. ahhah

pics below..

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one has his face stretched while the other is suffering from muscle spasms..(we had to do this in class.. or we could have died..hahah)


"wat are you looking down at ???"nadia is about 1.5+++m i think..not sure..hhee


miss yee with her very fast and furious way of teaching..very good teacher leh..not those read powerpoint kind wor..hehe


falling semi-asleep...(smile induced by some arousing thots?? :P)


nadz just slumped forward..haha


break time in the fc.. someone thing her face so small that the handphone can block siah..hmm


remember the guy in the skirt??well he is back with more gayish flamboyance..(his face is saying: "want me???.. i can be yours for just $50 a nite..just call 6XXX-XXXX..24/7...i'll be waiting..")

hahah


ok i gotta go crash..zZzZzZzZzZ.....