Saturday, September 01, 2007

last published aug 11th

its another day.. its hard not to feel lonely even though i am constantly surrounded by pple.

colleagues at work... strangers packing me.. on the train.. and my family.. who is ever there.. and i am ever grateful for their being there for me..

but i still long and wish forher by my side... ever pondering and ever longing for that fateful day.. when the wait is over and the eventuality presents itself to me..
i would hold on.. teeth gritting.. awaiting the arrival of then.


lets see.. emotionally deprived in certain areas.. and not feeling all well.. that.. kinda summarises me today.. emotions.. have been pretty stagnant.. well as they say.. stability is key..

not feeling well.. cos of training for cd parade.. abt dehydrated.. and not rested.. so stomac is suffering abit.. at this moment..but the climax.. is not when i rush toilet.. nonono.. but it was lunch today..

its kinda strange.. cos my parents have always been into chinese food.. like chinese chinese.. dun even think of putting in a shred of modernity into it..kind of.. well if modernity blends in well no prob.. other than that.. well.. should we decide to dine.. the modern westerninse.. zen... health food style sushi bar would defintely be the last place my parents ever set foot in..

so big surprise when they decided to step into my humble house at the esplanade... i really loved the food anf the furnishing.. and the music..and the waitress..erm.. i menat their service.. hahh..bleah..

well.. its a spread that is fantastic.. and seeing my mum enjoying fusion food for the first time.. i was very happy..and alittle shock.. haha..

well imagine this. a side buffet of dessert salad and FOIE GRAS.. hahahaha

and a foray of other dishes made with such exquisite attention.. with a view of the singapore waterfront..marvelous..

after that a short walk round the esplanade..

and then.. home...

sleepy.. crash.